He only knew that Xiaoxuan was very happy now, and that was enough! Very sufficient!

As for people like themselves, they will definitely go to hell!

But!! So what does it matter?

It is said that first love often does not end well, which is not true at all.

For example, Xia Xin is Zhu and Xiaoxuan's first love, and Zhu Xiaoxuan is not Xia Xin's first love, not even love.

Xia Xin's first love has no results.

And Zhu Xiaoxuan ......

Originally, there should have been no result.

Xia Xin knew that he might like Xiaoxuan, but it was definitely not love, he felt that he owed Xiaoxuan a lot, and he should be kind to Xiaoxuan.

Most of the time, it's not like the more you give, the more you get back.

At least, Xia Xin knows very well that he likes Xiaoxuan very much, but. It just can't be transformed into love, and he doesn't know why.

If it is reasonable, honest, mature, and correct and correct, he must need to make it clear to Xiaoxuan now.

Well, and then Zhu Xiaoxuan's first love didn't end well.

But Xia Xin didn't do that.

What is sanity?

What is honesty?

What is maturation?

What is correctness, and who will judge it?

If a simple sentence can make Xiaoxuan happy, then why say so many superfluous words?

Xiaoxuan said that a lie is not necessarily bad, if you can deceive her for a lifetime, then it is not a lie.

Moon Dance once said that if you are wrong, it is actually good to be wrong all the time.

Sasha said that there is no absolute right and wrong in the world, different angles, different ways of looking at problems, other people's right and wrong, and must be suitable for you, only you know what you do, what you do right and wrong.

After experiencing a lot of things, Xia Xin gradually felt that if a simple way could make Xiaoxuan happy, then it would be enough.

As for themselves...... He rarely thinks about his own problems.

But he has to think about the problem of facing Xue Hitomi in the future, how should he meet Xue Hitomi with a shy face?

That's a problem.

I'll be killed on the spot!

After all, Xia Xin decided not to think about such a long-term problem for the time being, the road had to be walked step by step, and the meal had to be eaten in one bite. You can take your time...... Of course, this is impossible, in fact, the real reason is that thinking of Leng Xuetong's disdainful gaze and angry expression, Xia Xin panicked and didn't dare to think about it.

Life is not an arithmetic problem, and when you are faced with a choice, there is no clear answer that says that this approach is wrong, and this approach is correct.

To put it realistically, those who stand high are likely to be right in any way they choose, because they have succeeded, so others will regard everything he has as a successful experience, and those who stand low are likely to be wrong in any choice, because everything is wrong for the loser, this is the concept of the world.

This is what Yisha said to Xia Xin.

Xia Xin felt that he was standing high enough now, he was already standing at a very high point. But in terms of feelings, he is still a loser, and no matter how he chooses, it is a mistake.

He doesn't see the right point.

"Wet, what are you thinking?"

Zhu Xiaoxuan's crisp voice interrupted Xia Xin's thoughts.

The two were sitting on the grass by the campus lake at this time, looking at the sparkling lake, a bright moon in the sky, and several swans still playing on the water.

Xia Xin looked at the free swans raised by the school and smiled, "I found that I have been so busy recently, and I haven't sat down so leisurely to look at the scenery, in fact, like the kind of hard work during the day, tired of going home at night lying on the sofa to watch TV, occasionally going out for a leisurely stroll, and going out for a family trip on holidays or something, it is my dream." ”

It's a very simple and ordinary dream.

This is completely an ordinary life for an office worker.

Xia Xin has dreamed a long time ago that when he is cured of his illness every night, he will live such an ideal life.

He really didn't think about more, he didn't want to do nothing all day long, he didn't work, he was lazy, he had a very simple, very ordinary dream.

Of course, there were some things he didn't say subconsciously.

