Chapter 30: Wounds That Can't Heal
After receiving the cheers of today's second only to Liu Feiren, Dewey's mood changed from excitement to depression. Maybe if you are an ordinary person, you will definitely be full of happiness about your life, but as a traveler in another world, it is difficult for Lu Wei to feel like this now.
In this life, coming to a world without too many wars and natural disasters is like a gift from fate to Lu Wei, and this gift is another life.
But every time he thought that the lives of his friends and family who had lived with him and fought together had been left in that forest, Lu Wei's heart always felt a tingling in his heart.
If there are no unforgettable memories, for Lu Wei, this life is not an opportunity. In this world, as long as you can focus on it and rely on your extraordinary athletic talent, you can indulge in most sports.
But the reality is that my body is new, and my spirit is still the same as before, and starting this life in such a state makes people a little confused. His companions lost their lives in battle, but he was happy and happy in this athletic field.
The guilt has been with Lu Wei since the first day he came to this world, and it has never dissipated with time, but has stabbed himself again and again when he has made a breakthrough.
"You young team members are very interesting, just now he raised his arms and shouted, and after a while, he became sad, is his mood easy to fluctuate?" Head Coach Feng Yong's observation of athletes can be said to be meticulous, and Lu Wei's emotional ups and downs have not escaped his eyes.
As the head coach of the General Administration of Chinese Sports, Feng Yong has been shouldering the heavy responsibility of the rise of the track and field program of the Chinese Sports Corps over the years. His calm face makes people think that he is deliberately pretending to be a leader, only he knows in his heart what his words and deeds mean to the entire sports team.
Sometimes even an inappropriate emotional change can lead to a misjudgment of the situation by coaches and athletes, and some people will even interpret his emotions with the psychology of doing what they like, and years of work experience make him dare not be happy.
"Alas, our Xiao Lu is good in other aspects, but his mind is heavier, he broke the national record in the competition just now, which is supposed to be a great thing to celebrate, and I am afraid that other young people are crazy. However, he will summarize his gains and losses in the game in time, and it is difficult to see him make the same mistake twice in a row in training, and I am afraid that he is now annoyed by the handling of the details of his game! ”
Feng Yong's tightly knit brows stretched slightly, and the 400-meter project has become his heart disease for many years. This project Huaxia has not produced an internationally competitive team member for many years, although the leader has not issued performance indicators, but as a world power, there is not even a competitive team member, it is really shameful to say it.
Huaxia is a rapidly rising power, and in such an era, Feng Yong deeply feels the great responsibility on his shoulders. In his heart, he wished that there would be Liu Feiren in every project. But the reality is that the foundation of domestic track and field is weak, and most projects want to have the strength to compete for the championship on the international stage, relying on the birth of geniuses, and the profound heritage has not yet precipitated.
Dewey's emotional change just now made him feel a little worried: "Finally, there is a seedling, and once you decide to cultivate it, you will definitely need to invest a lot of manpower and material resources." If you give up your efforts in the end because of poor consideration in the selection of materials, you can't afford such consumption. ”
"It's good for young people to be able to calm down, but you also have to know how to enjoy life, and you should be happy when you win the championship. In the future, Coach Jiang will make more efforts to adjust the psychology of athletes. “
Feng Yong's words sounded bland, but Director Jiang had already heard the sound outside the strings. He is the coach of the General Administration of Sports of the People's Republic of China, and he has no training obligation for Lu Wei, Feng Yong asked himself to care more about Lu Wei's psychological state in the future, and in fact, he has expressed his intention to train Lu Wei.
"If this kid is angry, I will also ask Director Feng to help me when the time comes." After saying this, the two looked at each other and smiled.
Director Jiang suddenly found that over the years when he was at the helm of the Chinese track and field project, Feng Yong's temples had turned from black to white. You can imagine how much pressure he has been under over the years.
Although Chinese track and field has made progress in recent years, it has not been able to meet everyone's expectations due to the limitation of the domestic track and field foundation. In the layman's evaluation of the corpse vegetarian meal, the pressure Feng Yong was carrying was unimaginable to ordinary people.
The wish of all track and field people is to cultivate talented athletes as much as possible without helping the seedlings, and show the best side of Chinese track and field to the world. Then, with the help of the star effect, more young people can lay a solid foundation in track and field when they are teenagers, and only in this way can they have a track and field talent pool that the world envies, just like the United States.
He firmly believes that one day, Huaxia can truly make track and field a part of Chinese people's lives. The good physical fitness of the people is the most solid foundation for a strong country.
Lu Wei didn't know that he had attracted the attention of the leaders of the General Administration of Sports at this time, and he was suffering from the sequelae of war trauma.
There is always a value in life, and the value of oneself in the previous life is very clear. From the moment he was born, he shouldered the burden of continuing the honor of the race. As soon as he developed his initial athletic abilities, he was required to participate in various types of survival skills and martial arts training.
From the time he could remember, he had a firm belief that his companions would fight bravely to the last drop of blood in order to defend his tribe.
As a warrior of the tribe, Lu Wei has always had a strong sense of belonging in his previous life. He fought bravely in the war, won glory for his family, and even in the last battle against the Dark Legion, he never flinched in the face of enemies many times his size, which is the reason for his existence.
But in this world, I don't know what I'm living for, and I don't know the meaning of my existence.
Through this period of understanding, there are many people in this world who have not found the meaning of their existence, and many people sit on things they don't like, engage in jobs that they are not interested in, and then marry people they don't love, and are ready to live a life in a mess.
Except for a few people who have firm beliefs, most people hesitate, hesitate, mediocre let the sun rise and sunset, and repeat it every day, and they will never be such a person in their life.