In an instant, Zhao Xiaotian was stunned!

stared at the chick in his arms with wide eyes, and suddenly the tears on his face and the bitter sadness that went deep into the bone marrow suddenly surprised him for some reason.

His hands were still tightly wrapped around her long-trained, soft and powerful waist and elastic buttocks, and I really didn't know if I should quickly push her away from my arms.

At least according to his understanding, this female tyrannosaurus was born with a fierce and violent personality, and her style of acting has always been more fierce than that of the masters, and she is definitely not the kind of pitiful weak woman.

Even last time, when he was taken hostage to the wilderness by the bandits, he almost died and injured his back, but he never frowned and shed a tear.

"I just came back from special training the day before yesterday, but ...... But Zhao Xiaotian, do you know what I experienced just last night? However, after a while, Lan Yudie slowly raised her head again, staring at him with teary eyes, and muttering hoarsely.

The delicate body kept trembling, and the grief and misery on her face became even more intense, "I'll tell you now, just last night, I went to investigate a case, but on the East Fourth Ring Road, I suddenly encountered a violent incident of robbers robbing a jewelry store at gunpoint!" ”

The voice was hoarse and sorrowful, "There are five robbers, all of whom are the kind of ruthless characters who kill people without blinking. They're masked like that, and everyone has a shotgun in their hand......"

"I got the news and immediately rushed over from the neighborhood. The shop has been smashed, and the robbers have already ......"

Tears poured out like a flood that burst its banks again!

At this moment, how can you still find the past, the bold and fierce style of pure masters, under the tearful eyes, only the pain of being too deep into the bone marrow.

The voice was hoarse and sobbed, "Under the guns of those robbers, two clerks on duty died, and one of the women, who was shopping for jewelry, also died!" ”

But in an instant, the grief of the soul-devouring collarbone struck, and he couldn't cry anymore, "But do you know that those two clerks, girls in their early twenties, are in the best years of women, and they haven't had time to fall in love, get married, and have children, so they died like this......"

"Do you know that the woman who is shopping for jewelry, with a big belly, is about to become a mother! Before he could take a look at his child, he died like this. And the child in her belly, before she had time to open her eyes to see the world, was gone......"

A heart-rending howl, "Do you know how painful it was for me to see a few innocent people lying in a pool of blood just like that, wringing bags full of jewelry, swaggering into a van and driving away......

"At that moment, I really wanted to be able to exchange my life for the child in the belly of that pregnant woman, and open my eyes to see the world. I really want to rush up and fight those robbers desperately, even if I die......"

"But I can't, I know, all to no avail......"

For a moment, the strength of his whole body seemed to be completely drained, and his delicate body trembled violently, so he lay weakly on his shoulder, crying profusely.

"I have always considered myself an excellent policeman who punishes rape and eliminates evil, and I have always been proud of myself......"

But now, I finally realized that I was wrong! I'm so weak that I can't do anything in the face of such heinous violence! As a policeman, you can't protect the lives and property of ordinary people, you can only watch innocent people suffer miserably, and you will never understand what kind of pain it is......"

For a while, Zhao Xiaotian looked at her face that was already full of tears and couldn't cry, and there was an inexplicable melancholy and sigh in his heart.

The snort is so sour, how can I not realize that as a policeman who has long regarded the cause of punishing adultery and eliminating evil and protecting the safety of people's lives and property as more important than life, in the face of such a tragedy, what kind of heartache and how unforgettable paleness and powerlessness is?

But at this time, the Adam's apple was agitating up and down, and I didn't know what to comfort.

The only thing he could do was to take her in his arms and gently pat her shoulder with one hand, hoping to make her feel better.

"Last night, I knelt in the morgue in front of the bodies of these innocent people all night......" After a long time, Lan Yudie slowly raised her head again, and muttered in a dejected and depressed voice.

"I have always been so naïve to think that as long as I strengthen my training to improve my ability, as long as I have the determination and courage to treat death as home, I will be a qualified policeman and will protect the lives and property of ordinary people!"

"But now, I finally know that I was wrong. Many times, I am still too weak, and in the face of such a really ruthless gangster, I am so pale and powerless after all, so weak and weak! ”

A desolate and bitter smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "Last night, kneeling in front of the bodies of several people, I thought a lot!" Perhaps, if I can get to the scene of the crime earlier, and if I can have a strong martial arts cultivation like you, those few ordinary people will not die, and those robbers will not succeed......"

"So I decided that I wanted to learn from a teacher, and I longed for a strong martial arts. Maybe now, I have only laid the foundation and started to practice martial arts, and it is too late. But I will definitely put in 10 times more effort than others, and I believe that there will always be some benefits. I also believe that when I come back, I will definitely be a better policeman, and this kind of tragedy last night will definitely not happen again......"

"And grandpa, too, is quite supportive of my idea. I also took the initiative to contact a hermit master who seemed to be a famous martial arts family, and asked me to worship under his name and be a registered disciple! ”

"Early this morning, I have completed the leave without pay, and in two hours, I will go to learn from the teacher, and I will leave the ......"

Zhao Xiaotian sighed lightly, and didn't know what to say.

"I don't know when I'll come back when I'm leaving." After a long time, Lan Yudie murmured faintly, "Maybe three years, maybe five years......"

"Grandpa's body is still strong, and with my brother and sister-in-law taking care of me, I can rest assured......" Raising his head, Pear Blossom looked at his cheek with rain, "But the only thing I can't let go of is your ......"

"I want to come and see you and say goodbye."

His expression darkened, and he wanted to cry, "I also want to get a final result, I don't want to leave regrets when I leave......"

(End of chapter)