It's working outside during the day, whether it's being scolded by the boss or being squeezed by colleagues. When I get home, I can see my well-behaved and lovely little wife, who will massage her shoulders, cook dinner for herself, say "Husband, work hard", and kiss him gently, it would be better, he just wants that kind of home, a warm home that can always leave the door for himself, and can also let himself be guarded forever.

This is also the reason why he knows that there are more and more people in his family, and he can buy a few villas at will, but he is still reluctant to leave the initial small rental house and wait for Leng Xuetong to come back.

However, recent events have made him feel farther and farther away from his dream.

Ordinary people always have the dream of entering a wealthy family, and always think that if they don't worry about food and clothing, they will be very happy, but they don't know how many happy people are in the wealthy family?

Anyway, Xia Xin thinks about the life of ordinary people, although it is plain, it is warm and happy.

It's like...... The days before Leng Xuetong left, it was obviously a very ordinary and ordinary day, but it was the most down-to-earth and reassuring day for Xia Xin for so many years, Leng Xuetong was like a little wife, waiting for him at home, cooking for him, supervising his study, of course, she would also use herself as a reward to lure Xia Xin to study, Xia Xin compared to rewards, not punishments.

There is also a bed sharing every night, you can hold Leng Xuetong, feel her body temperature, smell her body fragrance, tease her, observe her shy little appearance, and occasionally inadvertently touch a place that should not be touched, Leng Xuetong will raise her little fist in shame and threaten Xia Xin viciously, all of which makes Xia Xin feel satisfied, of course, in fact, he can do something more excessive, it has come to that point, Leng Xuetong can most of the time can only rely on, it's just that Xia Xin always thinks about leaving the best for the most important day.

I don't want to explain it like this.

It was a short, ordinary day, so ordinary that Xia Xin almost forgot what he had done in those days, how could it pass in the blink of an eye, but that feeling, that kind of warm, reassuring and satisfying feeling, is something he will never forget in his life.

In fact, Xia Xin vaguely felt it at that time. vaguely understood that Leng Xuetong knew what he really wanted and what kind of days he liked, so Leng Xuetong knew that there was not much time, so before leaving, he gave him a short and happy time, giving everything.

Although on the surface it looks reserved, it doesn't follow. But think about it carefully, no matter what requests Xia Xin made, she met them, whether it was some requests with a little color, or the two of them sleeping together or something, they all met Xia Xin, and even, if Xia Xin was more radical, she would get Leng Xuetong's whole person.

Of course, only temporarily.

Before leaving, Leng Xuetong used such a simple and unpretentious day to completely pull Xia Xin out of the abyss, so that he could cheer up again, face life, move forward bravely without fear of difficulties, and set off towards a better future.

This is exactly what Leng Xuetong wants, so that she can walk with peace of mind.

It's just that she didn't expect that this also made Xia Xin never forget her in her heart.

Summer night, cold snow pupils, that is what Xia Xin desperately wants, is an indispensable part of his future ambitions.

Xia Xin went through a catastrophe, survived a near death, and finally stole half a day of leisure, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Xia Xin raised his gaze and looked at the swans in the distance. "I'm thinking, what will I do after graduation when everything settles down?" ”

Zhu Xiaoxuan sat beside Xia Xin, half leaning on Xia Xin's arms, holding a pair of big eyes as bright as the moon, and asked softly, "Then what do you want to do?" ”

"I don't know, I think I still have to work, and then, when I have time, I will accompany my wife and children, probably like this,...... What about you, what do you want to do in the future? ”

"I'm ......"

Zhu Xiaoxuan just wanted to speak, but suddenly realized, "Hey, Leng Xuetong also asked me this question." ”

"Huh?"

"It's the last time I slept with her."

Speaking of this, Zhu Xiaoxuan seemed to remember something, blushing slightly, her voice was much softer, and she looked very shy, "She also asked me what I want to do in the future?" ”

“…… What about you, how did you answer. ”

"I, I was...... I didn't know how thick the sky was, so I said to her. I'm going to be a wet wife, that's it, that's it...... My inner thoughts".

