Chapter 217: It Snowed Heavily That Year [First Update]
Is it worth it?
Zhao Han just asked casually, because that Xiaoxue has nothing to do with him whether he lives or dies, just like when you meet a beggar with a broken leg and foot on the street, maybe you will be kind enough to give him some change, but what will happen to him in the future, will you think about it and pay attention to it?
The little snow that crawled away at this time was such a state in Zhao Han's eyes. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Pathetic? Perhaps.
Impressed? Not.
For the sake of love, a woman actually wants her loved one to force her master, even if this kind of love is true love, it is also a deformity of variants.
Lian Nishang was not interested in watching it, so he went back to his room to sleep.
Zhao Han... I don't have much interest.
He wasn't very interested, but he couldn't stand Zhang Chujing's interest, and he was even interested enough to drag Zhao Han all the way to follow him, just following behind the "creeper".
Seeing the passers-by around her look at Xiaoxue with surprise or disgust, Zhang Chujing's face did not fluctuate, just watching her put into a defeated pawn, wanting to climb back to her own "home" and let herself die in front of her beloved man.
The style of painting is slightly bleak.
Ten minutes of walking, Xiaoxue climbed for more than an hour, and only when the golden wuxi set did she climb in front of the old house with a lovesick tree growing in front of the door.
Weakly raised his hand and knocked and knocked in front of the door.
"Is that Twilight real person going to come out to meet her?" Standing on the corner of the street, he asked while looking at Zhao Han.
Will Twilight come out to see her? Zhao Han didn't know, but if someone paid for him like this, he would come out to see her anyway, right?
Zhang Chujing shook his head: "I don't know"
Zhao Han was a little stunned, but then he learned to say "heh" like Miss Win, and then stopped talking.
It's disgusting, now it's disgusting that Twilight Xue real person, if Xiaoxue can't wait for the person she wants to see, Zhao Han estimates that he will also disgust her together.
Knowing that he doesn't love you, knowing that you're just a giveaway, knowing that you're just a person who won't cause his heart to fluctuate when he dies, and won't even get the slightest attention when he dies, why would you pay for him?
This feeling really disgusted Zhao Han to the point that he couldn't do it, and it didn't match the simple concept in his heart that his efforts would be rewarded.
It's not that he has simple ideas in his eyes, but that he will choose some people with simple concepts to get along with him.
Love, it's better to be simpler.
Maybe it was Xiaoxue's "friendship" that really made Twilight Xue dare to move, or maybe this Jindan real person was noisy by her constant knocking on the door, so she heard a creak and the door opened.
The door opens, and Twilight's real figure appears inside.
The look in Xiao Xue's eyes, which was originally full of hope, became a little darker.
She wanted to cry.
Even if she didn't speak, Zhao Han just felt that she wanted to cry!
No tears fell, Xiaoxue just lay on the ground and quietly looked at Twilight Xue Zhenren, as well as the charming young woman who was half-dressed and flushed behind Duxue Zhenren.
Surprised? Isn't the sting irritating?
I thought I was a housekeeper-like person, but it turned out to be the bed partner of my beloved, and even when you were about to die and wanted to seek a hug before you died, that person was actually rolling the sheets with the housekeeper?
If this is not a surprise, there are even more surprises waiting for Xiaoxue later.
The man he loves was rolling the sheets with other women, and Xiaoxue, who was about to die, was stunned for a while, and stretched out his hand to him in despair, wanting to finally seek some warmth.
I don't care how many women you have, because I'm going to die, and I want to find some comfort before I die.
This was Xiaoxue's thoughts, and it was also the comfort she felt she deserved.
But who wants to ......
"Huh? What kind of thing is this monster, it's disgusting."
Glancing at Xiao Xue in front of the door with some disgust, looking at her fleshy skin, covered with dirt, and her whole body without a piece of good meat, the peach-eyed young woman who had received her smiled and said to Twilight Xue Zhenren: "This thing is so annoying, He Lang, can you get him rid of him?" People still want you."
The peach-eyed young woman said this, and reached out to touch He Shuang's lower body.
"Hmm... Let's go back."
He Shuang hesitated for a moment, then saw that she nodded, and did not drive away the strange person in front of the door as the peach-eyed young woman thought, but just dragged her into the courtyard and closed the door.
A wooden door.
Laughter and flirting continued to be heard from inside the door.
Inside the door, Xiaoxue lay on the ground as if her heart was dead.
How so?
Why is this happening!
Obviously I have paid so much for you, obviously I have become like this for you, but when I was dying, you didn't even want to look at me?
Is it disgusting?
Xiaoxue just wants to laugh!
Laughing out loud!!
There was a choking sound in his mouth, and he turned his body over with great effort, and Xiaoxue just looked upwards at the sunset that was about to set in the distance, and the only remaining eye was completely filled with tears.
