Chapter 15: The Scene of True Separation
The first rays of dawn pierced through the window and shone obliquely on his gentle face, and he slowly opened his eyes and lay blankly on the bed. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Don't...... Is it a dream?
Gently stretched out his hand, the damp musty smell seemed to be close in front of him, definitely not a dream, that kind of déjà vu fear, it is impossible to reproduce it so real flatly.
And that "mildness" is not a fiction out of thin air, which he knows better than anyone else.
When he was a child, he had a high fever, but due to the long time and other reasons, so that now, he doesn't even remember what the cause is, the only thing he still remembers is that after that high fever, he will always inexplicably appear in the infinite loop corridor last night, and meet the mirror-like self.
But that's not himself, he will cry and laugh, he will be sad and afraid, there are always some interesting topics to talk about when the two meet, the corridor at that time is not at all the current dilapidated appearance, there are Wen Wen's favorite toys and his favorite game console, for Wen Wen at that time, that place was a paradise.
Because he will not laugh at himself, nor will he ask himself to study, nor will he compare himself with other people's children, and when he is with him, there is only ease.
Gradually, however, everything changed.
Gentleness immersed in his own world became more and more withdrawn, and if he could, he could even go a whole day without saying a word to anyone else, because for Gentleness at that time, he preferred to be with himself in the cloister than in the outside world.
This leads directly to mildness becoming more and more reticent, more and more detached from the real world.
The mild strangeness caught the attention of his parents, who were horrified of the changes in their child.
That's right, fear.
For the people of that era, this kind of gentle behavior is no less than the terrible "ghost body", people are always full of fear of what they don't know, let alone their own relatives, it is not only fear, but also mixed with worry.
The answer given by the doctor for his child's bell behavior is schizophrenia.
In the 90s, people were far from understanding mental illness, and people's understanding seemed to be blank, but there was a consensus that this disease was very terrible and could not be cured.
Faced with the gentleness of sometimes being silent, sometimes laughing alone, and sometimes talking to himself, his mother almost cried dry tears, but his father did not give up hope, and they found the best doctors to treat him.
Under the guidance of the psychiatrist, Gentle gradually realized that he was unusual, and he slowly began to hate life in the cloister, the place that had brought him so much joy, and finally, he began to dislike the "self" who was in line with his own heart.
In the end, under the inducement of the doctor, Wen Wen completely broke with himself in the illusion corridor, and the two of them fought, accusing each other of being wrong, and it was only then that Wen Wen suddenly discovered that the "Wenwen" in front of him was exactly the same as what he wanted to do.
That is, to leave here forever and go out into the outside world.
In the fierce negotiations, the root nature of the two gradually revealed, although they are both gentle, but they are completely different, the gentle personality is peaceful in nature, unwilling to care too much, many times would rather be wronged than agree to other people's requests, many times will not show their true emotions, and the other "gentle" personality is intense, with an almost crazy persistence, everything in his heart is written on his face, he is not as smooth as a gentle personality, love and hate are like the Chu River Han realm, There will be absolutely no confusion.
The surface personality, that is, the current gentleness, is actually not very willing to conflict with his other personality, and in the end, he even decides to let the inner personality go out and live alone in this corridor, but the other inner personality does not think so.
I want him to disappear and never appear again.
With the help of the doctor and his parents, the peaceful personality of the inner personality was guided, while the other personality with a darker personality and slightly flawed inner personality was sealed in the corridor by himself forever.
It was almost a devastating experience, as if he had killed himself with his own hands, and after all these years, Gentle still couldn't forget the look on his face when his other self looked at him, and he couldn't forget the silent resentment.
"Really, what the hell was I thinking?"
Gently and self-deprecatingly smiled, after all, everything last night was still too illusory, but in the end, he squinted at his appearance, and the cold and biting feeling was really the same as more than ten years ago.
"Knock knock ......"
With a banging sound of going upstairs, the neatly dressed Ai Ruo appeared in front of Wen Wen, and when she saw her formal dress, Wen Wen asked curiously, "What are you going to do?" ”
"Go to the knight's branch in the city to receive the canonization of supernumerary knights." Ai Ruo tilted his head slightly and whispered, "Your injury...... Is it better? ”
Wen Wen reached out and patted his chest, smiling at Ai Ruo.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, and the doctor's medicine is still very effective."
"That'...... That's good. ”
Ai Ruo's hesitant appearance made Wen Wen a little concerned, but seeing her like this, it is estimated that he will not get any useful answers if he asks, licked his somewhat chapped lips, and said softly: "Go quickly, it's better to do something like this early." ”
“…… Well. ”
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It was another quiet day, and in the evening Ai Ruo finally returned, and her tiredness could be seen at a glance, although she did not show it in front of her mother, but after going to the attic, Ai Ruo collapsed on the gentle bed regardless of her image.
Standing by the window gently, looking at the strange world outside the window wordlessly, just when he wanted to sigh, Ai Ruo, who was lying on the bed, suddenly spoke up.
"I've decided!" Ai Ruo, who turned over and sat up, stared at gentleness, and his tone was extremely serious, "The title of the Supernumerary Knights is still for you, and tomorrow I will go to the knight branch to explain everything that happened at that time, and this honor should belong to you." ”
"Alright, alright."
Wen smiled helplessly, turned back and continued to look out the window: "You know I don't care about this, my only wish now is to go home, and I don't have the strength of you, even if you let me go to that knight branch to be a supernumerary knight, I won't be of much use, besides, maybe one day I will suddenly go back, and I can't take this thing away, so it's better to leave it to you." ”
"But...... I don't want to go. Ai Ruo lowered his head and bit his lip, "Otherwise, I'll teach you some combat skills!" ”
"Aha?!"
Gentle looked at Ai Ruo with a look of IQ arrears: "I...... Why am I learning combat skills? ”
"You are a big man, how can you do it if you don't have the ability to protect yourself, don't worry, your physical fitness is good, you will be able to master it soon, wahahahahahaha...... I'm going to be a master! Be a master~~~"
"That ......" gently held his forehead and looked at Ai Ruo with a smile on his face in front of him speechlessly, "I haven't agreed yet." ”
"Be a master...... Hahahaha......"
Did you accidentally turn on the switch of this girl's secondary two disease?