Chapter 1194: The Same Night Sky
And Xia Xin, who was under the same night sky, was actually a little at a loss.
Most of the time, he doesn't think about anything, he doesn't care where he goes, and when he sees something interesting, he plays it, such as video games, such as machines, such as people, and does whatever he thinks.
Aimless!
He didn't want to go home as usual, thinking about whether to go to the entertainment city, to the company, or where to play.
When you hang out with the rich kids, it's usually either alcohol, women, or gambling, which are all things that are very intoxicating.
Xia Xin likes these now.
He wanted to drink again, and he could sleep after drinking.
The vibration in the pocket phone reminded him that Chen Mengqi was calling again.
-For Chen Mengqi, Xia Xin usually ignores it, and when he is in a good mood, he will reply, and if he is in a bad mood, he will not bother to take care of it, Xia Xin feels that he is really a scum now.
Chen Mengqi is one of the few women he has now who doesn't make him feel disgusting, they can talk together, go shopping, chat, and sleep, of course, it has to be when Xia Xin is in a good mood.
Now that he's in a bad mood, he doesn't even bother to reply to a message.
is still the same sentence, Xia Xin himself feels like a scumbag.
But what is amazing is that Chen Mengqi doesn't care at all, he is enthusiastic about Xia Xin, and he is always chatting and playing with her with great interest.
This made Xia Xin wonder for a while, is it true that men are not bad and women are not loved?
Even in the Communication University, where there are many beautiful women, Chen Mengqi is definitely a first-line beauty, Xia Xin has never understood what she likes about herself, what is love at first sight?
However, he doesn't care, if Chen Mengqi really breaks off his friendship with him, he will have one less place to sleep at night, he hates to sleep alone, that feeling makes him chill all over his body, extremely empty.
Therefore, Xia Xin just held it up, anyway, he was not bad for himself, and when he needed it, he could still go to Chen Mengqi to play.
But don't bother with it now.
Xia Xin walked aimlessly, until the sky was dark, and he didn't notice it until the pedestrians around him gradually became thinner.
Then a little drizzle fell on his shoulders, and soon the light rain turned into heavy rain, forcing pedestrians to flee in all directions, hurrying away, only Xia Xin, still wandering aimlessly on the streets, looking a little abrupt among these hurried pedestrians.
When he came back to his senses, only the streetlights on the side of the road and the boundless rainstorm accompanied him.
Moreover, Xia Xin found that he had unknowingly come to the community at home again, and he was subconsciously brought back with him.
Xia Xin turned his head directly and walked back.
I didn't walk out for a while, and suddenly I heard someone say, "Young man, it's raining so hard, don't go, come and take shelter from the rain, why are you walking back and forth." ”
Xia Xinyi turned his head and found that under the bus stop next to the roadside, there was also a person sheltering from the rain.
This is an old man who looks about 60 years old, with a kind smile on his old face, much like a kind grandfather next door, smiling at Xia Xin.
The old man also brought a board car, so he hid under the bus stop to avoid the rain.
However, the bus stop kiosk has fallen into disrepair, and only half of the kiosk on the top is gone, and the chairs on the lower side are gone.
I don't know whose pocket the money allocated above to build the station pavilion went into.
Xia Xin only glanced at him, and then continued to care about himself.
Just took two steps, and couldn't help but look back, he found that the old man had pushed the cart under the pavilion, and he was still standing upwind, helping the cart block the rain and preventing the wind from blowing the rain into the cart.
Xia Xin thought about it, but still went back.
"Why are you calling me?"
Anyway, no one will inexplicably call a stranger a metaphor, Xia Xin is living a muddy life, but he is not stupid.
The old man smiled kindly, "If you see a person, walking back and forth here in the torrential rain for more than ten times, you will not be able to bear it." ”
The old man said, retreated outside, and almost stood in the rain, and then moved the cart to his side, vacating the innermost and most wind-blocking position, and gave it to Xia Xin.
A little embarrassed smiled, "I'm sorry, my car is a little dirty, you stand inside, I won't touch you." ”
Xia Xin walked in stunned.
The old man smiled kindly and said, "It's out of love." ”
“……”
Xia Xin looked down at the ground and didn't speak.
The old man obviously had a lot to say, "What else can you worry about when you are young, you must be out of love,...... I'm right. ”
"Did you dump her, or did she dump you, or did you break up because of life? You've been walking for a long time, but you just don't go in, don't blame the uncle, I talk too much, in this life, there is no hurdle that can't be passed, if you like it, chase it, if you don't like it, pull it down, how can you have so much time to rub it here. ”
The old man smiled proudly at Xia Xin, as if to show his long life path.
"Ha, did you make me right again?"
Xia Xin wanted to say, uncle, you really don't have anyone right, but he didn't answer the old man's words very coldly, glanced at most of the old man's rain-soaked body, and said lightly, "Uncle, you think too much, I really don't lack girlfriends, as long as I want, I can find 10, 20, I think you better take care of yourself first." ”
"Hahaha, men who can deceive 10 or 20 little girls, they are all very slippery, but they are not as innocent as you, and they don't dare to go in when they come to the door."
“……”
Uncle debunked Xia Xin with a word.
Xia Xin ignored him, lifted the plastic bag on the top of the cart and looked at it, it was full of pears.
"Here's one, my pear is sweet."
