Chapter 11 I was never a Buddha when I walked on earth
Looking at his teacher's old eyes, Wukong closed his eyes.
"Wukong, I know you're feeling uncomfortable now, but now, what you have to face is this thing, the old man has lived for one hundred and twenty years, and the old man has not practiced martial arts all his life, so it is impossible for me to suppress my heartbeat like my junior brother, and reduce the activity of my body to just the minimum conditions necessary for survival, even if you use a lot of drugs to extend your life to the old man over the years, the old man also knows that it is about to dry up."
At this time, this old man's eyes were so bright, and it was because of such brightness that little Wukong felt helpless.
"Buddhism pays attention to Wukong, that's why I named you Wukong, not so that you can be like the great sage, to achieve the position of fighting and defeating the Buddha, but you can really learn the state of 'emptiness', everything is empty, at that time, the shackles on your body will disappear, and at that time, you get great freedom, not the current constraints."
Goku's eyes were still tightly closed, but when he heard his teacher's words, Goku shook his head.
"Are you trying to say you'll never realize? How is it possible, maybe you will realize it a moment before you die, maybe you will realize it at a certain moment after I die, this thing is all by chance, but when the opportunity comes, whether you, a child, are willing to comprehend it is another matter. ”
After saying such a long list of words, the old monk began to gasp, he still couldn't bear such a large amount of exercise, but even if the old man knew that his body couldn't bear it now, the old man still wanted to continue: "Wukong, I know that you have been different from us since you were born, after all, not everyone can survive in that kind of ape life, and you grow so strong, but, Wukong, you will always lose all your restraints, Even if the presence of our people imposes some shackles on you, after a while, you will probably unwittingly break those shackles. ”
"You are a strong man, you don't need to hide anything in front of me, when I took you into the door, I knew that sooner or later, one day, you would leave Qingming Temple." This old monk has long known what Wukong thinks in his heart, the reason why Wukong is still in the Qingming Temple is because the scriptures left by the Buddha can still suppress the strong man in front of him, the same strong man as the Buddha, but when that scripture can't suppress this little guy, this little guy will leave his temple and come to the world, lonely looking for the shackles that can suppress himself.
But if it was a Buddha, how could he be bound by those so-called shackles, which were just an obstacle to his enlightenment. However, his disciple did not regard all the shackles as an obstacle like the Buddha, and this little guy regarded the shackles that appeared on him as his home, as a way to seek warmth.
"Goku, you want to find warmth."
Wukong stretched out one hand to the back of his master's neck, and gently tapped on several key points on his master's body, and in his teacher's surprised eyes, the old man's eyes began to close.
"Wukong, alas~" The old man obviously knew what Wukong wanted to do, but the current old man couldn't organize his own disciples, so at this time, the old man only let out a long sigh when he was about to fall asleep, because he didn't know how to enlighten his disciples.
This little guy has been restrained for too long, although this little guy has never forgotten his identity as a strong man, but now, what he wants to do is to live in the crowd like a weak person, this little guy doesn't want to be alone. I don't know when Goku began to be afraid of loneliness.
After watching the old man's eyes close, Wukong's dark eyes slowly opened, looking at the teacher in front of him, after covering his teacher with a quilt, he pushed open the door, and in the sound of the door creaking, Wukong twisted his neck, stretched his body, walked out of the house, and came outside.
In the faint evening breeze, Wukong raised his head and looked at the stars that flashed his figure in the sky, his face did not show a sad look, nor did he show a happy look, just looked at the sky like this, looking at the endless starry sky.
At this time, the constantly moving figures outside, the constantly noisy world, seemed to be isolated by Wukong in an instant, and in this world, only Wukong and this world were left.
"Teacher, how could I not know what you said?" Goku looked at the starry sky and opened his mouth.
Wukong has already achieved the realm of breaking free from all shackles, but after achieving such a realm, such a power is sealed by Wukong, because in Wukong's eyes, such a thing is useless, in that small temple, Wukong does not need to break free from such shackles at all, in the place where the Buddha lives, although Wukong already knows that the ability of those Buddhist scriptures to suppress the wild fighting spirit in his heart has begun to weaken, one day, it will appear, I won't be able to suppress the wild fighting spirit in my heart, at that time, will I still be myself?
For this matter, even if it is Wukong himself, he doesn't know, but he knows that what his teacher can give him has been given, and the rest is to rely on his own understanding, if he can comprehend it, he should be able to complete the construction of a shackle that he can't break free, and enjoy his life as an ordinary person in that place.
However, after Goku recalls the ape he dreamed of in his countless days and nights, the kind of technique that the ape taught him, Goku is a little helpless. Although he didn't know why he dreamed of this monkey, he had to admit that it still had a certain effect on making Goku calm his mind.
Thanks?
Wukong didn't know whether he was grateful a little more or helpless for this piece of heaven and earth.
Why was you born, why did you make yourself so powerful, why didn't you allow yourself to live in the crowd as an ordinary person?
Perhaps in the eyes of some people, this kind of mind is a cowardly mind, but for Wukong, this is everything he pursues, ordinary life, ordinary people, ordinary feelings, not becoming an existence like the Buddha.
Wukong was never a Buddha, he was just a Buddhist disciple who longed to return to the mortal period in bliss.
"Contemplating the bodhisattva of freedom, when he walks in deep prajnaparamita. See that the five aggregates are empty, and overcome all suffering. The relics, the color is not different from the emptiness, the emptiness is not different from the color, the color is the emptiness, the emptiness is the color, and the same is true when you want to know it......"