Well, the author was sick, and the people who went to visit were actually put down.

I apologize for visiting the creator of this book a few days ago, and the result should have been that the person who helped take care of this book also fell, so I will make up for it here

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Rubbing his thumb on the knuckle of his index finger, Guo Zhouyi raised his head from time to time to look at Haman, the coffee on the table had already cooled, and his face was reflected cold and still--- full of sorrow and struggle.

He had just revealed all the details of the battle to Haman, but now he couldn't tell whether it was good or bad, and there was no way to achieve complete communication in the true sense until the induction waves between the new humans exploded to a certain extent, and hatred of this thing was precisely the easiest mood to expose but also the easiest to hide.

"Sima. Karahao, I miscalculated one thing, and that is that you will tell me everything immediately, without waiting at all, trust must be an extremely rare thing in her opinion," Haman opened his mouth, and Guo Zhouyi heard a hint of joy, "But you and I are different. ”

Yes, she and she are different, at least in terms of mutual trust, Guo Zhouyi suddenly felt as if he had unloaded something in his heart.

"Speaking of which, people are contradictory creatures, elevating the act of expressing themselves to the level of art like cooking and painting, but still pursuing the original taste while maintaining the deliciousness and gorgeousness, desperately diluting or alienating the taste of coffee, but also maintaining its bitterness." Spit out such words, Harman flicked his fingers at the empty wine glass in front of him, making a crisp sound.

Guo Zhouyi, who couldn't understand the full meaning of Haman's words for a while, turned his head sideways, looking at Haman, who had bypassed the small table and sat next to him, he couldn't understand the meaning of the other party for a while, and the information revealed in the induction wave was also quite vague, but, but she was smiling, and there was a warm message, and she suddenly didn't feel worried.

"Look, that's the key," Haman said, raising his hand and pinching the sides of Guo Zhouyi's cheeks, "the most simple existence in people's hearts, the heat gushing out of the heart that nurtures possibility. ”

gushing heat ...

"Before the beginning of the cosmic era, the frequency of wars on the earth has been reduced, probably because of the gradual improvement of human beings' definition of themselves throughout this period, it is difficult for a person to know what he wants, and it is the same for all human beings, human beings in the cosmic century are re-experiencing this kind of thinking, and we as individuals also have to go through a painful rebirth...

Haman's words gently drilled into his brain, and there was a warm pulse in the palm of his hand:

"What you want now is not enough to take on more of the power you need, to make decisions in the moment of every experience, to get to where you are now, this is not the credit of others, but your own will, the words you hear now, the situations you have encountered, and the relationships with all the people around you, make up the person you are now, you are not the same as before... It's not the same as the one I had at the beginning... ”

Yes, it was different from the feeling that came from the initial induction, Harman sat up straight and looked at his lover with a little shock on his face--- at that time he was curious, curious why there was a group of people who made him feel, why there was such a "normalized" group of people, why there was such a "nothing" individual, why in that nothingness, there was a trace of unquenchable light beating; NOW HE IS STANDING ON THE EDGE ...

Looking at the rippling emotions in Haman's eyes, Guo Zhouyi raised his hand and looked at it, his own flesh and blood seemed to be different, but it was not just because of the results of exercise and fighting, but after absorbing the thoughts of others, he adjusted his own flesh and blood and formed a new self; He felt as if he was on the verge of something, but he hadn't jumped yet.

"You've changed a lot, you've grown a lot, but it doesn't seem like you've taken the most important step yet, but I can feel it, it's coming soon." Placing his lips on his lover's face, Haman cut off the conversation with a brisk kiss, leaving the answer for the future, leaving a brief moment of confusion on his lover's face.

"Don't worry too much about Zeon's internal political struggle, that's really not something you can get involved in now, but, indeed, there are irreconcilable contradictions between me and Char, this, you need to know." Haman abruptly shifted the subject to the most brutal point.

"An irreconcilable contradiction?"

"It's just destruction, you can't complete the reform, even if you violate your own ideas, you have to consider countermeasures on the premise of letting the existing system soft land, this is the responsibility of an adult when you start an incident or make a fan, the responsibility to society, throughout history, successful insurgents have been like this, but Char and I have been too intense, perhaps because the sensibility of the new human beings is too radical, so we can't see the good side in people's hearts; The question now is whether Char is still the red comet he once was, and whether he has grasped that scale. ”

"Scale? What scale? Guo Zhouyi was a little puzzled.

"Innovation cannot be born from a logical chain, but the process of completing it cannot be done without logical preparation, a mere saboteur cannot become a leader, the leader of a revolutionary group must be a collection of contradictions, he must be radical, romantic, and destructive; It must also be gentle, sensible, and calm. While destroying the old system and building a new one, as a collection of the will of the times, it is necessary to estimate the helplessness of the people who entrust their will to him---- man has to maintain the container of the flesh, then he must eat, clothe, shelter and travel, these tangible things often conflict with romantic ideals... ”

Helpless...

“。。。 Therefore, the revolutionary leaders who are unable to reconcile their own contradictions will either fail in the end, or the country and the people they lead will fail," Haman paused, "but you must know that in any case, those people are not forced to possess by the will of the times, but they themselves choose to swallow those beings that will plunge them into the low and tender passions that will plunge them into pain for the rest of their lives, and you have to find out for yourself. ”

"I, how can I have that kind of qualification... Guo Zhouyi felt a little stunned, and the words that Haman said made him suddenly feel an inexplicable heaviness.

"There is a qualification sleeping in your body, I feel it, but don't misunderstand my words, sometimes, great qualifications sleep in many people, but a very few people will get the power and opportunity to awaken it, and even fewer will accept the price of awakening after awakening it."

The price, what the price, before Guo Zhouyi said this question, he heard Harman's answer:

"People follow you, and there are people who are hostile to you, and you get friends and enemies; Accomplishing a lot of things for granted, and being blamed for failure seems like a big price at first glance, but when you want to refuse to pay those costs, you refuse to show the possibilities, and you kill your inner qualifications with your own hands. ”

"I understand what you're saying." As soon as he finished speaking, Guo Zhouyi opened his mouth slightly in shock, and at that moment just now, he miraculously did not feel disgusted, and the pressure he felt turned into calm words and blurted out.

He was greeted by Harman's smile that bloomed like a flower.