Scar's past

"No, if she really accepted it, I would at least feel at ease." Scar sighed and shook his head, as if remembering something from his sad past. "Are you free now? Can we talk about it individually? After saying that, he raised his eyebrows and looked at the avant-garde holding Jiqi's arm, as if to ask her if she could leave for a while.

The avant-garde looked at the past Scar, who had caused her a lot of trouble, shrugged and let go of Jiqi's hand, and then walked away from Scar's side. When he walked up to this young man who was once an enemy and now didn't have any good feelings, he warned in a serious tone in his ear.

"Don't try to play tricks, if something happens to my admiral, I'll bury your whole family with you." Her voice was as soft as the wind blowing, but it was unmistakably majestic, like a king's decree, and she did what she said.

"I know that I have never doubted what the Secretary-General said, and even the teachers are very in awe of the Secretary-General." Scar nodded, "And I'm a wreck now, having fought with the Governor before, but it ended in my defeat." ”

As I said before, he brought Ristan to the door to teach this unbelievable freshman a lesson, but what he didn't expect was that his proud Admiral talent would fail in front of him, as if it had never existed.

That was the first time that Scar felt deep fear and uneasiness, obviously he had opened his talent, obviously he had never missed, but he had planted his head on this teenager he had never paid attention to. Like a loud slap in the face, it slapped him hard in the face.

"It's good to know, but it's still necessary to remind you of this kind of thing as the admiral's marriage ship." The avant-garde chuckled and chose to leave and stand aside, she naturally knew that the current Scar was not a threat to Jiqi at all, but she still had to have a defensive mentality, otherwise wouldn't anyone be easily approached.

"So say whatever you want, former student elders." Ji Qi smiled as he walked towards the sea, although he didn't know what the old enemy wanted to say to him, but he guessed that it was mostly some emotional words.

After all, Mercaren is no longer there, the previous Riestan has also left the Enterprise Academy, and the current Enterprise Academy has been taken over by the avant-garde, and the system has changed a lot, and even Scar seems to have been removed from the history of the school. I don't want to continue to pursue this young avant-garde who followed Mercarron in the past, no matter what, he still has the protection of his family, and he can only be regarded as a marginal figure in the war in the deep sea, and the core is still the Mecarron, who is known as a madman.

"It's not like the student president has been removed from the history of the school by your secretary general." Scar shrugged, "Actually, there are times when I wish I wasn't a student council president at all, and I wasn't born into some aristocratic family, just an ordinary person, so I wouldn't have done so many wrong things." He looked at the sea and sighed, and the golden eyes that had once been so proud that they were untouchable were also dim, like a fire that had been extinguished, and there was no possibility of burning again.

"Does the wrong thing include that girl?" Jiqi tilted his head, "That flower shop uncle told me that you used to go to him every day to buy a bouquet of flowers, and after holding on for so long, there is still no recovery?" ”

Although I don't know how the girl who made Scar insist so much was deeply hurt by him, but being able to insist like this is probably very important to this young boy who was about the same as himself in the past, just as Wales and Lexington were to himself, ranking ahead of all.

"Uncle still talks a lot," Scar nodded with a shudder, and hung his head to inhale deeply. "Yes, it's the same as you said, it still can't be reversed, and even I can't find a reason for her to forgive me, after all...... I was the one who had hurt her in the past, and I had no right to ask her to accept my belated apology. ”

"That's ...... Harm? Jiqi frowned slightly.

He was still curious about Scar's past, and when he first entered the academy, he had heard the name of Scar, the student council president, who was the best of all the probationary admirals, and had reached a level of near perfect marks in every subject, reaching a height that was difficult for anyone to achieve.

And at that time, he was just a freshman who was ridiculed by everyone, and there was no possibility of comparing with this excellent president.

"You know what? In fact, before I became the student president of the Enterprise College, I was only the best person among the teachers, and to put it bluntly, I was dealing with some things for him that could not see the light. Scar spoke of his memories of the past with a deep self-deprecation in his tone. And her brother is also on the list of teachers. ”

"List? What's that list? "Set the prayer asked.

"You know Xu Kai, the first senior in the history of the enterprise college to graduate with a full score." Scar didn't answer Jiqi's question directly, "He used to be the same as me, he was a card in the teacher's hand, but he was the last trump card, and I was just a bad card that could be discarded at any time." ”

Jiqi nodded, understanding a little. "But in the end, the ace felt that he shouldn't just be a card in the hand of Macallen, and chose to resist, and you climbed up step by step from bad cards to today."

"Yes, when Xu Kai wants to control his own destiny, how could someone with a careful calculation like the teacher allow such a thing to happen, so he directly used the power in his hand to carry out a purge, and the people on the list are all people who are connected to Xu Kai, and her brother is also among them."

"Did you hesitate at that time?" Jiqi hesitated for a moment, then asked.

"Hesitation...... I did, but at that time, I was still carried away by the so-called honor and competitiveness, like an unstoppable wave, and my hesitation was washed away without even a shadow. Scar sighed, "Because the teacher once told me at that time, whether to complete this task, I have been under Xu Kai at that time, and that is my only chance to turn over and become the first." ”

"So you said yes despite your hesitation, right?" Ji Qi said that he had almost no special feelings about what was first, and the deepest one was the graduation ceremony, when he went from an existence that no one had noticed to the biggest protagonist of that ceremony, although there was a kind of fluttering pleasure, but after that it was just a past worth remembering.

"Yes, I agreed, and now I regret it." Scar nodded.

"So do you blame your teacher now? He is the main culprit in the current situation. ”

"No, I'm the one who caused all this." Scar shook his head in denial, "At that time, the teacher never said that I had to complete the task, and since I chose to take the list from him, I should have the consciousness to accept the current situation." With that, he rubbed his face vigorously, revealing a bitter and frustrated smile. But I ...... But I didn't do that kind of consciousness at all, and if I did, I wouldn't ...... It's so painful. ”

Scar said in a crying voice, and the indifferent pupils began to be moistened, like sudden rain, and it fell as soon as he said it. "Actually, I didn't have to do it that day, I knew that even if I didn't take the list, someone else would take it out of the teacher's hands, but no matter who it was, I didn't want that person to ...... It's me. It's anyone, as long as it wasn't me, she wouldn't have been unable to forgive me. ”