Chapter 298: A Blank Sheet of Paper
Unlike Xia Shiqi.
Xia Xin thinks that there is such a thing as a competition, you can play if you can, forget if you can't play, it's best to win a notebook, you can't ...... It's a bit of a pity, or even unwilling, but it doesn't matter, just win it back next time.
I don't have to find a reason to fight like Xia Shiqi.
Xia Xin listed a few more, but after Xia Shiqi vetoed them one by one, he sighed helplessly, "Does everything need to be meaningful?" Can't you just do something meaningless? ”
"I can't." Xia Shiqi refused again.
"Not for your own sake?"
"Then I'll go back."
Xia Shiqi symbolically shook Xia Xin's hand holding her, but she couldn't shake it off, so she could only say expressionlessly, "I'll give you one last chance, if I don't have a good answer, I'm going home." ”
"Three times."
"Once."
"Okay."
Xia Xin felt that his head was spinning back and forth twice like a wheel, and he couldn't think of anything, Xia Shiqi used to inherit her brother's dream, so now ......
Looking at the brilliance reflected in Xia Shiqi's beautiful eyes, Xia Xin was a little distracted, it was with a little gentle and affectionate gaze.
Her eyes were very complicated, Xia Xin couldn't see the meaning of her eyes, and she felt contradictory, apprehensive, flustered, and memorable......
Inexplicable feeling, maybe she herself is looking forward to something, or rather, even she wants to find out the answer to the question.
Xia Xin thought for a while and said, "By the way, let's think it's for your brother." ”
Xia Shiqi narrowed her eyes slightly, "For my brother?" ”
"Well, you think, you used to be for my brother, I was my brother, so my brother is equal to me, I am equal to my brother, that is, you are competing for me, you are equal to your brother, well, it makes sense."
Xia Shiqi stared at him with contempt, and the look seemed to say, "I have never seen such a brazen person."
But Xia Xin didn't care, and said, "If you have no opinion, then you agree." ”
"Do you want to fool me into this kind of sophistry?"
Xia Xinxin said, children are much easier to deal with than you.
For example, the one in the family, if she is angry, she will coax it, or buy some ice cream, if she is disobedient, as long as she puts on a straight face, she is usually obedient, and if she doesn't work, she will simply beat it, and she will be obedient every night.
It's been a little awkward lately, and it's been a ...... before.
Xia Xin's heart moved, and he suddenly remembered that Xia Shiqi's eyes, the same as the night in the past, he had seen it, it was a kind of hidden and deeper, similar to the eyes of confusion and helplessness, at a loss, and not knowing where to go......
Because she was really useless at that time, she was very scared every night, making her feel helpless, and she was very scared every day.
Could it be that Xia Shiqi is actually the same in her heart? It's just that Xia Shiqi hides it deeper and disguises herself with a stern appearance?
Xia Xin suddenly understood.
Looking at Xia Shiqi, thinking of the night in his mind, he couldn't help but feel a sense of tenderness in his heart.
This is a very pitiful girl, and now she is actually like a helpless kitten, so she is actually very flustered in her heart.
Xia Xin suddenly had a desire to protect her, to protect this pitiful girl who was actually a little girl at heart.
Xia Xin said with a straight face, "I'm sorry, I was joking just now." ”
Xia Shiqi felt that Xia Xin's eyes had changed, and said with some doubts, "What, do you want to change your words, it's too late." ”
"It's not too late," Xia Xin smiled, "If there's a meaning, it's for me, that's all." ”
"Good, you're even more shameless than you were just now." Xia Shiqi's eyes widened.
"It's not shameless." Xia Xin explained, "Because I'm your godbrother, it's actually nothing for me." ”
Xia Shiqi was very angry, "Who admits that you are my godbrother." ”
"Oh, I remember the last time I kissed your face as a brother, and I didn't admit it so quickly?" Xia Xin deliberately sneered, "Isn't it the identity of my godbrother, my boyfriend?" It's not good, I already have a girlfriend. ”
Xia Shiqi was suddenly embarrassed, and her snow-white little face was dyed with a layer of crimson blush, "The beauty you think of, of course it's my brother." ”
"You see, you admit it yourself."
Xia Shiqi pouted, her beautiful eyes were stained with a layer of dreamlike mist, and she stared at Xia Xin hatefully, unable to speak for a while.
Xia Xin smiled, and suddenly took Xia Shiqi's soft body into his arms.
Xia Shiqi subconsciously wanted to struggle, pushed Xia Xin's chest, didn't push it away, put her hands on Xia Xin's chest, lowered her gaze, and whispered, "What are you doing, playing hooligan, you want to enter the police station." ”
Xia Xin squeezed Xia Shiqi into her arms a little domineeringly, making her feel dependent, and then said softly, "No, I just want to tell you that since I am your godbrother, of course I will protect you, so you don't have to be afraid anymore." ”
Xia Xin recalled in his mind that in the old house, Xia Ye was hiding alone in the corner and shivering, and his heart ached, he didn't find out, in fact, Xia Shiqi's feelings in her heart were probably similar,...... There was only one person left.
