Yamato's bravery

"Deep Sea...... Ship mother? Yamato muttered word by word, she didn't know why Kaga said these words, but she inexplicably felt that what she said made a lot of sense, although she was a deep-sea ship girl, but she still had the same throbbing as the ship girl, and wanted to have her own admiral. I don't know why, but it's like an innate nature that can't be erased no matter what.

"The Deep-Sea Ship Lady needs a Admiral too, doesn't she?" Yamato hesitated for a moment, but then spoke slowly, wanting to know the answer to the question.

"Although the king never said whether it was necessary or not, it seems to me," Kaga sighed deeply at this point, "that we are the same as the ship's maidens, and although we are called the deep sea, the enemies of all admirals, we have the same pain and joy, and there is no difference. The difference is only our name, one is the ship mother, and the other is the deep sea. ”

"And eldest sister, you can clearly feel your liking for the Admiral, this feeling has nothing to do with the ship's mother and the deep sea, it can't be faked." Kaga turned to look at the plain white ceiling above her head and muttered, "Like is like, you can't hide it no matter what." ”

"Is it as obvious as the words written on the face?" Yamato asked softly, she could feel that kind of emotion just like Kaga, even if she told herself countless times that it was just an illusion of herself, but she still couldn't wave that strange figure and feeling out of her heart, like a deep-rooted existence, rooted fiercely.

"Yes," Kaga nodded with a shudder, "If the eldest sister really wants to continue to hide her thoughts, I can't say anything, after all, it's your own thoughts, eldest sister, I ...... I can only watch from the sidelines, and I feel deep regret for you. ”

Hearing such an answer, Yamato was silent and did not speak. I just asked myself in my heart whether I wanted to be a coward who didn't dare to do anything and didn't dare to say anything, or whether I was as brave as myself in battle.

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"I won't let you go hungry again, after all, you're ...... I don't want to see it. This was him speaking to himself at the seaside, and although I don't know what kind of emotion the figure had in mind to say such a thing, I can still feel a deep and almost solidified concern in retrospect.

"In that case...... You must be tired, right? Jiqi, who was standing by the sea, looked at him sideways, his eyes as gentle as a stream. Obviously, he is the flagship of the delusional fleet, and he has to shoulder the responsibility of the secretary ship of the town guard, and even has to worry about the life of Funimi, and sometimes he has to fight hungry. ”

It was the first time she had heard such gentle and caring words, and her daily job in the Deep Sea Town Guard Mansion was to calculate the remaining resources and take care of the playful king like a child. When fighting, take the Deep Sea Delusion Fleet and defeat the Admirals who want to invade the Deep Sea Territory.

And the night is her time alone, curled up in the corner of the cold bed, looking at the cold moonlight outside the window, silently in a daze, not knowing what to do and not knowing what to do. It was the time when she was most helpless and longing for company, but no one ever said warm care.

And for such words, her response was still cold, and even what he said at the end, she did not give a positive answer, but like a fool.

"What if...... If you're not happy in the future, you can come here to me, and I'll ...... Waiting for you. The boy finally mustered up the courage to say such a thing, and in addition to looking at him in a daze, he only said a polite thank you, and his tone did not fluctuate in the slightest, like an ice cube that rejected people thousands of miles away, except for the chill that was piercing.

Now, if he can still say something like that to himself, his answer will definitely be yes, and he will definitely look at him seriously and say in a deep voice, I will, I will definitely come to you.

But...... Time can never be turned back, even if she has great power. Now she can only fantasize about her beautiful thoughts in her heart, fantasize about a happy ending, and there is nothing left for the facts that have happened.

"I'm very unhappy right now, I'm ...... Can I go to you? Yamato turned sideways, clutched the sheet in front of her, and asked in a low and hard voice, she didn't know why she was so cowardly, obviously she just liked it, she liked it so much that she couldn't control it, and she liked it until she always had him in her mind, but ...... But I just don't have the courage to say it, that is, I don't have the courage to announce to everyone that I like to gather prayers and like this stupid admiral.

Is it fear...... Would anyone laugh at themselves that the deep sea has a soft spot for an admiral? But he is already in the deep sea, and he has crawled out of the abyss of hell, so what is there to be afraid of? No matter how terrible the pictures and scenes are, what can be darker than the abyss?

But...... Why did he hide in this small room and hesitate, standing in the same place in the torrential rain and refusing to move forward, obviously his whole body had been completely drenched by the pouring rain, and he was still so stubborn that he was unwilling to stand in front of him holding a paper umbrella and silently waiting for his figure, just looking at him silently, through the white rain curtain.

"Eldest sister, if you have to make a decision, hurry up, otherwise I can't help but strike first, if such an excellent admiral doesn't grasp it early, it will be snatched away directly by others." Kaga whispered from the side, encouragement in her voice. She knows that her eldest sister is good at everything, she can cook and manage the town guard, and she also has an extremely good performance in battle, but only for love, she knows six out of seven - she doesn't know anything.

There's no way she can help with this kind of thing, and if she can't even learn to express this kind of thing, then even if she helps Yamato speak out, the final outcome will probably be scattered.

Just like the book says, if you like this kind of thing, others will know about it, hidden in your heart, only you know it, and the person you like will always ...... I don't know.

Yamato, who was lying next to Kaga, listened silently, blinking her eyes quietly, her slender eyelashes dividing all the time into small pieces little by little, as if there were words she wanted to say to Jiqi, like a silent music, playing in light and shadow.

"I see, I'll talk about it." It took a long time for Yamato to reply in a whisper, her voice dissipating little by little in the wind coming in through the window, and leaving with her cowardice.

She Yamato has never been a timid person, whether it is combat or other aspects, even if it is the love she is not good at, she is still the dashing deep-sea flagship. So now she's decided to say her thoughts directly to Jiqi like Kaga, without the slightest hesitation.