"Y-Hello!"

For the first time in her life, the girl took the initiative to say hello to a stranger.

The boy looked back and looked at his expression, as if he was also surprised by this coincidence.

Then the two naturally began to chat.

When the young man saw that she was nervous and laughed at herself that she was getting rid of the scum, Wen Wen was so anxious that she even forgot about her androphobia for a while, and said with blazing eyes, "Cai, it's not!" ”

No matter what her previous mentality was, at this moment, she truly admires the young man who went forward bravely yesterday.

Therefore, in the subsequent conversation, she said, "Please teach me how to become more courageous!" ”

She also wants to be brave and be able to speak out loud about being friends with others;

She also wanted to be able to muster up the courage to face the man's cruelty;

Moreover, if she can become strong, she must also have the confidence to break into society and survive.

Because there is no material basis for survival, why did you survive under the brutality of that man?

No, it's not like that, or rather, it's not all like that.

If you are alone and do your best, you can always find some hope in the rolling tide of society, right? Even a faint fluorescent light is enough to support her and let her live her life safely, right?

But the girl didn't desperately get out of someone's clutches, she was just too cowardly to believe that her weak self could protect herself under that storm.

Therefore, after seeing the brave teenager, Wen Wen grabbed a life-saving straw like a man in the water, hoping that he could save himself.

I hope he can become his own hero.

"Do you want to learn from me and make friends?"

Faced with the young man's question, Wen Wen nodded again and again.

That's right, it's the first step, and it's the first step that must be taken.

Wait for the girl to do this and then do the next thing, then, sooner or later, she can live bravely alone......

Unfortunately, she couldn't.

"Please be friends with me" - just these few simple words, she couldn't open her mouth smoothly.

Eh, why?

The reason for this, probably, is because of the existence of Nangong Qian.

Jiang Tian took the initiative to become friends with Nangong Qian, and she is now trying to take the initiative to become friends with Jiang Tian.

In this way, the girl suddenly found herself so humble and inferior.

Actually, there's no need to care, who is active and who is passive, does not indicate the level of status, anyway, in the end, when you become friends, everyone is a level of people.

Wen Wen knows all this, and she understands it very clearly.

She thought that as long as she became friends with her seniors and gained courage from them, nothing else mattered, right?

However, Rao is so, even though she can figure it all out, a powerful evil is still irrepressible, rooted in the girl's heart.

Its name is "jealousy".

……

After the conversation, she followed the boy and walked through the familiar road that could no longer be familiar, but suddenly she felt that it had a lot more fresh colors than usual.

Unfortunately, the journey is too short, how can there be an end so soon?

Senior, I know that road is closer, but let me walk with you a little longer, can't you?

Hmm, play stupid, I don't understand.

Alas, since you pointed it out, I can't pretend to be confused.

Wen Wen finally took the shortcut. However, halfway through, she suddenly remembered that she had asked the boy to try to do something that should be done among friends, so she turned her head and walked briskly along the path of the boy to find him.

As a result, she saw that there were two lovely girls around the boy who were particularly close to him, and no matter which one she was, she was ashamed of herself.

So, she understood-

It turns out that he and her have never been all the way.

Well, this teenager who is suspected of being a "hero" can be exiled again to the crowd that "will be scared".

She suddenly felt a little disgusted with the boy.

The reason, she knew, however, she didn't want to say now.

……

Inside the library.

She chatted happily with him about the contents of the book, and she only mentioned it slightly, and the boy smiled and praised the eldest lady for her cuteness.

What......

Wen Wen's face changed.

Obviously, on the road that time, you still praised me for being cute, sure enough, is it just a hypocritical polite remark?

The girl felt sick to her stomach.

At this moment, in her opinion, the teenager was not far from her cousin and the hair dealer.

Then, Nangong Qian appeared, and the stupid young man didn't see that the eldest lady was jealous and angry, so he stayed with her......

Ha ha! Are you stupid?

Because someone was so stupid and cute, Wen Wen couldn't hold back a smile, revealed two copies on her face, and became as if she was very happy.

She wasn't happy, though.

You see, this teenager, this boy who is as ordinary as her, seems to have made no effort in vain.

Is...... It's so damning!

……

I don't know when, rumors began to spread in the school, such as "the passerby man got off the bus with Miss Nangong", "he was still holding Nangong Qian's hand", "Nangong Qian followed him closely like a well-behaved girlfriend", "They already live together".

No one knows if it's true or not, everyone is bored with life, taking these interesting things, talking and having fun after cooking.

But since then, Wen Wen, who has never seen a teenager again, understands that the idiot senior has probably succeeded.

Between Jiang Tian and Nangong Qian, there is already a relationship between friends, or, more closely, it is also very likely.

Until this moment, Wen Wen became more and more disgusted and afraid of Jiang Tian, and she could finally tell the reason-if it weren't for these previous stories, it would have been extremely troublesome to explain-

She and he are both the same kind of people, she chose cowardly tolerance, and couldn't believe that she could live alone and strong. But Jiang Tian did not hesitate, and with the courage of an almost idiot, he tried what she was afraid of, and what was even more terrifying was that he succeeded.

She hated him, because, with his bravery and success, he proved that she was just a reptile living full of humiliation, just a pile of garbage that abandoned her own value, just a weak, poor person who was prevaricating on the grounds of "retreating to advance";

She was afraid of him, because, as long as the young man was dazzlingly alive, she could not find an excuse for herself to survive. She had to straighten her back and face all the hardships in her life.

The most important thing is that she is still cowardly and still does not have the courage, so she trembles with fear.

She hated that man first, because he was the initiator, the root of all this, the one who ruined her from reality;

She hated Jiang Tian secondly, because he wanted to completely destroy even her spiritual level.

Ah, here's the question -

Why did she hate him so much and be stupid enough to get close to him?

It must be because she wants to be redeemed.

The soldiers who had slaughtered countless lives in the war, their hands covered in blood, were half buried in the loess, their thin hearts were overshadowed by a monstrous sense of guilt—at this moment, they wanted to kneel on the clean soil and wash away their sins with the muddy tears that crowded the wrinkled corners of their eyes.

But this is just their wishful thinking, and it still can't save them. So, in order to repay all this, they will try to take care of the new life and try to be redeemed through it.

The same goes for Wen Wen.

Hey, what the hell did she do to feel guilty like this?

Perhaps, it's this-

The girl was riddled with sin, and she was full of "jealousy" towards herself, and made a wish: to make Nangong Qian disappear from this world forever.