Chapter 430: What I Want

That night, Chen Yuanyuan tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep.

"Ugh..."

She reluctantly got up and came to her small balcony, where the night breeze blew.

"It's so quiet," she leaned against the low wall, the tip of her right foot restlessly tapping to the ground.

"People will be born, old, sick and die, this is the law of nature... No one is immune... Well, I might be an exception. ”

"But even then, I'll have a lot of troubles."

"Now that time has become unconstrained, the good memories are precious."

“... I suddenly felt that this sentence seemed to be particularly philosophical. She laughed and couldn't help but rub her left leg with her right foot.

"Now that I think about it, I was still at ease when I was a man in my last life, and now I don't have to talk about the 'rules', but I also have to pay attention to my appearance, and even... It's still ...... Well, none of that matters. She shook her arms a little lazily, then crossed her fingers and flipped them over her head, stretching her waist by the way.

"It wasn't an attractive gesture before... After all, no one wants to watch an otaku show figure isn't. ”

Then she unconsciously compared the various experiences of the previous life with this life.

"Sports waste, no money, no car, no house, no savings, no girls, no ......"

"In the previous life, it seems that he was really a person who was completely useless except for freedom."

"On the contrary, I seem to have everything in this life, but the strange thing is that I don't feel satisfied anymore, I remember that in my last life, even if I won a game, I was very ...... Am I getting greedy? ”

"How is this possible... That's why I'm taking these things lightly..."

"Isn't this a good phenomenon?" Chen Yuanyuan fiddled with a strand of long hair.

She froze for a moment, and when she realized that she couldn't find an answer, she remembered something else.

"I don't know if that plan succeeded, whether it would meet my expectations..."Chen Yuanyuan didn't know how many times, doubting its necessity.

"In the beginning, I just didn't want to let my 'willfulness' cause 'trouble' to everyone in just a few decades, so I just wanted to concentrate on playing various roles and making them happy... Of course, by the way, fill in my own unfulfilled heart. ”

"The last life escaped for almost thirty years... In this life, I can't help but think... Experience the family and friendship that were deliberately estranged before..."

"Love..."Chen Yuanyuan stroked his wind-blown hair, "After so many failed loves, I don't really want to get it again..."

Thinking so, she subconsciously touched her chest, "Huh? Why is it gone? ”

Chen Yuanyuan looked a little panicked and a little confused, and finally gradually calmed down, "I almost forgot, I put them at the head of the bed." ”

"What is she doing now? Won't be rolling. Sheets? Hehe..."She was a little obscene at first, but in the end it naturally turned into a chuckle, "No matter how much you pretend, you can't go back..."

Somehow, she suddenly felt that all of this was boring, "My hands are a little itchy again..."

To be honest, except for the period when the plan was formulated, Chen Yuanyuan's heart was painful and longing...... Struggling outside, now... There is no wave at all.

But she still seems to be persisting in trying to complete this plan, and the purpose no longer seems to matter.

When it comes to persistence, it reminds her of a doubt that has existed in her heart for many years...

She remembered that in her previous life, she had fantasized about what it would be like to get a special ability, but now that she had actually obtained it, she had completely lost the motivation to carry it out.

It's very simple for her to be famous, as long as she plays games, participates in the national team, etc., she can achieve it.

After becoming famous, no matter how arrogant your attitude is, what can you do... What if there are more scandals... Time can't change me anymore, do you care about this?

Want to get money... That's so easy that it doesn't work... What can't killers and bodyguards do... Don't talk about guns or anything... She believes that she is definitely better at learning than others, faster than others, and even more invincible in melee combat...

Pleasure, cruelty, greed...... These all seem to look good.

"The Fall is really intoxicating... But alas... I'm not going to do it. "Reason? She had long forgotten about it, but she had always believed it.

Where does this almost instinctive persistence come from?

The next day, she was back to normal, and she was still the same person.

"Yuanyuan, the place where I work this time is so close, so I often go home to have a look, even if I stay for a while." Mother held her hand and couldn't help but admonish.

"Yes, I will."

"Daddy, can you hurry up? Do you want your daughter to be late on her first day of work? When the mother saw her husband's slow appearance, she couldn't help but urge.

"......" The father didn't bother to look at her, so he came over and planned to help his daughter with her luggage, "It's quite heavy." ”

Chen Yuanyuan saw his frowning appearance, and couldn't help but cover his mouth and snicker, "Dad, I'll take it!" ”

"I can do it, you see." Father gritted his teeth and picked it up, "Help me open the door!" ”

"Don't be reckless, flash your waist again in a while!" Mother watched them enter the elevator one after the other, and shook her head helplessly.

"Mom, my sister is gone?" After Chen Yifan heard the noise, he ran out wearing only shorts.

"Yes, just go down." As she spoke, her mother looked him up and down, "Son, why don't you grow flesh, just grow up... No, I can't. ”

“......”

......

"Dad, I'd better come." Chen Yuanyuan said without waiting for him to agree, and picked up his luggage.

“......”

"Dad, your expression is so funny..."

......

"Is this it?" My father seemed to have heard of this community, and his expression was a little surprised.

"Well, isn't it beautiful? How about I buy a similar place in the future and provide you with old age? ”

"Okay."

"Aren't you afraid that I don't have that strength?" Chen Yuanyuan asked with a smile when he saw that his father had agreed so happily.

"Of course not, I can live until the day you achieve your goal."

Chen Yuanyuan solemnly folded his fingers when he heard this, "... Then you'll have to live for hundreds of years. ”

"It's good that you have this heart."

"Yes, I know."

......

"That's your dad?" It's still the same security guard.

"Well, I'll have to trouble you to open the door." Chen Yuanyuan stopped waving his arm and looked at him and whispered.

"You're welcome."

......

"Sister Yuanyuan, you're here! I'll help you with your luggage. ”

"Okay, I just save some effort." Chen Yuanyuan took a step back and looked at him with a smile.

"It's a little heavy." Xiaobao struggled to move it to the steps, and straightened his waist and said.

"You've got a lot of strength... Coming to the guests? Chen Yuanyuan saw a pair of confiscated leather shoes next to him.

"Well, it's Dr. Xie, he's here to help grandpa do his daily checkup."

"Daily check-ups... Then I'm going not to bother them yet, let's go, help me carry my luggage to my room. ”

“......”

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