Chapter 356: It's impossible to go out, I won't go out in this life
Ah, everyone, I'm a Japanese girl who dreams of becoming a hermit crab, Asami Wakatsuki.
My mother always mentioned to me a boy named Jiang Tian, but with all due respect, apart from the fact that he and my mother were in the same country as me, I only reluctantly listened to her words perfunctorily in order to enjoy the delicious taste when my mother was making desserts.
Okay, now that we're done with dessert, let's go back to my room and open the door to another world.
Casually wiping the residue on my lips with my sleeve, I ignored my mother's helpless look at me, put my hands in my pockets, and then lazily walked into the bedroom.
Actually, I'm not biased against that guy or anything, the main thing is that I'm not very interested in the real world as a whole.
Real boys, or real human beings, are all smiling and talking about their dreams of growing up, and then surviving in society with a straight face or sighing.
There is a saying -
Humanity has to lose and survive at the same time.
Yes, it is true, the countless gifts that were given by God when I was a child, as long as I brought them to society, will be lost.
In order to avoid this from happening, I stubbornly live in and only live in the virtual world.
School and learning that kind of thing, when I got mixed up on the Internet, I threw it away in front of my mother and father.
I don't know, how my mother praised me for being talented, cute, and excellent in the ears of the so-called strong and gentle young man, although these are objectively facts, but my subjective personality is too lazy to pay attention.
So,I'm supposed to be carrying a computer.,Either to write a few programs to earn some pocket money to buy a Hanekawa-sama's figure.,Or to clear the beautiful girl strategy game that has been piled up for a week.,Why would I be here wondering about a certain "It doesn't matter what happens, right?"? "What about people?
Alas, it's annoying to think about this.
The lucky dad who was able to marry a woman like my mother and get a daughter like me, not only did he not know how to be grateful to Dade, but he actually ran to the Antarctic where ice cream was worthless for the sake of work near the New Year.
What's worse is that my mother who got the news was not disappointed at all, and said with great interest that this was an opportunity to take me to my hometown to meet my grandmother and Brother Jiang Tian.
Hey, by the way, how did you two become husband and wife?
I've had the occasional wonder about it before, but it wasn't until this moment that I really wanted to blurt it out.
But...... Forget it, if you ask it, you will definitely be rubbed by your mother, and you won't get an answer, so forget it.
To get back to the point, it's not because I hate my grandmother, nor because I resist meeting with that "big brother Jiang Tian", summarize the reasons and put it in a word-
I just hate going out.
The outside world, under the wanton control of God, is sometimes very cold, sometimes very hot, and finally encounters a lukewarm time, there must be a lot of people.
I hate the heat that makes me sweat, I hate the cold that makes my whole body shiver, and I hate people who stick pestles on the road like trees on both sides of the road.
To be honest, I don't understand the point of going to great lengths to get dressed, then put socks on my freedom-loving feet, put on shoes, and then panicked to check the doors and windows, and then seriously lock them before going out into the world.
If you can solve everything in a stable and clean home, then there is no need to go out, right?
The first time I told my parents, I could tell that they had a headache with what they said, and they wanted to tell me that it was unreasonable, but my excellence, my talent enough to keep myself alive in my little nest, defeated their attempts to convince me.
Then, I was given the right not to go out.
The bad thing is -
The tricky thing is –
What makes it difficult for geniuses like me to do is-
My mother, who has always been considerate of me, actually said, "Then I will go back by myself, this winter vacation, you are strong and hard to live alone!" This sentence wanted to make me give in.
Not long ago, I was thinking about my mother's relationship with my father, and at this moment, I was shaken about whether my mother loved my daughter.
Unfortunately, her serious expression was so serious that I almost thought that I was a child cut out of a peach floating in the river.
Fortunately, my name is not Momotaro Wakatsuki, so I can trust a little bit that I am biological and that a mother has love for her daughter.
In short, my mother must have believed in me and believed that I could live alone in this frosty holiday that connects the new year with the old year.
Unfortunately, I couldn't convince myself of the above reasons, after all, my destructive cooking skills were something that the whole family had sealed away in order to protect the family.
And, even if I could make something that humans could eat, I'd have to walk through that damn door for the ingredients.
Considering that there were no takeaways delivered during the New Year, I am afraid that I can only survive unharmed by challenging the human hunger tolerance record.
As for snacks and stuff, after getting used to eating snacks made by my mother, I have long since drawn a line with them.
"Over there, there won't be a lot of people to disturb, and there's no need to go out~"
The cunning mother, after I calculated the gains and losses of everything, said the key lines.
Alas, it seems that I, Asami Wakatsuki, as a genius girl with senior home age, have to go out.
Alas, to be exact, back and forth twice.
Even now, I am convinced that going out like a fool and trying to walk outside like an idiot makes no sense and does not find any good.
Even if I step on these shoes and stomp on them cutely, I won't do anything good.
Some people firmly believe that they are well-informed, and an ancient person in my mother's country once said that it is better to read ten thousand books than to travel ten thousand miles. I was too lazy to overturn their conclusions, and I was not qualified or confident to deny their views, but that didn't stop me from embracing my own attachments.
I said from the beginning, I don't have any lofty ideals, and I'm content to be a hermit crab-like being.
"There's nothing happier in the world than staying at home for me, right?"
Before I met anyone, I came to a conclusion.
……
On the day of departure, I followed my mother for the first time in a long time, and crossed the low threshold that I had not stepped on for a long time.
The weather outside is not very good, I don't know how many dirty snowflakes swallowed, swirling and falling under the gray sky, coupled with many trees with ugly faces, a casual glance will make people feel bad.
Seeing this, I had not yet found enough courage to support my repentance, and although helpless, although reluctant, I put my hands in my pockets, shrunk my neck at the junction of my scarf and my shirt, and after asking for as much warmth as I could, I lifted my legs and walked outside.
"I'm out of the house."
I really hope that this is the last time in my life that I will have the opportunity to say something like this.
(Note: The above monologues are all Wakatsuki's numb native language, Japanese, if you can understand it, it means that you have a talent for learning languages.) )