1351 Just Be Yourself
The so-called infinite scenery in the dangerous peak, which means standing on the highest and most dangerous peak, you can see the most beautiful scenery.
However, when Xia Xin really stood on the highest mountain near Xia's house, standing at the position nicknamed "Dragon Heads Up", looking down, he didn't feel that the scenery here was very good.
That's not to say it's bad.
The white clouds in the distance, the afterglow of the sunset is on the other side of the mountain, sprinkling a rainbow-like dazzling light, and the rolling green forest presents a different landscape in the field of vision.
The architecture of the Xia family is very attentive, whether it is intuitive or overlooking, it is ingenious and exquisite, quite exquisite.
Moreover, the air here is fresh and there are no people around, giving people the illusion that they are stepping on the whole earth and enjoying the whole world.
At least, no one could breathe the same level of air with him.
Everything was nice and beautiful.
It's just that.
"It's not as good as I thought it would be." Xia Xin let out a soft sigh.
Then Xia Wanwan's beautiful voice sounded from behind him, "Others want to see it, because they want to see the unique scenery that belongs to them and the world, here, it meets the needs of most people, because, you stand the highest, see the farthest, no one is qualified to stand side by side with you, others stand here to see status, identity, power, fame and fortune, naturally feel good-looking." ”
"And you, if you want to see what you think in your heart from this scenery, you naturally don't think it's good-looking, even if you stand on the highest peak in the world, you don't think it's good-looking."
Xia Wanwan just looked at Xia Xin's upright back and answered his doubts with a smile.
Xia Xin is different from what others want.
Most people pay attention to some external things, use things to decorate themselves, use fame, power, money and other beautiful lanterns to dress themselves up like a Christmas tree, to make themselves look different, outstanding, and make people look up.
And Xia Xin, he doesn't care about the ordinariness of himself, he doesn't care that he is an ordinary evergreen tree, he doesn't need any embellishment, he just needs to guard his beloved and shield her from the wind and rain, that's enough.
Unpretentious, simple and easy to understand.
Therefore, even if you stand in the same place, because of different moods and different wishes, the scenery that everyone sees is naturally very different.
Xia Xin shook his head and smiled helplessly, "...... I can't hide it from you. ”
"However, I also feel a little bit, along the way, so many people, how to say, respectfully call me the third young master or something, the attention in his eyes, and the awe, I have never felt in the past."
"Of course, don't talk about it here, this identity goes out, whether it is a business giant, or even a political celebrity, the underworld and the white way, it will give you face, and even look at your face, simply eat at the same table, you don't use chopsticks, they don't dare to move chopsticks, as for contempt? Unless they don't want to live anymore. ”
“……”
Xia Xin looked up at the ethereal sky in the distance, and slowly stretched out a hand, as if he wanted to hold the cloud in the palm of his hand, "In the past, what I felt the most was the white eyes of others, as well as ridicule, and pretending to be kind sarcasm, and using me to show their nobility, love, and other emotions, some classmates said to me with concern, I can't find a job in the future, I can go to their house to work, work for his family, for the sake of my classmates, give me an extra 1,000 yuan a month, heh." ”
"There are also teachers, blaming me for not paying the 200 yuan tuition fee, which seriously slowed down the progress of the class, most of the classmates also turned a blind eye to me, and some passed by, maybe just a few construction site workers, maybe just a few hooligans, obviously they are unfortunate enough, but they still want to find more misfortune from me and my sister to satisfy their interesting psychology."
"I will also think that when I make a lot of money in the future and become a big official, let them come over to please me and flatter me, and I will humiliate them again, but this feeling is not strong, because with my sister by my side, the warmth she gives me is enough to resist the cold imposed on me by the whole world."
"So, calm down and think about it, in fact, it's just like that, I'm still nothing, other people's business, it's still not my business."
Xia Wanwan couldn't answer, and she couldn't guess about the things in the summer night, to figure out the future.
The future is unknown.
Xia Wushuang is too arrogant and too egoistic, and he has no intention of making peace with Xia Xin at all, otherwise, Xia Xin will not hesitate to give up his identity as the heir of the Xia family.
And now, there is no way to alleviate the situation.
Xia Wanwan muttered, "There is the sadness of parting, the joy of reunion, the pain of loss, and the happiness of gain. ”
"Well, can you really say that,...... So, what about you? Xia Xin asked without replying.
Xia Wanwan's eyes showed a look of memory, and muttered, "I used to think that I was not afraid of death, until I was dying, I found out that I was afraid of death, and I had a strong will to survive, driving my brain to make all kinds of survival actions, thank you for saving me, I feel like I was reborn, however, I have also lost my goal, probably, the only thing I need to do now is to seek justice for my parents who have no emotion, no face, and no memory." ”
When Xia Xin heard this, he turned his head and looked at Xia Wanwan, who was dressed in palace clothes behind him, with beautiful hair fluttering in the wind and misty eyes, and said solemnly, "Is this really the answer you got from death?" ”
“……”
“…… It shouldn't be, no emotion, no face, no memory, so how can you have the feeling of wanting to get justice, it's just that you think this is what you should do, so do it. ”
"......" Xia Wanwan did not answer.
Xia Xin showed a look of reminiscence, and continued, "You are always like this, from the first time we met, I always feel that you always force yourself to do what you don't like, you are very smart, you know what you should do, what you can do, what you need to do, what you don't need to do, but you haven't thought about it, what your heart is, what you really want to do." ”
"......" Xia Wanwan's eyes widened in astonishment.
