Chapter 30 Self-Knowledge
Hooligans are not scary, but they are afraid that hooligans are educated. Originally, Lin Qian didn't let him go at all, and he came to make such a fuss again, saying that Lin Qian's spring heart was rippling and difficult to collect.
"You're going to be tricked back?" Ye Lu sighed deeply, "If he really loves you, how can he let you be sad?" Where was he when you were crying to death the other day? It's a happy affair with his elementary school sister.,Now it's over.,Throw the pot.,It's all the fault of the seven-year itch.,And then run back to eat back grass.,Do you want this kind of man too? ”
Xue Zihan also persuaded on the side: "Waiting for leisure to change but the hearts of the people, but the way of the people's hearts is changeable, how can there be such a reason." If he comes back to you every three or five years, then you will be goodbye to the rivers and lakes, what is this now? How long did he get along with the woman? One month? Trimester? I broke up with her again and came back to you a week after breaking up with you, don't you think it's scary for this kind of man? ”
"Don't talk about it." Lin Qian fell into tears on the side, "I understand the truth, but I just can't do without him, and I believe he must be inseparable from me." ”
"Don't be stupid, okay?" Xue Zihan suddenly walked over and shook Lin Qian's shoulder, looking even more excited than Lin Qian, "It will be painful to follow this kind of capricious man for a lifetime, obviously he split his legs himself, and pushed the responsibility on you." ”
"Actually, I can quite understand him." Lin Qian muttered on the side, "When those junior brothers give me something, I sometimes have a sudden pinch in my heart, not to mention that Lingling, so take the initiative to chase him, he will definitely be a little moved." ”
"Yes, when someone sells you and you help him count the money, you remember, the most essential difference between the two of you is that although you are tempted, you can stick to the bottom line of morality, and he has always been the only one by your side, but what about him, people are holding small hands and hugging small waists, and they want to break up with you directly." Xue Zihan poured cold water on her face again.
"Don't say it, the more you say that Chen Yang is not, the more she will feel that Chen Yang is wronged, and the more soft-hearted she will be." Ye Lu stopped Xue Zihan, took out her mobile phone and said to Lin Qian, "It's your decision whether to be with him or not, and we don't care, but there is one thing, we have to meet Chen Yang tomorrow, and make it clear to him, if you don't agree, I will call my aunt to solve it." ”
Lin Qian snatched Ye Lu's mobile phone, "Don't let my mother know about these things." ”
"You know it's a shame." Xue Zihan poked Lin Qian's arm with his hand and was angry and distressed, "Yes, tomorrow we will go and tell him, tossing for so many days in vain, you don't care, we have to explain." ”
In the early winter afternoon, everyone did not speak, and walked silently on the road. There is nothing in the world that is the winter afternoon sun, smiling so brightly, but not feeling warm at all,
Lin Qian took her friends to the school gate under a big tree and pointed from a distance, "That's our old place, and we agree to meet there for dinner at noon every day." ”
And the difference this time is that there is not only Chen Yang under the tree, but also the bell bell, the two of them are pulling each other as if they are quarreling, and finally Chen Yang pushed the bell away and turned to see Lin Qian.
Xue Zihan walked straight up, grabbed Chen Yang's collar, and pulled him to a sparsely populated corner.
Ye Lu was frightened by the appearance of Xue Zihan, who had never seen before, and exclaimed: This is a female man, it is really hidden, I will recognize you without anyone, and you will be the first sister of our dormitory in the future.
"If you have something to say, don't pull it." Chen Yang brushed aside Xue Zihan's hand and straightened his clothes.
"Can you accumulate some virtue and stop hurting her?" Xue Zihan came up with contempt.
Chen Yang looked at Lin Qian, who was slowly approaching, and only said lightly: "Can outsiders take care of the affairs between us." ”
"Then what's the matter with that elementary school girl who is disconnected?" Xue Zihan choked back, "We all saw what we were pulling and pulling just now." ”
"Didn't you see that she was stalking me? I'm going to push her away. ”
"See?" Xue Zihan turned his head to Lin Qian and said, "When you encounter anything, you will only push the responsibility on the woman, and you dare to ask for this kind of man?" ”
Chen Yang saw that Lin Qian didn't speak, so he became anxious, "Alas, I said that you guys are not full, how can I and Qianqian have anything to do with you, if it weren't for that cheap ......"
Before he finished speaking, he only heard a "snap", and Xue Zihan twitched his mouth, beating Chen Yang and scaring everyone.
Chen Yang was furious, rolled up his sleeves and wanted to fight back, while saying, "Don't think that if you are a woman, I won't dare to do it." ”
Ye Lu and An Xiangxiang grabbed Xue Zihan, and Lin Qian hugged Chen Yang and walked to the side to leave.
