Chapter 13: Staying true to your heart.

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Looking at the silver ingot in his hand, which felt quite hard to the touch, Su Ye felt a little helpless, and he didn't know if this was a pie in the sky.

However, remembering what the old man had just said, Su Ye couldn't help but carefully put the silver ingot in his arms.

"There is a loquat tree in the garden, which was planted by my wife when she died, and now it is like a pavilion."

The old man's words echoed in his ears from time to time, making Su Ye can't help but look at Yun Jin on the side, the redness and swelling on Yun Jin's apricot eyes are still clearly visible, which reminds Su Ye of the pitiful appearance of Yun Jin when he listened to the old man's story at the beginning.

"Do you want more?" Su Ye handed a meat bun to Yun Jin.

Yun Jin shook his head, and the tears that flowed out of him even reduced his appetite a little.

Su Ye was silent, folded the uneaten paper bag, and then stretched out his hand towards Yun Jin.

"I'll send you back."

Yun Jin ignored Su Ye's words, raised her red and swollen apricot eyes slightly to look at Su Ye and said, "That old man must miss his lady very much." ”

Su Ye was silent for a while and replied, "If you don't have thoughts, you won't see us feel it." ”

"Does Childe have a family?" Yun Jin asked.

Su Ye showed a hint of doubt when he heard this, but he still replied honestly, "I don't dare to start a family without gaining fame." ”

Yun Jin covered her mouth and laughed when she heard this, which made Su Ye a little confused, but seeing Yun Jin's face full of smiles again, Su Ye couldn't help but feel that the rapid change of women was really unpredictable.

Just then, Yun Jin took the initiative to stretch out his little hand towards Su Ye.

Su Ye subconsciously clasped Yun Jin's little hand, but he didn't want to be slapped away by Yun Jin.

Yun Jin blushed and said, "It's not this. ”

"It's me who is abrupt." Su Ye knew that he was rude and hugged Yun Jin's hand and said.

"I don't blame you," Yun Jin pouted and said, then quickly turned his eyes back to look at Su Ye and said confidently, "Silver." ”

Su Ye frowned, a little puzzled.

"I also have a share of the silver ingot you hid just now!" Yun Jin raised his head and said with confidence, as if he wanted to pout his little mouth to the sky, "You must know that it was specially left for me by the old man to buy food." ”

Su Ye, who finally understood what Yun Jin meant, did not take out the silver ingot from his arms, but patiently explained to Yun Jin, "This silver ingot, I have another use. ”

Yun Jin didn't think about it, puffed out his mouth and said angrily, "Okay, you are a scholar, you even have to be greedy for a weak woman's money, and the thickness of your face is comparable to the city wall." ”

Su Ye was not angry when he heard this, a pair of dark eyes as light as autumn water just looked at Yun Jin quietly, but he looked at Yun Jin speechlessly, and all the anger he originally wanted to vent was taken back.

"Come up, you're full, I'll send you back." Su Ye saw that Yun Jin didn't speak, so he immediately spoke.

"Isn't it just a penalty? Can't this girl give it to you? ”

Yun Jin pouted and chirped, as if there were small fish named "unhappy" swimming between her eyebrows, and finally she still held Su Ye's shoulders and lay behind Su Ye.

Feeling the steady weight on his back, Su Ye immediately picked up the paper bag on the ground, walked towards a few beggars on the corner, silently put the paper bag in front of the beggars, and at the same time took out the only warm silver ingot in his arms and pressed it on the paper bag.

After doing this, Su Ye continued to walk forward, as if he had done a trivial thing that could not be done in the ordinary way.

However, Yun Jin couldn't help but be taken aback, pinched the soft flesh on Su Ye's shoulder and asked, "That's ten taels of silver, and if you exchange it for copper coins, it's 10,000 Wen, so you gave it to those beggars so easily?" ”

"Is ten taels of silver a lot for you?"

Yun Jin pursed her lips and said angrily, "Of course it's not much for this girl, but it's a lot for you, a poor scholar who has to worry about even twenty wen." ”

"Actually, those two steamed buns are more than twenty wen." Su Ye said softly.

"What?" Yun Jin was a little stunned.

"Usually I go to buy 20 wen a cage, but this time I bought two cages, the store still only counted me 20 wen, probably the store treated the two of us as beggars, so he deliberately undercounted some money."

Although it feels a little uncomfortable to be treated as a beggar, this kind of "charity" makes Yun Jin feel a trace of warmth in the world.

"But those ten taels of silver are a lot for Childe, aren't they?" Yun Jin looked at Su Ye and said seriously, "Childe obviously loves money like life, but he gave this silver ingot to others so easily, doesn't Childe have a trace of remorse in his heart?" ”

"It's self-deception to say that I'm not distressed, I'm just a scholar, not a saint, and I can't do it to the point where I regard money as dung," Su Ye said lightly, "It's just like the old man said, since these ten taels of silver can help me find a new livelihood, what difference does it make to them?" ”

"Compared with them, I am lucky, my parents are alive, I was sent to a private school to study since I was a child, although there are many ups and downs in the middle, but I still come to the present, I can live with my own hands, there are many people in this world who can do what I do, but there are also many who are still not as free as me."

"When you come to the world, the first thing you have to learn is how to live, as for what to do in life, what kind of attitude to live in is something that should be considered later, but the most important thing is to live, only by living, you have not come in vain in this world."

"And I've already passed the first level in this world, so it's okay to give them this opportunity. I think for them, if they are given the opportunity to live, they will not hesitate to seize it, they know how difficult it is to live, they will cherish this hard-won opportunity even more, and there will be fewer suffering people in this world who are struggling on the edge of life and death. ”

Hearing this, Yun Jin looked at Su Ye's back seriously, his eyes flashed round and round, and then he turned his head sideways and rested on Su Ye's shoulder and said, "Gongzi is like a bodhisattva, purifying all living beings. ”

Su Ye's expression was calm, and he retorted, "I'm not a Buddha, and I can't purify sentient beings yet." On the contrary, I am nothing more than a selfish person. I only care about what I cherish, and as for the rest, I can turn a blind eye. ”

"And the reason why I will help them is because I inherited the love of the store before. If you have kindness, you will repay it, this is my Su Ye's bottom line and principle, and it has nothing to do with anything else. ”

Yun Jin's voice became softer, and she whispered in Su Ye's ear, "Even so, Gongzi is still the best scholar in the world that Jin'er thinks. ”

"Abide by the original heart, in order to achieve perfection, this is the supreme principle pursued by Buddhism. If the son cultivates Buddhism, he will definitely become a generation of monks. ”

However, then Yun Jin bit her lip lightly, and her moist eyes revealed a thousand styles, "It's just that if that's the case, Jin'er will be sad." ”

Su Ye didn't notice the twists and turns in Yun Jin's apricot eyes, but raised his eyes to look at the huge golden plaque.

"Yunxiang Pavilion, it's here."