Xia Xin's voice was long and long, and he said softly, "If you feel confused and don't know where to go, I can pull you away, just like just now, you may go the wrong way, but it doesn't matter, just go again." ”
Xia Shiqi couldn't help but answer, "Hmph, it's still wrong to go again." ”
Xia Xin smiled, "It's okay, then let's go another way, I feel like I'm quite reliable now,...... When you feel helpless, you can also come to me to discuss, I'm a godbrother, although I may not be able to come in handy, at least I can listen to you and help you come up with ideas. ”
"It's not a good idea anyway." Xia Shiqi always couldn't help but complain.
Xia Xin is also used to it, "If you think anything is meaningless, then I will be cheeky and say, just think it's all for me, and I'll give you meaning." ”
"So, you don't need to think too much, everything can be pushed to me, when you are confused, I will take you forward, when you are helpless, I will lend your shoulder to let you lean down, if you have to find meaning, just fill me for the time being."
It's like a blank piece of paper, when you face a blank piece of paper, you may not know what to write or draw, Xia Xin is now giving the white paper a theme, fixing her in a circle, so that she doesn't have to worry anymore.
Of course, there are good and bad practices to do this, but now it's definitely the best thing to do.
Xia Shiqi's eyes trembled and she didn't speak.
Gently leaned his head into Xia Xin's arms.
My heart softened, and some water vapor gradually condensed in my beautiful eyes.
Really...... Only Xia Xin understands.
Xia Shiqi faintly felt that he would understand.
I don't know how long the tears have been hidden, I can't help but roll down the cheeks on both sides, my cheeks are hot, my lips tremble, and I can't speak for a while.
Xia Shiqi's small hand tightly grasped the clothes on Xia Xin's chest, buried her face in Xia Xin's chest, couldn't bear it anymore, and choked quietly, as if she wanted to vent all the uneasiness in her heart, her fragrant shoulders trembled slightly,
Xia Xin stretched out a hand and stroked back and forth on the silky and silky hair on the back of her head, soothing her emotions.
It took a long time for Xia Shiqi to let go of the little hand that was clenching Xia Xin's chest, stretched out to Xia Xin's back, sniffed, and whispered, "Hold it tighter." ”
Xia Xin didn't hesitate, and hugged her fiercely with the strength as if he wanted to embed her into his body.
Xia Xin felt very warm, and through the breath in her hair, she could feel the heat emanating from her petite body.
Xia Shiqi still said with a little crying, "It's shameless, I really dare to say it." ”
"What's the use of asking for face, I'm shameless." Xia Xin smiled.
"What do you say, everything is for you, what about eating?" Xia Shiqi asked.
"It's for me, too." Xia Xin replied.
"What about brushing your teeth?"
"It's for me, too."
"What about washing your face?"
"For me."
“……”
The two repeated this meaningless conversation countless times, from eating, brushing their teeth and washing their faces, to going to school and taking the bus.
Xia Xin responded to it.
He knew that Xia Shiqi might not just be a competition, and everything felt lost and meaningless, so he had to give meaning to these things and help her temporarily fill the gap in her heart.
By the end, the two had almost finished saying everything they could.
There was silence between the two again.
After a while, Xia Shiqi said quietly, "I know." ”
Xia Xin smiled, "It's good that you know." ”
"I know you're not only a rogue pervert, but you're also brazen and shameless."
“…… Well, I am. Xia Xin smiled bitterly and agreed again.
This time Xia Shiqi had nothing to say.
He stammered, "I, I...... Hmph, I don't want to talk to you anymore, I'm going back. ”
This time, Xia Shiqi was very hard, struggling to push Xia Xin away, but Xia Xin didn't react, and hugged it very tightly, because it felt so good, very soft, like holding cotton.
This also caused Xia Shiqi to step heavily on his feet, and he wailed in pain and took a few steps back.
Xia Shiqi wrinkled her cute little nose and said playfully, "You deserve it." ”
Then she immediately lowered her gaze, stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and turned away, she felt that she must be ugly and dead now, and she was crying just now.
"I'm going back today, that's it."
After taking a few steps, he stopped again, and turned his back to Xia Xindao, "Does what you just said count?" ”
"I can swear by God." Xia Xin replied.
"No, you close your eyes first."
"Huh?" Xia Xin was a little puzzled, but he still closed his eyes as he said.
"Don't open your eyes, open your eyes and I'll never believe you again." Xia Shiqi said sternly.
Then Xia Xin felt his neck tighten, as if he was hugged by Xia Shiqi's arm.
Immediately after that, the lips warmed, and I felt an incomparably soft touch, and I could vaguely feel the beauty of the pink lips, as well as the pink girl's fragrance that came to my face, as if I could see it, which was very intoxicating.
Xia Xin hasn't had time to taste this beautiful feeling yet.
I found that my lips hurt and I was bitten by a pair of hard little teeth, and it was not a fake bite, it was a real bite, and I bit the skin directly and bleed.
Xia Xin's eyes, which were in pain, widened suddenly.
Xia Shiqi also hurriedly pushed Xia Xin away, turned his back, and said, "Remember, I have already cursed your blood, if you dare to lie to me, just wait to go to hell." ”
With that, he ran away as fast as he could, disappearing at the end of the corridor......
Xia Xin smiled bitterly and touched his lips, it was all blood, and it was really all his sister.
Suddenly he remembered something, and shouted into the hallway, "Then you will come tomorrow." ”
Xia Shiqi's response came from the corridor, "...... It depends on the mood. ”