"Let's go, let's go back first." Lin Qian stood up and wiped her face, wanting to go back to the dormitory to rest.

"What are you going back to," Ye Lu stopped her, "Let's go to KTV to sing." ”

"You don't have a mission today, do you?" Xue Zihan asked.

"Don't brush it, Jiang Xiaobin has already been released by me." Ye Lu said with a smile, "Sisters are the most important, don't care about anything today, don't think about anything, just a few of us go out to wave." ”

Who is crying "Love When You Die" in the box all day long, who is singing "Happy Birthday to Me" in the lonely and lonely solo in the box, who is singing "It's just a woman, easy to fall in love, always trapped by love...... and who is singing "Happy breakup, I wish you happiness, you can find better". "Who sang and sang and cried, cried and cried and laughed and fell silent. Loneliness is the carnival of one person, and carnival is the loneliness of a group of people. They're tired of singing, they're crazy enough, and they're going to go back to the real world. There is always an insurmountable gap between the real world and the illusion in my heart, they are so mutually exclusive and opposite, as if they are just separated by a layer of cellophane, through the window, I see the self I want to be, but when I look in the mirror, I am still so haggard, and I am ruthlessly beaten back to my original form.

Ye Lu's mobile phone sent another message from Jiang Xiaobin, "Hey, how are you doing over there?" ”

"It's completely broken, these two are model couples who are childhood sweethearts in school, they can make it like this, I don't believe in love anymore." Ye Lu replied.

"You never believed in love at all." Jiang Xiaobin complained.

"What do you mean by that?" Ye Lu retorted, although he felt that his words also made some sense.

"Otherwise, so many people are chasing you, why don't you talk about the partner?"

Yes, why can't I never open my heart to others? She never gives others any chance, nor gives herself a chance, so she has been isolating herself from the outside world, and sometimes she can't figure it out, so she replied, "Alas, you say, will I not like men at all, but actually like women?" ”

"Don't be funny, just you? Impossible. Jiang Xiaobin replied in seconds.

"Why?"

"If you really like women, you don't rush to post it if the demon sister is so good?"

"Oh." Every time Ye Lu was speechless, he let out an oh, which meant to let Jiang Xiaobin wash and sleep.

Ye Lu didn't go to the Internet café again for the next few days, either to accompany Lin Qian to relax, or on the way to accompany Lin Qian. The three sisters in the dormitory all put down what they were doing and turned into intimate little padded jackets, accompanying her to eat, go shopping, and chat every day.

But this pastime is just self-deception after all, Lin Qian only feels that the more dull the life is, the more suffocating it is. When you walk to the cafeteria, you can see the two of them sitting facing each other after cooking, holding spoons and feeding each other's least favorite garlic; Walking to the playground, you can see that the two of them agreed to go for a morning run together and take an evening walk together; When you walk into the classroom, you can see the grimaces drawn on each other's books when the two of them sat at the same desk and took notes, laughing at the accent of which teacher together; Walking to the music square, you can see the bench where the two sat together, spending the afternoon together holding a cup of milk tea and snuggling up to each other by the lake for a whole afternoon. Even the drawing boards we used together, the snacks we ate together, the music we listened to together, and the movies we watched together, all lingered in my mind, and the more I tried to forget, the more I remembered them.

It turns out that it is not that your shadow is everywhere in my life, but that you have always been deeply rooted in my heart, and you are like a shadow wherever you go.

It's not that you can't let go of this kind of thing, but that you can't let yourself go. Lin Qian listened to the sisters tell her jokes, laughed and laughed and suddenly cried, crying and saying that Chen Yang had told her this joke before.

She began to return to the knot that could not be unscrewed, thinking that if she tied her heart to the kite, the longer the string was released, the more she could let go, but it turned out that the long threads released had formed calluses, wrapped herself in a hard shell, and created a huge maze for herself, no matter which direction she went, she would eventually return to the starting point.

Confiding in others is a way to vent your heart. Lin Qian remembered it over and over again, and told it over and over again, and every time she said it, her heart felt better for a few hours.

Listening to others tell them about their sadness is a kind of courage to give. When I heard it for the first time, I was sad for her, angry for her, and upset for her; After listening to it two or three times, I only felt that this person was a little ink, a little pretentious, and a little pestering; After hearing it four or five times, you will think that this person should not be Xianglin's sister-in-law, right? Didn't this girl's brain drop Watt? I just want to interrupt her, escape from her, and get back to my normal life. After all, no one wants to be wrapped in this kind of gloomy and depressed negative emotions for a long time, everyone doesn't want the dark side of their hearts to be resonated, we are the flowers of the motherland chasing the optimistic sunshine, there are thirty-six strategies for the best strategy of the divine power to protect the body, will not be infected by the turbidity of this world.

