Chapter 35: My heart is in turmoil
Suddenly, his eyes flashed, he immediately sat up, pinched his chin and smiled, looked at the clear bath, and instantly had an idea.
After thinking about it, he quietly slipped out of the bath room, and before he reached the door of the dormitory, he heard the voice of Liyuan behind him.
"Tiwu. ”
I touched my nose and turned around with my head down: "Emperor..."
The voice was small, revealing a hint of panic and grievance.
"You ......" Li Yuan said a word, paused for a long time, I raised my eyes in confusion, but saw that his hands were behind his back, the green silk was scattered around his waist, and his brows were frowning, and his handsome face was full of helplessness.
"Emperor, I know that I am wrong. ”
I moved forward step by step, deliberately exposing a puddle of water behind me, and it was necessary to pretend to be pitiful... Who let Liyuan be cold and soft-hearted? Seeing me in such a pitiful appearance, he will definitely not be harsh.
"Well, let's go back and settle down sooner. ”
"The Emperor... Are you angry?"
I asked cautiously, holding the hem of my clothes with both hands, looking at a loss.
"Why, Tinu?"
"I... I..."
I squirmed and didn't speak, my mind kept thinking of a way to find a suitable excuse to get through? That was too obvious last time...... As soon as you hear it, you know it's a lie.
"Tiwu, you..."
Liyuan sighed for a while, I squeaked, and suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed, and I said without thinking: "I like the emperor." ”
After saying that, I... I was a little stunned, not that I didn't think there was anything wrong with this, but even if I liked it, it didn't get to the point where I needed to peep, right?
While I was thinking, I observed Liyuan's reaction, was it the cause of the candle flame?
Liyuan's face gradually dyed a layer of crimson, which spread to his ears, his eyes flickered, a little stunned, it made me feel a little similar to Xiaobai, cute tight, and suddenly I wanted to pinch his ears, the reddish color, I was fascinated by it......
Stop, stop! I suddenly came back to my senses, patted my face, and said... Why are you becoming more and more like a perverted woman? I was ashamed and didn't dare to look up at Liyuan anymore, for fear that some inexplicable thoughts would rise up in my heart and defile the emperor.
I didn't see Liyuan speak for a long time, I raised my eyes, but saw that he was still looking at me stunned, I blinked, and called tentatively: "Emperor?
He was stunned, his breathing suddenly became heavy, his eyes returned to coldness in an instant, and he said to me, "Go back early." ”
"Oh......"
I was about to turn around, when I caught a glimpse of Liyuan running towards the inner room, my steps were a little urgent, I snorted softly, am I so terrible?
But Liyuan doesn't seem to be angry anymore...
With a smile on the corner of my mouth, I swayed back to my yard, drying my clothes with fairy power along the way, and my mood was extraordinarily comfortable, so that Xiaobai slept sideways and kicked my pillow out of bed to wake it up, but gently moved it over. Xiaobai, who felt something in the daze, woke up in an instant, and his body jumped up suddenly, to the corner of the bed, three feet away from me.
I raised my eyebrows, looked at its look of surprise, and snorted softly, "Have a nightmare?"
Xiaobai shook his head.
"Then how did you wake up?"
I smiled, bared my little white teeth, and looked at it grimly.
The little white eyes flashed, and under my coercion, he slowly walked back to his place, lay down, and slept.
"Humph......"
I snorted coldly, and Xiaobai moved inside again, and that inexplicable look taught me to see itchy teeth.
"Don't move, be careful I kick you off. ”
I said viciously, Xiaobai breathed a sigh of relief, and slept with peace of mind, I had a black face, and the quilt was all pressed on it in annoyance.
The next day, I walked into the main hall with anxiety, Liyuan was closing his eyes and cultivating, I quietly moved over, knelt beside him, took out ancient books to read, and sometimes peeked at him, slightly closed eyelids, eyelashes are really long...
"Diwu, concentrate on reading. ”
My slightly raised head paused instantly, and the mechanical move back little by little, pouting, although my eyes were on the book, my heart drifted somewhere.
For the whole morning, Liyuan had been closing his eyes and recuperating, so that I didn't know how to say anything to him, he must have done it on purpose.
In the end, he put the book away angrily, and ran out of the hall without looking back.
I ran all the way to the back mountain, and lost my spiritual power to the Sanzhu tree, and now the Sanzhu tree has regained its vitality, and I don't need much spiritual power to irrigate it, but these days, I'm used to it.
Lying on the stone table, holding a handful of hair and counting one by one, looking at the bluestone road, counting from one hundred to one thousand, my eyes were about to become cross-eyed, but I couldn't count the figure I wanted to see.
Liyuan is really so stingy, why don't you just look at his heart? I haven't seen it yet! If I really see it, won't you want to kill me and kill me? It must be because of a weak heart that I will be angry.
I sat up and slapped the stone table!
"Ahh It hurts.