Ye Lu chased after her, "Lin Qian, you are not allowed to leave." ”
Lin Qian ignored her, and turned her head to pull Chen Yang away. Ye Lu grabbed Lin Qian's sleeve, and saw that Lin Qian still wanted to break free, so he hugged her tightly, and at this moment, Lin Qian's tears flowed out like unstoppable spring water, and Chen Yang next to him left alone.
Lin Qian sobbed for a long time before she muttered, "I know, you are all for my good, but I can't live without him." ”
In the distance, the elementary school girl named Ling Ling walked over, Ye Lu subconsciously pulled Lin Qian behind her, and asked coldly, "What are you doing?" ”
Suzuki laughed, "I have something to say, just tell her." He looked at Lin Qian again.
Lin Qian stepped forward, shook her head slightly at Ye Lu, and walked with Ling Ling to a place where there was no one not far away.
"It's really a big forest, and there are all kinds of birds." Xue Zihan on the side was still not angry.
Ye Lu glanced at her and asked, "The most wrong person should be you, right?" ”
Xue Zihan said silently, "There's something wrong with me." ”
"Your reaction is too intense, unless...... You've been through this before. Hey, I've got wine here, do you have a story? ”
"Boring." Xue Zihan did not answer directly.
"That's not interesting." Ye Lu said lightly, "Otherwise, you must be the greatest person I know." ”
"How?"
"You think, a person has experienced a huge emotional injury, and the result is more and more frustrated, and finally he is angry and strong, becoming a generation of female school tyrants, and going to the peak of life, this can simply make an inspirational blockbuster. How much courage does a person have to really turn grief and anger into strength, turn decay into magic, find the direction that should move forward at the lowest point in life, and how sober and rational it must be to maintain this original intention. ”
A slight smile appeared at the corner of Xue Zihan's mouth, "Rare and strange." ”
Ye Lu leaned over to her, looked into her eyes and asked, "You really haven't been?" ”
"Nope." Xue Zihan turned his head stubbornly and saw Lin Qian walking back slowly.
Lin Qian walked over slowly with a pale face, without saying anything, from the expression on her face, she saw anxiety, sadness, loss, disbelief, and sympathy.
The other three people, you look at me, I look at you, and I don't know what to ask.
"She's pregnant." The four words that Lin Qian coldly popped out of her mouth seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and when she said them, she smashed everyone's heads.
"Then you ......" Ye Lu hesitated and just spit out two words, but Lin Qian stopped her neck.
Lin Qian hugged Ye Lu tightly and said softly, "Don't ask me, I don't want to talk, I don't want to think...... Shh......h
Ye Lu thought alone, what kind of magic is the thing of love, what is so clear and obvious in front of her, why does it become impossible to see through when it comes to the person concerned? If you were Lin Qian, would you still be confused? She couldn't figure it out, but what she could be sure of was that if she was sober now, she would definitely leave him resolutely.
"Lin Qian, you shouldn't be asking, have you two ever ......" Xue Zihan suppressed her throat, and asked very slowly and softly, so light that she couldn't hear clearly.
Lin Qian's face flushed, and she instantly understood what she was asking, and quickly shook her head.
Xue Zihan seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and asked slowly, "Then what are you going to do in the future?" ”
Lin Qian pursed her lips, looked at the direction of Chen Yang's departure from a distance, and only said lightly, "I...... Still want to ...... With him. ”
Miss, have you given up treatment? Or do you have masochistic tendencies, you let yourself go so much, and we can't save you.
"Lin Qian, we have the same meaning, that is, I don't think I want to say anything more about you, I don't want to say anything more when it comes to this, you weigh it yourself, if you have to be with him, we can't stop it, but it's acceptable for you to come back and cry when the time comes." Xue Zihan said earnestly, his eyes already eclipsed.
If a person accidentally falls into a pit, you can pull her appropriately, if this person knows that it is a pit and jumps in without hesitation, it is really a nine-headed horse that can't pull back, if she doesn't do it, she will regret it for a lifetime, then, you can only silently watch her get hurt and watch her get lost. Although it is very cruel, only by becoming a person who has come from the past can he figure out the path he has taken. Like everyone who has taken the wrong path, I have no regrets about this journey, but if I could do it all over again, I would definitely not take this path again.
Ye Lu is like holding a ball of gas in her heart, she can't come out or go down, she doesn't have the courage to see Lin Qian and Chen Yang's daily life, and she is not in the mood to go to the Internet café to play games, all she can do is bury her head in sleep. Sleeping in the dark and not knowing the spring and autumn, it is like living a comfortable life without right and wrong.