late at night

The stars are shining, each shining in the dark night sky, like a girl who likes to blink, flickering constantly.

Jiqi sat on the balcony by the windowsill, the porcelain floor at his feet glowing in the cold and bleak moonlight. Wales was next to him, his little head resting on his somewhat thin shoulders, and his long blonde hair hung down like a curtain. Their hands were propped up on the floor, their slightly curved fingertips intertwined, carefully touching each other.

"Admiral, they all say that everyone has their own constellation in the sky, so where is my constellation?" Wales pointed to the night sky, which was as bright as fireworks, and his eyes were full of curiosity.

Constellations are a kind of predictive personality and fortune that Ji Qi has seen in the library.,It's a kind of divination with a speculative nature.,There's nothing scientific at all.,But it's surprisingly attractive to girls.。 Jiqi didn't know where Wales knew about these things, but thinking that the only one who was usually close to her was Noah's Ark, this housegirl who would rather stay in the room for the rest of her life was familiar with these things.

"Horoscopes are generally divided according to the month in which each person was born, for example, March to April is the enthusiastic Aries, and September to October is the peaceful Libra." Speaking of this episode, Qi suddenly remembered something, he scratched his head and smiled awkwardly, "But Wales, I don't know your birthday yet, so I'm not sure about your zodiac sign." ”

As a commander, he didn't even know about the birthday of the wedding ship, which should be regarded as a dereliction of duty. Thinking of this, his face flushed slightly.

"It's June 25th." Wales said earnestly with a sideways face. "I remember very well, that was the day when I met the Admiral, and the Admiral at that time was not as bold as he is now, and even greeted me with a red face and a bowed head." She thought back to her first meeting in the past, and a light smile came to her lips.

"Indeed, at that time I was just a poor boy with nothing, and suddenly having you, a girl as beautiful as an angel, made me look forward to the future and a little afraid, because I was afraid that you would not look down on me, a poor admiral." He laughed self-deprecatingly, but his right hand on the ground gripped the girl's outstretched wrist even tighter. "In June, it's Cancer, a sign that looks like a crab when it comes together. Such girls are often gentle and innocent, and sometimes they like to fantasize. But just look at these things, there's no need to take them seriously. Jiqi didn't continue to talk about the things in the horoscope book, but just gave a general idea.

"Is this all a lie?" Wales was somewhat incomprehensible. "But Noah's Ark told me this with a serious face, not like a joke."

"How so? Most of these things are in a range, because most people think they are better than others, and almost no one thinks they are the worst. So the people who wrote these horoscopes seized on people's vanity and recorded the qualities that people thought were good. For example, gentleness and kindness, courage and enthusiasm. After that, some surveys and studies were added to divide these emotions into people born in different months, and only then did the horoscope speak that determines the personality. Jiqi had read many similar books, and each one was almost the same, and he was not interested in these books on predicting fortunes, so he hardly believed in the prophecies written in them.

"Is this just a statistic?" Wales seems to have some understanding. "Make a rough count of the personalities of people born in the same month, and then draw incomplete conclusions."

"That's true." Jiqi nodded.

"Then why did Noah's Ark say that many girls believe in this, and also use horoscopes to predict what kind of boy they will meet in the future, which is the kind of person who is destined for life."

"Because human beings can never predict exactly what will happen in the future, and they will never be able to control what will happen after that. But this could not stop their fantasies and speculations, hence the astrological theory similar to divination. Jiqi looked into the girl's bewildered eyes, and continued, "They think they are the masters of this world, how can they be in control if they can't even predict their own future?" Therefore, many kings in the past were very superstitious about witchcraft divination, thinking that this was the fate of the future. But I don't believe in the so-called predictions and prophecies, the reason why life is called a journey full of uncertainty is because you can never know what will happen in the next moment, what will be foreseen in the next second. It's like my encounter with Wales, I can never imagine what you look like until you come out, whether you are shy or generous, these things are unknown to me at that time, and it is because of these many unknowns that we are where we are now, so that I can hold your hand. Jiqi sighed, he didn't know why he was talking so much, like a stupid chatterbox, obviously he only needed to talk to the girl about the horoscope like it was written in the love book, and try to avoid too sensational conversations. But Ji Qi didn't think that such a statement at this moment was correct, because love was not a pre-set program with a fixed routine, but the future was full of many uncertainties like the future in his mouth.

He looked at the girl who seemed to understand or not, and knew that what he said was still too difficult for a ship girl who only knew the admiral, even if they could cry and laugh like ordinary girls, but they did not have the same freedom as ordinary girls, once they decided to admiral, the payment may be a lifetime, and as the only pillar in Wales' heart, what Jiqi can do is to give warmth and care to such a fragile girl as much as possible.