I rubbed my hands together and tears welled up in my eyes......
"Heh......"
A chuckle twisted my gaze, and I looked at the source of the sound, and Liyuan stood diagonally behind me, looking at me with a smile in his eyes.
"Emperor. ”
I flattened my mouth and called out.
"Come here. ”
I obediently walked over.
"Hands. ”
I stretched out my hand and spread it out in front of his eyes, wouldn't I want to slap him again?
I shrunk back, looking at Liyuan with sad eyes, he shook his head and smiled, his white and slender fingers brushed between my palms, the pain disappeared suddenly, the red mark was gone, I grinned, and smiled brightly: "Thank you, Emperor." ”
"Hmm. Li Yuan put his hand behind him, and said: "Tomorrow I will go out to travel, you are good to cultivate." ”
"Yunyou?" I exclaimed, looking at him in disbelief, "Why do you want to travel? Where to go? Can't you?"
"Traveling, uncertain. ”
That is, you must go......
"And how long are you going to be out?"
"It won't be long. ”
"How long will it be?"
I asked stubbornly.
"Di Wu, a few years have passed in a flash, and you can cultivate with peace of mind. ”
Liyuan's eyes were not worried, but he was still determined to go.
"Why do you want to go? Can't you go if you don't go?"
I stepped forward, grabbed him by the sleeve, tilted my head, and looked at him with a wistful gaze.
I've only been with Liyuan for a few months, and now he's going to be away for a few years, and even if a few years are nothing in terms of endless life, I still don't want to be separated from him.
"Diwu, I'm not leaving, I'm coming back, I'm just going out for a while, meditating. ”
I don't care what to meditate on, anyway, I just can't let Liyuan leave like this.
"Gotta get out... Can I take it with me? I'll be with you, okay?"
Can... In order to... Come with me.
Li Yuan shook his head slowly, his eyes were dark and deep, his thin lips opened lightly, as if he sighed, "Diwu, don't you understand?
“... The emperor thinks I'm annoyed, doesn't he?"
I pulled the corners of my mouth away with difficulty and looked at him with a smile, a bitter taste of warm liquid running down my eyes and down to my lips.
"I don't mean that. ”
"Why is that?"
Liyuan was silent, he raised his hand, wiped the tears on my face with his fingertips, and a bitter smile floated on his cheeks: "Diwu, my heart is upset." ”
I was stunned, not knowing how to answer, so I slowly raised my hand, covered his hand, and asked, "You must go, can't you take me?"
"Hmm. He nodded.
I grabbed his hand, put it to my mouth and bit it down hard, until my tongue tasted blood, then I reacted, let go of my mouth, looked at the tooth marks and blood stains on his hand, my nose was sore, and tears flowed down again.
Pull the sleeve and wipe it gently.
"It doesn't hurt. ”
He said.
I raised my eyes angrily: "I hate you!"
After that, he turned around and ran, and I don't know who sighed softly in the wind, hovering in whose ear, and it lasted for a long time......
After leaving the abyss, the already wide hall was even more empty, and I stood at the door, dazed.
He didn't say goodbye to me, and I didn't want to see him go, and I was afraid that I would stop him, or sneak along, and I was afraid that I would annoy him.
Walked into the main hall, knelt in his usual position, lying on the desk, as if Liyuan was still there, sat next to me, looked at his book, but did not speak to me.
Yesterday was my own emotional overzeal, every time I thought of separation, I would always be inexplicably afraid, Liyuan said that he would come back, I should believe him.
Xiaobai came in and rubbed on my waist, I ignored it and pushed its head away.
It was annoyed and bit my finger, and although it didn't hurt, it finally caught my attention.
"What's wrong with you?" I said in a bad tone, "Can't you just make me sad for a while?"
Xiaobai rolled his eyes, called at me twice, and when he saw that I didn't look good, he honestly lay on my lap and stopped making trouble.
It lay at my feet, I lay on the desk, the room was silent, except for the sound of shallow breathing.
"Xiaobai, when do you say the emperor will come back?"
Xiaobai sneered twice, I heard it, its amber eyes looked at me innocently, I sighed slightly, Xiaobai can't speak, even if it can, how will it know when Liyuan will come back?
"Xiaobai, do you think I'm annoying?"
Xiaobai was silent, looked at me hesitantly, shook his head, I pursed my lips, and continued: "Then why did the emperor leave?"
Xiaobai couldn't answer me, so I could only talk to myself.
"The emperor said that he wanted to go out to travel and meditate, but he couldn't take me with him, so I must have annoyed him......"
"Actually, I just want someone who can talk to me, who can live with me, just like a ghost, who can play with me, who can make me feel alive... Xiaobai, if only you could speak. ”
The little white eyes looked at me clearly, and I laughed at myself, laughing and laughing, and I couldn't laugh anymore.
I leaned over and hugged Xiaobai's head, and my voice was choked: "Why don't they all want me? That's also true.