Zhu Xiaoxuan said that she was also ashamed, grabbed Xia Xin's chest, and buried her little face in it.

Zhu Xiaoxuan will not play any tricks, her loyalty and bravery for her feelings made her say her inner thoughts very bluntly, even in the face of her real girlfriend at the time, Leng Xuetong.

Naturally, she is also ready to be despised, spurned, disdained, and scolded, but this is what she thinks, since Leng Xuetong asked, she has to face her heart.

Among all girls, Zhu Xiaoxuan is the most courageous to pursue what she loves and her feelings.

Naturally, Leng Xue Hitomi also noticed it.

After hearing Zhu Xiaoxuan's answer, she neither disdained, nor spurned or disdained anything, but just said "oh" to indicate that she understood.

Because the answer was too different from Zhu Xiaoxuan's expectation, Zhu Xiaoxuan asked suspiciously, "Don't you scold me?" ”

Leng Xuetong replied with a calm expression, "Why do you scold, it's a question I asked." You gave the answer that was true in your heart, and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. ”

Due to Leng Xuetong's overly calm answer, Zhu Xiaoxuan was surprised and didn't know what to say.

However, Leng Xuetong then poured a bucket of cold water on her with very cold words, drenching her deeply, "But you think too much, in my impression, since ancient times, only Yang Guo and Xiaolongnu can get married, and it has to be in a virtual story." ”

This made Zhu Xiaoxuan very hurt at that time.

"Forehead ......"

Xia Xin smiled dryly, feeling that he really had the style of Leng Xuetong.

"So ......"

Zhu Xiaoxuan hugged Xia Xin tightly, and she cherished this time very much.

The evening breeze swept by, blowing Zhu Xiaoxuan's newly left air bangs, and also brought Xia Xin a bit of cold breath mixed with lake water, he was not well injured, and he was still in anemia. I didn't eat anything, and I didn't wear much, so I suddenly shivered, and I couldn't help but shiver.

Zhu Xiaoxuan immediately felt it, raised her little face and said with concern, "Wet, you're cold." ”

She herself was forced by Zhu Qishan to dress like a piglet, and her whole body was hot.

"It's fine." Xia Xin replied lightly.

Zhu Xiaoxuan reached out and grabbed Xia Xin's right hand, only to find that Xia Xin's hand was as cold as an ice cube, without any temperature.

"It's so ice."

It's all frozen to her.

Zhu Xiaoxuan grabbed Xia Xin's right hand with both hands, brought it to her lips, and spit out some of the hot air she could see, and then rubbed it back and forth, trying to bring some warmth to Xia Xin with her hot hands.

The soft little hands did bring Xia Xin a warm feeling of softness and comfort, which made him almost reluctant to retract it.

"Don't. Don't ice you. ”

Xia Xin wanted to withdraw his hand, but Zhu Xiaoxuan didn't let him.

"It's okay, I don't feel cold,...... Besides, aren't others doing the same? ”

Zhu Xiaoxuan gestured to the side with her eyes.

Because the grass on the slope of the lake here is a good place to take a break and rest, at night, there are often many people sitting nearby, including many couples.

Just six or seven meters to the right of the two, there is also a couple rubbing their hands over there to keep warm.

At least...... When the two watched it, they were still in love, and the girl helped the boy rub his hands.

I just don't know what's wrong, rubbing and rubbing, the boy's hand is rubbed into the girl's clothes.

Then, in the stunned eyes of the two, they found that the girl's chest rose and fell sharply, and a small moan came out of her mouth, and she gradually collapsed in the boy's arms.

Because it was not far away, with the cool moonlight, Xia Xin clearly saw the abnormal gorgeous flush on the girl's little face, as well as the sensation in her chest.

Zhu Xiaoxuan thought about it, then lowered her little face, her beautiful eyes sparkled with a shy mist, her little face flushed, and she asked softly, "Wet, like that...... Wouldn't you be a little warmer? ”

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