The uncle enthusiastically stretched out his hand to help Xia Xin take it, but he felt that his hands were dirty, so he stopped sneering, "Come, take it yourself, take it yourself, take it if you want, it's not sweet and you don't want money." ”
"Okay, give me something that's not sweet."
"Hahaha, you're also interesting."
Xia Xin unceremoniously took a pear and nibbled on it.
"Anyway, I thought about it back then, I also chased a rich lady, and then I was ...... with my daughter-in-law."
"Don't be back then, just now," the uncle was only halfway through his words, but was interrupted by Xia Xin coldly, "If your choice is right, as for you to sell a broken pear here, it is estimated that you will not earn 100 yuan a day, how poor your life is, it is better to take care of yourself first, not people can teach people when they are old." ”
If it was Xia Xin in the past, he would never say such hurtful words, but now, he definitely doesn't want to be his former self anymore, it doesn't do any good, and in the end, he just won't get anything, he will definitely not be his former self, and he won't do those stupid things anymore.
"Hahaha, you're right, it's true that you can only earn more than 100 a day, but this is not a broken pear, I planted this pear myself, but it's sweet, and although life is tight, but life, I don't think the economy is the standard for measuring the quality of life, I have sons and daughters-in-law, they are very affectionate, they all go out to work, subsidize the family, earn tuition for the children, and give us two old people to support the elderly, I think it's very good."
"I still have grandchildren, the eldest grandson is very cute, just a little naughty, and granddaughter, although still young, but smart, very cute, son and daughter-in-law are very affectionate, grandchildren go to school together every day, the relationship is also very good, the family is happy, so ah, I think my original choice was right, and now I am very happy."
The uncle seemed to recall something, with a little pride, and with a little smug look to show off, "That tiger, it's really skinny, every day I pull my sister to run around, stingy, and get angry when I take a little bit of him, but it's good for my sister, as soon as someone bullies his sister, he rushes over......"
Xia Xin in the back couldn't hear it anymore, he only felt a faint pain in his heart, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
After a while, he came back to his senses and heard the uncle say, "I'm just idle now, grow some pears by myself, sell them upside down, buy some toys for the children, buy some food, how happy, hey, you...... Why are you crying? ”
"You read it wrong, it's the rain ......" Xia Xin replied lightly, and then took a bite of the pear and said, "Your pear is indeed quite sweet, sweet." ”
"Yes," the uncle looked at the tears on Xia Xin's face again, didn't say much, and said with a smug smile, "I just said, I planted it, quasi-sweet, the little girl bought my pears, and they all said that my pears are sweeter than my first love, but I like it, if it doesn't rain today, I will sell out and go home, and I promise to give Hu'er, Niuniu, teach them to write." ”
"First love? …… No wonder it's bitter and then sweet. ”
Xia Xin smiled and said, "My girlfriend also likes to eat pears very much, your pears are good, I want them all, just take them up to coax her, how much is it?" ”
"You want them all? The relationship is good, 2 yuan a catty, here, there are fifty or sixty catties, even if you are 100. ”
"Okay."
"Then I'll take you a sack and put it up for you."
"No, I want the cart too, I still have to push something over, you can buy a new one."
“……”
Xia Xin didn't say a word, and gave the old man more than 2,000 cash on his body.
Uncle thanked him a lot, and before leaving, he turned around 3 steps to encourage Xia Xin to come on, and if he likes it, he will chase it, there is nothing to rub into, he must be brave.
Then, disappeared into the rain.
He doesn't need to push the cart, he can go to take the bus, he wants to go to another bus station out of the city to take the bus, not far in front, the direct car, just save 2 yuan.
"Oh, I'm really lucky today, I met a nobleman, I bought a cart of pears, and the broken car is all gone, which saves a lot of trouble, and I can go back to Huzi Niuniu, buy a lot of toys, storybooks, ......"
The old man was very happy waiting for the bus......
Xia Xin looked at the pears in the cart, took another one casually, and regardless of the rain on the ground, he just leaned on the pillar behind him, sat down on the wetland, and gnawed gently.
It's just that from time to time he would look up at the stars, wanting to see something, but unfortunately, the sky was pitch black and he couldn't see anything.
And on the other side of the summer night, just squatting in the corner, hugging her knees, shrinking her body, she was very cold.
She occasionally looked around, but there was no one around, so she could only raise her gaze blankly to look at the dark night sky.
Just as it was customary at night in the past, he and she both liked to look at the endless night sky, to sigh at the vastness of the world and the beauty of the future.
Someday it will get better!
This is something that someone often says.
It's just that the night sky is still the same night sky, although the two of them are also looking at the same night sky, the people under this night sky have been separated.
One is sitting on the ground without any image, looking down like a playful bum, and the other is squatting in the corner, trying to shrink his body, looking at the world blankly.
The only thing they have in common is that both are homeless and at a loss for the future.
Xia Xin looked at the ground and muttered in a low voice.
"I ...... What are you doing again, you clearly said that you will never do such stupid things again, and you will never be your past self again......"
It's just that when he heard the old man talk about his brother and sister, a certain string in his heart moved.
Xia Xin casually touched the cart next to him, wanting to get another pear, but instead of touching the cold pear, he touched a warm and soft little hand, and the other party also held his hand......
And beside Xia Ye, there was also a person who walked slowly over with small steps, holding an umbrella, and then put the umbrella next to her petite body......