Do you regret it? Perhaps.
The whining sound became louder and louder, and she stared at the sky with one eye wide, wanting to see when God could send down the thunder and kill the pair of dog men and women in the door!
Does Xiaoxue regret it?
Who knows?
Zhang Chujing knows!
Looking at the apprentice who was about to die in front of the door, she sighed softly, stepped forward in Zhao Han's somewhat surprised gaze, took off her coat and draped it over Xiao Xue's completely exposed body.
Gently leaning down, not caring about the blood stains on Xiaoxue's face, Zhang Chujing's hand was enchanted on the face that had exposed his frontal bone.
A touch of complexity flashed on his face, and Zhang Chujing asked, "Are you bitter?" ”
Xiaoxue didn't answer, just looked at the sky in the distance, and there was no half of brilliance in one eye.
"Is it worth it? For him? ”
The wheezing of men and women could be heard from within the courtyard walls.
"Do you hate? Hate him? He clearly recognized you."
Xiaoxue screamed frantically, and then began to go crazy like a dying female beast, and her already shattered body began to struggle and wrestle.
It's been a long time, it's been a long time.
When the sky darkened, when the lights rose around the people, when the wheezing sound in the courtyard reached its peak, it became silent.
Zhang Chujing smiled at Xiaoxue and said, "Let's go home with the master."
Go home?
Where is home?
After she does this, will she still have a home?
Xiaoxue is just an orphan, she was adopted by Zhang Chujing at the age of four, and now it has been 20 years, and in these 20 years, Piaoxiang Pavilion is her home, and the place where there is a master is her home.
But now that she sold Zhang Chujing for a man, will she still have a home?
What's more, with the way she looks at this time, even if she survives, what can she do?
The heart is dead, and if you live, all that remains is a shell covered in scars.
"Xiaoxue, let's go home with the master"
Seeing that Xiaoxue didn't reply, Zhang Chujing said softly again.
Just like that winter twenty years ago.
On the street, the little girl was helpless and uncaring, just wrapped in a shabby single coat and hiding in the corner, shivering at the snowflakes falling from the sky.
She felt so cold, she didn't know how her parents had disappeared, she didn't know why she was on her own, she didn't even know that she was about to freeze to death!
All she knew was that she was having a hard time......
But at this moment, a very beautiful big sister came up to her, lifted the thin fabric that she was clung to, and said to her, "Go home with me"
Family?
When she was young, she didn't know what home was, but she just thought that the big sister in front of her was so beautiful, she shouldn't be a bad person, right?
Thinking that she didn't know when she would come to her parents, the little girl hesitated and stretched out her little hand with some fear.
The big hand holds the small hand, leaving the back of the departing in the snowflakes.
That winter, there was one less child on the street who was about to freeze to death, and there was one more medicine boy in the Piaoxiang Pavilion.
I pour medicine every day, I can eat a full meal every day, and I can see my beautiful sister smiling at her every day.
It seems that the "home" of the past has slowly faded away.
is very happy, her beautiful sister cares about her very much, and there are a group of senior brothers and sisters around her who are also very close to her.
It's really happy, Xiaoxue still remembers the day when her beautiful sister said that she would accept her as a disciple, but she was just ten years old, but she didn't fall asleep all night with excitement, and on her small but warm bed, she kept rolling around holding a rag doll that was one size bigger than herself.
I can't sleep, I'm going to become the apprentice of my beautiful sister, and I can follow others in the future to call my beautiful sister's master.
Apprenticeship, tea ceremony, and the days after that returned to the ordinary.
It's very plain, very warm, repeating the old life day after day, and you can often see the smile of the beautiful master, isn't that enough?
Piaoxiang Pavilion is her home, and she is also a part of Piaoxiang Pavilion, Xiaoxue will be very excited after receiving some precious medicinal materials, and Xiaoxue will be very unhappy to see the beautiful master take those things that she has worked so hard to collect at home, and give them to some people she doesn't know.
It's obviously everyone's hard-earned money, so why give it to others?
Xiaoxue is unhappy, but she can't go against her master's will.
The master said that it was her sect, and these things had to be given.
The aggrieved Xiaoxue could only hide in her house in the middle of the night and cry secretly.
When I was tired of crying, I went to sleep, and when I got up the next day, I had to work hard, strive to earn more treasures, and double the money that was handed over.
As long as you make more money, even if you divide most of it, there will always be some left, right?
This is all the thoughts in Xiao Xiaoxue's heart.
It's very naïve, it's very simple, and she works hard to do it, because Piaoxiang Pavilion is her home.
But when did this change of mind?
Is it because of the man who comes to see the master every year and takes her out to play every year?