"So sometimes the future is something that cannot be trusted, your future will not come out in other people's predictions, it will only appear in your hands, what you want the future to look like, now you have to use your own hands to create what you expect." He said in a deep voice that he hoped Wales would be able to return to its original self with his encouragement, instead of being timid, uneasy and uneasy by past failures, as it is now. He knew that Wales was timid and scared in the same place, and what she needed most now was his encouragement and support, like a push, to give her the courage to move forward.

"And what does the Admiral want me to become?" Wales looked at Jiqi as if he wanted to see hope and hope in his eyes.

"It's not what I want you to become, it's what you want you to be in the future. Even if I am the Admiral, I am not qualified to ask you for anything, your future can only be decided by you, it is not something I can decide. Jiqi said softly, but his tone was as hard as a rock. He knew that if he said it, Wales would do everything in his power to become what he said he was, which was not what he wanted, and it was not what Wales wanted.

Just like the story in that book of proverbs, the story of the witch and the knight of King Arthur who wanted to control their own destiny. For the sake of the kingdom's fateful knight reluctantly walked into the marriage room with the ugly witch, thinking that what was waiting for him was a painful future, but he didn't expect that what was waiting for him in bed was a peerless beauty. The witch told the knight that she was only able to maintain her current appearance for half of the day, and that she would be an ugly witch the other half. She asked the knight, "Do you want to be in front of your friends with a beautiful woman during the day and sleep with an ugly witch at night, or do you want to be in everyone's sight with an ugly witch during the day and spend the spring night with a beautiful woman?" This is a single multiple-choice question for ordinary people, whether to save face in front of everyone or to have peace of mind, it seems that it is difficult to choose between both. But the knight did not suffer, and he gave the witch the power to choose, telling her that your fate is up to you. At the end of the story, the witch chooses that both day and night are beautiful, and the knight spends a happy life with her.

At that time, I read the whole book and thought about it for a long time, and finally knew what the story wanted to express. Destiny is something that should be held in the palm of your hand, and no one is in a position to dictate your choices, even if it is the most important part of your life.

Jiqi stared at the hesitant girl with a sideways face, hoping that she would make her own decision.

Wales watched as Jiqi lowered her head and was silent for a long time, she didn't know how to answer the Admiral's question now, she simply thought that what she did next would determine her life.

The evening breeze passed by the two of them like a passing time, and the whole world became silent in an instant, as if everyone was waiting for the girl's answer. I don't know how long later, Wales slowly looked up, her face was not the sadness and cowardice of the time, there was only a new peace, she raised her hand and pressed it on Jiqi's shoulder, and pushed him to the cold floor, looking at him condescendingly, her eyes as fierce as a big bad wolf.

"What's wrong with you, Wales?" I was a little overwhelmed in the face of the sudden collection of prayers.,I don't understand the girl's intentions.。

"The Admiral was scared by me?" Wales smiled, her slender hands climbing up the side of Jiqi's face little by little, like a tough king staring at the courtiers lying below. "Admiral, now I've figured it out and understood what I want to be."

"What...... Appearance? Jiqi's tone stuttered slightly, and he felt that something unexpected would happen next.

"I want to be the Knight King of the Admiral, and I will always and forever occupy the Admiral." Wales changed her previous weak appearance and was as tough as a ruling queen, she reached out and slipped under Jiqi's thin clothes and began to swim like a snake, like an aggressive rainstorm, stripping the little white rabbit under her who was powerless to resist little by little, revealing her white and seductive skin.

"Wales, you ...... Are you okay? Jiqi asked timidly, now that the status of him and the girl seems to have been reversed, the other party has become a wolf who takes the initiative to attack, and he is the sheep to be slaughtered.

"It's okay, I've never had a better time now." Wales lay on Jiqi's chest and murmured softly, his nimble fingers roaming over his tender skin. "I now know what I hope for, just to have no regrets, just like now, I start doing whatever I want in my heart."

"So what do you want to do now, Wales?" Jiqi asked softly.

"What do you think? My Queen's Chef. Wales smiled coquettishly, and lifted his ear hair to kiss the seductive lips hard.

A feeble whimper came from Jiqi's throat, like a clarion call to attack, making the Welsh offensive even stronger. She hugged the thin body in her arms tightly, letting her inner desires take the lead, and responding forcefully to the other party's weak appearance.

She looked at the red-faced and gasping teenager, and for the first time she felt a different sense of satisfaction, like the joy of conquest.