183 I hated him so much
"Trust me? Where does this begin? ”
Phoenix's attitude suddenly cooled, "Why do you believe me?" Aren't you already remembering the memories I sealed by now? ”
He took a few steps forward, and was satisfied to see Ji You subconsciously retreat for a moment, before he stood still hesitantly.
"Why, Ji You, after knowing that you have the soul fire, and knowing that you will now be protected by the last descendant of the god, you are no longer afraid of me? You can still say stupid things like believe me. ”
“……”
Ji You was stunned for a while, and then asked suspiciously, "Then why did you come here tonight, Brother Phoenix?" ”
The phoenix's expression froze, and when he raised his hand, a strong wind went out.
But seeing that Ji You was hit, when he was able to stop by the river, the dust cleared, but Ji You stood there intact.
Immediately, armor-like flames appeared around him.
This is......
Ji You lowered his head and opened his arms in surprise, looking at the unprecedented phenomenon on his body, but his expression was very sad.
That's what that guy is ...... Strength? So ......
Seeing this, Phoenix withdrew his hand and said puzzledly: "You should be happy now, shouldn't you?" Why this expression? ”
It's as if something has been lost...... Let him see the fire.
"I advise you to recognize the reality and make it clear, this is your fate that you can't escape, since you have accepted the soul fire of Chongming, don't have other thoughts in your heart, even if you hate him at all."
"Yes, I know that, Brother Phoenix......"
Ji You raised his head and showed a smile that was uglier than crying, looking desperate.
"I know, Brother Phoenix, I ...... I hate him so much, and in this world, no one can avoid him like him...... It's too late......"
No, it's him, it's Chongming who hates me, Brother Phoenix, how can I ...... Let him rely on this ridiculous fate to like a ...... who goes against his heart What about the most hated people?
I can't...... Hurt him......
So......
Ji You suddenly shed tears, his eyes were red and staring at Chongming who appeared under the big tree behind the phoenix at some point, he looked at him, looking at him from afar.
Out of reach.
So......
"I believe in you Brother Phoenix, and I believe in him, but, hating is hating, disliking is disliking, I ...... In the future, I will try to minimize the number of times I appear in front of him, and I will allow myself to reduce the ...... he brings to him Effect. ”
Ji You smiled again as he spoke, and chased away the tears in his eyes, so that he could see Chongming's face more clearly.
So......
"I'm sorry for delaying the progress of your cultivation, if, if I had known from the beginning......" Ji You choked for a while, his throat was sore and hoarse, I don't know if it was a psychological effect, he even felt that he couldn't say anything at a moment.
"That's enough."
Chongming said suddenly.
In his eyes, he was no longer indifferent as before, but deeper, choppy, and more complex emotions.
He dodged forward and came directly to Ji You's side, startling him.
Ji You hurriedly blurred his face and was about to hide to the side, "I'm sorry, I'm not ...... Now I feel ...... Chongming ...... We'd better not see each other for a while...... It's better, I ...... I'm afraid ......"
"That's enough, Ji You."
Shigeaki interrupted him.
"Since this relationship makes you so miserable, but, you have to be clear, it is inevitable. Because the fire of the soul is in you, I can't let you go too far away from me, I hope you know it. ”
"......" knows it...... Is it?
Ji You's heart ached.
He opened his mouth and tried to answer "yes", but he couldn't make a sound.
Chongming saw the young man in front of him who was a head shorter than him, and his face had a very anxious and panicked expression.
I was suffocated.
That's it...... Hate him? Even Fang Cai has been saying "hate", saying "not liking", saying that he can't avoid it...... He thought that the young man had been secretly staring at him in the corner because he was curious about him;
He thought that this young man was always squirming and running over to find something to say, because he had a good impression of him;
He thought that that night, in the dim woods, he was afraid of the dark, he tugged at the corner of his clothes, said "thank you", saw him take back the little flame, and cried sadly, it was for him......
I kind of like it.
But.
"You should know that if you want to get rid of this fate, the current way, as you can imagine, is only one-"
Chongming looked at Ji You's face and carefully depicted it in his heart.
"That is to make you stronger yourself, if you hate me and want to avoid me, at least don't exceed a range of one kilometer, let yourself become stronger, and I can cultivate immortals as soon as possible."
"When the time comes, you will be able to easily take the soul fire out of your body."
“……”
Ji You, who couldn't make a sound, nodded slowly.
But there were some words he wondered what it meant to "if you hate me", which sounded like he was the only one who unilaterally "hated" him.
Soon, Shigemi gave him the answer.
As if to see through what was going on in his heart, Shigeaki finally said:
"Don't worry, even if I act like I'm in love with you in front of you in the future, it's because of the soul fire in your body."
So don't be burdened, even if I already like you.
"It's the same as you, just right, I don't like you either, Ji You, we're even, it's best if you don't let me know that a stupid fool like you will have such a thing as falling in love for a long time."
Hopefully, when and at some point, you can ...... a little Like me a little.
But, this is not possible.
"That's impossible." Ji You didn't know if he was stabbed in the heart by Chongming, or stimulated by a sensitive word, he said all the words against his heart at once.
He said, "Impossible, you can rest assured, re-ming." ”
"From now on, you will cultivate your Tao with peace of mind, and I will not say this kind of ...... to anyone Awkward relationship, you don't want to, and I don't want to, so you don't have to worry about what I'm going to bother you with. ”
He turned to the phoenix again:
"Brother Phoenix, you too, don't worry that I will say something to everyone that I shouldn't say, maybe in your eyes, I'm stupid and have no strengths, but I still know what to do and what not to do."
"I said that I believe in you, I will always believe in you, you will not harm me, you will not harm everyone, otherwise from the beginning, there is no need for you to save us, and if you insist, it will be ten years."
Chongming looked at him steadily, did not answer, did not speak.
He suddenly felt very tired, and he suddenly felt that cultivating immortals and cultivating the Dao seemed to be less important in his heart.
He even wanted to step forward immediately and cover Ji You's mouth so that he would not say such things that hurt his heart again.
Phoenix was even more unexpected, from the time he saw Ji You tonight, it was beyond his expectations.
"I didn't expect you to know me better."
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