205.Chapter 205: The Paranoid Black and the Unrecognized Light
Tang Sanzang, Sun Wukong, Zhu Bajie, Sha Monk and Bailongma, if it is just one name or two names, Qin Hao can be said to be a coincidence, the answer is that all five names are right in one breath, then there is nothing to doubt about the answer. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
In this world, he Qin Hao is not "alone", there is another traverser, thinking about it, Qin Hao can't think of a second possible explanation.
On the one hand, he longs for the possibility of another "kind" in this world, and on the other hand, he has the possibility of rejecting this possibility.
This kind of tangled mentality was something Qin Hao had never had before, which made him very irritable, and he whispered to himself: "Journey to the West, hehe, Journey to the West, it's really Journey to the West." ”
"Big brother, what did you say?" The little fat man pricked up his ears, but Qin Hao couldn't speak clearly, but he couldn't hear clearly.
"Nothing?" Qin Hao barely squeezed out an ugly smile, "I don't know the meaning of those names. ”
Then, as if to make his explanation sound a little believable, he lied: "I just thought of something else." ”
If ordinary people would definitely not believe Qin Hao's words, but the little fat man was obviously not an ordinary person, he nodded dejectedly, and believed it unequivocally.
"Big brother, slowly say that I'm a little stupid, don't lie to me." The little fat man said a little embarrassedly and vaguely.
“。。” This is not wrong, Qin Hao nodded solemnly and agreed to the little fat man's request.
The snowflakes were still falling endlessly, falling on Qin Hao's hair, shoulders, and clothes, and a burst of white smoke was evaporated by the heat emitted from his body, and the whole person seemed to be soaked in a sauna, vaguely blurry and unclear.
"Slowly a little girl? Is she smart? Qin Hao squatted down, grabbed a large ball of snowballs, put it on the little fat man's head, and asked casually.
When it comes to slowness, the little fat man is obviously in a good mood, and the chick nodded vigorously as if he was pecking rice, and said with a smile: "I haven't seen her for a long time, I miss her so much." Big brother, I'll take you to see her then, you will definitely be able to talk to her, she is not like me, she is the smartest person in the world. ”
"The smartest man in the world! It's amazing. Qin Hao said meaningfully, habitually licking his lips again, the expression on his face was complicated and incomprehensible, and it was difficult to see through what he was thinking, "If you have a chance, you want to see it." ”
The two of them walked farther and farther away in the snow, and the voice of the voice gradually became smaller, slowly dissipating into the middle, most of them were Qin Hao asking, the little fat man was answering with interest, or Qin Hao didn't ask, and the little fat man was also chattering.
It can be seen that the little fat man is really stupid, trusts Qin Hao very much, and likes to take it slowly. The white wind and snow, the world is miserable white, beautiful tight, frozen tight.
Night.
The snow was long, the moon was hanging high, the world was pure and clear, suddenly a meteor crossed, suddenly a thunder sounded, a purple lightning crossed the sky at an inopportune time, like a dragon and a snake, and the bright night cracked out sparks like tree roots and veins.
The snow, like rain, poured down and piled up a thick layer in the village, as tall as half an adult.
This is a small village in the western suburbs outside Dayuan City, called Shijia Village, and the people who live in it are some poor and simple farmers.
"This damn thief, why is it snowing so much, the beams of my house are about to be crushed." This is Li Laosan at the entrance of the village complaining, wearing a shabby cotton jacket, climbing a ladder, climbing to the roof of an adobe bungalow, standing in the corner of the roof, the big broom in his hand can be pulled vigorously.
This thick snow, just falling, has not become porcelain, look thick, but also easy to sweep, with a little force pulling, the snow on the roof, sparsely sprinkled into their own yard, by their own mother-in-law with a few and a half children quickly pushed out.
On the streets of the village, a few old people, on crutches, looked at the villagers who were clearing the snow from door to door, and shouted with full of anger: "Work hard, hurry up, don't be lazy, don't sweep tonight, tomorrow, the snow will be solid, and it will not be easy to shovel again." ”
"Wang Shishi, there are many men in your family, come and help come and clean up the streets."
This was an old man who looked like the village chief, and as he spoke, two or three men carrying shovels rushed out of their yard and helped the whole village sweep the streets first.
"Hey. Hey! The sound of panting, the sound of men working, the chatter of middle-aged women, the reluctant calls of a group of boys, and the sound of a few young children playing and playing, made Qin Hao, who came from a dead forest outside the village, seem to be stunned.
An orphan in his previous life, he can be said to have experienced the warmth and coldness of human feelings, the cruelty of society, and the short crossing in this life, except for the short-term warmth he got from his sister, it is still a more cruel law of the jungle, killing, calculating, and the strong are respected, although he doesn't say it, Qin Hao's heart is getting harder and harder, more and more numb, and darker.
"This is a world of NPCs, and if you want to live better, you have to be colder, more cruel, and more iron-blooded than NPCs." Qin Hao has always warned himself in his heart, in addition to the reasons of this world itself, Qin Hao has always had a sense of rejection and loneliness in his heart, which has made him firmly in self-hypnosis, making him close himself, so as to make himself easier, easier, and more rational to wander in this world.
In the final analysis, he is a cold animal who only trusts himself in his bones.
He thinks that he is a man who sells his soul to the devil, and his words of kindness never touch him, because no matter in his previous life or present life, what he sees and feels is that good people do not live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years, so he has always been unswervingly restraining himself with the code of conduct of a villain.
But he never really thought about it, was this really what he wanted the most, soaked in darkness, falling deeper and deeper, did he really never envy the light?
If it weren't for this, how could he accept a sister so easily, and even be willing to die for his sister, how could he be willing to complete revenge without hesitation for the rest of the previous lord of this body, if not, how could he be willing to take the risk of exposure and let go of the little girl who was also an orphan in Qingyun Sect.
The means of acting may be intense, or paranoid, or narrow-minded, which is even more incomprehensible to the world, but this may be the light revealed by Qin Hao.
A kind of light that he hides deep in his heart, and may not be looked at by himself for the rest of his life, let alone recognized by himself.
There is a saying that the one who dwells in the deepest part of the darkness is the one who longs for the light the most.
But if you let Qin Hao say it, this sentence should be like this: "I am a wicked person, I never quibble, and other than that, there is no light in me." ”