Xia Xin smiled helplessly, "Dying once, can't you face your heart calmly?" I dare to say, no one understands death more than me, I, I have died once and understood, everything is false, only the person in front of me is the most real, others are good, I just want the person I care about to be happy, happy, protect her from a little harm, that's enough, I think, you should also face your heart calmly, don't always think, what is your position, what angle you stand, what should you do, you can think about it, what do you want to do? ”
“……”
In the past, Xia Wanwan followed Xia Wanqing's orders, because she was brought up by Xia Wanqing, she felt that she should help her do things, even if she was reluctant to do it,...... Here she is in the shoes of a favored little girl.
Then Xia Wanwan is doing things for Xia Wushuang, one is because of the little girl's admiration for handsome and great people, and the other is because she is a member of the Xia family, and she also has to do things for the head of the Xia family.
Then, she took the position and began to desperately expand the Xia family's industry, build the Xia family's new style, and dig out her mind for the future of the Xia family.
And now, she was almost killed by Xia Wanqing and exiled by Xia Wushuang, she couldn't find her place anymore, and looked for the perspective of the daughter of a parent who was slaughtered in the village, to think about what she should do.
However, it is impossible for human beings to have feelings for a person who has never been masked, has no face, and has no memory.
Xia Wanwan just felt that she should do this.
She never thought about what she wanted to do.
She belongs to the kind of person who is very smart, understands secular ethics, knows how to educate reason, and clearly knows what people should do under what circumstances.
To put it more plainly, it is a person who is influenced by the environment to act on his own.
And Xia Xin, he is a person who jumps out of the environment and "only cares about his own actions", only does what he wants to do, so he doesn't care what position he stands in, no matter what others say or how he looks, no matter what others say, he will not lose a piece of meat.
Xia Wanwan's face stiffened, and she recalled again that Xia Xin had told her to make her smile more "self", which would make it look more natural and beautiful.
It was a smile from the heart, just for herself.
Xia Wanwan was silent, she found that this was really the case, she thought she was very smart, but she cared too much about some other things, and lost herself, she would only find her own place and find what she should do.
She found that the person who knew her best was not herself.
Xia Xin smiled gently at Xia Wanwan and said, "You only have one time in your life, don't care what you should do, you have died once, you should be happy and do what you want to do." ”
In fact, he felt pity for Xia Wanwan, and felt that Xia Wanwan was too reluctant to herself and would not think much about herself.
In a way, Xia Xin still pities the jade.
"What do I want to do?" Xia Wanwan looked at Xia Xin suspiciously with beautiful eyes.
"Yes," Xia Xin nodded, "I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do, you are liberated, free, you can do whatever you want, do what you want, don't do it if you don't want to do it, it's that simple, you don't have to think about the many aspects of things, consider what identity, status, angle, position you stand on, it's simply that you want to do it, you don't want to do it, use these two to divide, you will definitely find a different wonderful." ”
Then, show a brighter smile.
Of course, Xia Xin didn't say the last sentence.
He hopes that the people around him can be happy and no longer in pain, this is what he wants to do, and it is also what he will do in his life.
Xia Wanwan has helped him a lot, and he sincerely hopes that Xia Wanwan will let go of herself, be happier, and be happier.
That's why he said so much to Xia Wanwan.
He didn't want Xia Wanwan to suppress herself so much all the time, he liked to see Xia Wanwan from the heart, that shallow, but very touching watery and picturesque smile.
"What I want to do...... Nothing outside it, just what I want to do? ”
Xia Xin said with some emotion, "My roommate once said to me that there is not so much time in life to be emotional, to think, to do what you want to do, don't think too much, when you think about it, people have run away, I used to think that he was talking nonsense, but now that I think about it, it feels a little reasonable." ”
In fact, Zeng Jun's original words were that if you like her, you will chase her. If you can't catch it, you will be drugged, if you turn your face and send nude photos, it is a big deal to go to jail, you don't even dare to go to jail, and you dare to say that you love her?
These words were beautified by Xia Xin's kindness.
"I ......" Xia Wanwan thought about it carefully before she said cautiously, "I don't seem to have anything special to do." ”
Saying this, she cast her eyes on Xia Xin's kind face again, and found that the gentle and good-looking eyes were watching her like this.
This made Xia Wanwan's heart tremble, and a strange thought suddenly flashed, and her eyes widened for a moment, but she immediately avoided Xia Xin's gaze with a slightly red face, "Yes, there is one thing, I don't know if it counts as if I particularly want to do it, I have a little bit of what I want to do, but I don't know...... The other party's thoughts. ”
Xia Xin blinked and smiled gently, "Why do you care about the other party's thoughts, if you don't want to do it, I will definitely support you." ”
"Hey, you've got your back!"
Xia Wanwan screamed in surprise.
"Ah, why are you talking so loudly all of a sudden." Xia Xin looked puzzled.
"Ah, no, no, I accidentally bit my tongue."
Xia Wanwan reacted at this time, and the two of them may not think the same thing.
Suddenly, his face turned red with shame, and then he lowered his little face in a panic, looked like he was counting ants on the ground seriously, and asked in a low voice, "Do you really support me?" ”
"Of course, if you want to do it, I support you, I believe in you, and you definitely don't want to do anything bad."
"Not a bad thing, of course, at least...... I don't think so. ”
In the first half of the sentence, Xia Wanwan was still very loud and sure, but halfway through the sentence, her voice suddenly became much quieter, and she was not sure whether this was a bad thing in her heart.
Xia Xin didn't ask about the little secret in the girl's heart, but said gently, "At least, I will definitely support you." ”
"Oh, I, I see, since you're all supportive, I'm ...... I'll try hard, and I'll try to see if it works! Do what I want to do! Xia Wanwan still glanced at Xia Xin with a little weakness, and immediately lowered her little face again, and gently touched the ground with her toes, looking shy.
"Yes! Then go back, it's time for me too, it's time to go home! ”