Ye Lu began to worry about Lin Qian, worried that she would not be able to get out, she suddenly had an idea, she wanted Lin Qian to start a relationship again as soon as possible, don't people often say that if you want to forget the last relationship as soon as possible, the best way is to start a new relationship? Although the new relationship may not be successful, at least someone will not be so uncomfortable if someone pampers someone and hurts someone. If she is hurt again, then start another paragraph, so that she can get used to it after being hurt more and more, and she will not be easily injured when she gets used to the pain, and this is how she understood her initial view of the relationship. There is no such thing as a long-lasting commitment, feelings can be replaced, time will dilute everything, will slowly change themselves, and slowly forget that person.

Ye Lu dialed Jiang Xiaobin's phone: "Hey, Jiang Xiaobin? I'll give you a task, and I'll send me a few reliable people to chase Lin Qian right away. ”

"Don't be funny, didn't she just fall out of love? Can she agree to chase her now? Jiang Xiaobin had a very surprised reaction on the phone.

"You're stupid, it's best for a girl to chase when you're sad, don't you know? She will be very touched if you treat her well. Ye Lu taught.

"My brothers either have girlfriends, or they are more unreliable than me, so don't think about it."

"It's better if it's unreliable, if you can catch up with Lin Qian now, Lin Qian definitely doesn't really mean it to him, and the man is sad when he is the scorer. I just want to have a boy by her side now, just spoil her and be good to her. ”

"What kind of logic are you? Haven't you had a bad brain these two days? Rushing to find a scumbag, date? Scattered again? Isn't this just a matter of being fed up? If people are stupid, they should read more, don't talk about love and love every day, if you don't agree with each other, you will die or live, are you tired or not? Jiang Xiaobin was anxious at that end, and splitting his head and covering his face was a scolding.

"I don't care about it, I don't care about pulling it down." Ye Lu hung up the phone in a fit of rage, in fact, she didn't know whether this approach was right or wrong, but the only way she could come up with to solve the dilemma in front of her.

Jiang Xiaobin on the other side, although he muttered to her again, he still dialed the phone, "Hey? Brother Dong? I'll tell you good news, buddy just heard it, Lin Qian, the girl you always wanted to chase when you were a freshman and didn't catch it was just dumped, and you're sad, well, yes, you just need to ...... Another? Which one? Ye Lu, you say? No, don't even think about it, let me tell you, she's just a big man, yes, it's better for Lin Qian......"

Ye Lu returned to the dormitory alone, lay on the bed and began to think about the inexplicable quarrel with Jiang Xiaobin just now, maybe he was right, maybe Lin Qian would be hurt a second time if he did this, wouldn't it be more pitiful. She always thinks about things with too much sense of substitution, she thinks of Lin Qian as herself, but what if Lin Qian is not as strong as herself, what if she can't be more frustrated and brave, Lin Qian has always been such a conceited existence, if she encounters another one who is not sincere, what if she can't think about it. She didn't think about these things in detail, so she hurriedly made a decision for others, and suddenly regretted it a little.

Thinking about it, and thinking about Jiang Xiaobin, maybe he was more thoughtful than he thought, and he refused her just to help her. Although he did everything he did to kidnap and deceive his husbands, at least he was good to himself, and what was good to him was a good person. No matter how good he is to others, if he is not good to himself, he is a bad person. Thinking like this, she was completely angry with Jiang Xiaobin.

The phone flashed suddenly, and when I opened it, it was Jiang Xiaobin who sent another message, "Hey, I haven't played the game for a few days, and the demon sister misses you." ”

Ye Lu put down the phone and ignored him, only thinking that his words were angry and funny.

After a while, another message came, only to see that it was a screenshot, and the screenshot was the game dialog.

【Deputy Gang Leader】Half-demon: Little rabbit?

[Deputy Gang Leader] Little Meng Rabbit: What's the matter, Sister Demon?

[Deputy Gang Leader] Half-Demon: I haven't seen Twilight Rain for a few days, do you have her contact information?

[Deputy Gang Leader] Xiaomengtu: Eh, the demon sister has something to do with her?

[Deputy Gang Leader] Half-demon: I think she seems to want to practice dragon fighting, but if she doesn't do it in the past few days, she won't be able to keep up with the progress.

[Deputy Gang Leader] Little Mengtu: Well, I'll call her.

The demon sister actually remembers me? Ye Lu's eyes were about to burst into stars when she thought of being moved, well, I played the game for the sake of the demon sister, not Jiang Xiaobin, so she replied, "There will be no class tomorrow and Saturday, and I will make an appointment." ”

Jiang Xiaobin replied, "I have an elective tomorrow afternoon, and the instructor has been staring at me so closely lately that I don't dare to run." ”

"Tease, there are still times when you are afraid." Ye Lu said, "Nacheng, I'll go to Chaofan and wait for you first." ”

"Nope." Jiang Xiaobin quickly replied to a message, "If you go by yourself, there must be flies around you, you come over to teach my brother first, and then go together after class." ”

"Oh." Ye Lu closed the dialog box, thinking that Jiang Xiaobin should be very conscious of washing and sleeping.