Chapter 1187: Coming Home
Buying a car like this, is Xia Xin stupid?
He wished he was stupid.
Don't think about anything, don't do anything.
Accompany those fox friends and dog friends around me, do something that I don't know what it means, and spend every day drinking.
It's a mess, and it's a day to spend a day.
Wherever you go, it counts.
He was glad to be called a fool.
So why are fools happy, aren't they?
Do it yourself...... Happy?
Xia Xin didn't know.
He didn't want to go home.
He returned to the entertainment city, had some fun, played with a bunch of people, had a lively meeting, sang songs, played billiards, and then slept in the smoky room.
He hadn't been home for almost two months, and a large part of his room slept in the smoky room.
He was a little afraid of the empty, lonely, empty home.
In that place, you can hear your own heartbeat, no matter how long you sit, no one will come to talk to you, as if you are the only one left in the world.
Xia Xin is really scared.
The reason why he sleeps in Yanmei, firstly, he often wanders in the entertainment city to have some fun, but all the projects in the entertainment city, except for a certain item, he has played, and then he plays late at night, everyone will find some women to accompany, at this time, Xia Xin also began to go with the flow to find women, like others, find a chick to accompany him, otherwise it will be too alternative, and then he usually looks for Yanmei to accompany him.
Naturally, Xia Xin's vision was too high and he couldn't look down on it under the Oiran.
Another very important reason for looking for smoke is that, basically, whoever everyone looks for at night is who to accompany the night, and it is impossible to find someone to come over, and then sleep alone.
Of course, sleep here is not just a finger sleep.
And Xia Xin didn't want to do it, and he didn't know why, it was just ...... He can't be interested in any woman, and even, doing that kind of thing with a woman he doesn't like will make him feel disgusting.
There was no impulse to go to the back mountain with Shu Yuewu and go to the hotel to open a room together.
One night, Yanmei was not there, and Xia Xin was accompanied by two other very sexy, the same type of woman as Yanmei, and then, when she entered the room, after seeing the woman undressing, Xia Xin felt sick for a while.
Didn't want to see it at all.
He's not disgusting with the other person, he's disgusting with himself.
I felt that this person was really disgusting, and I almost didn't let him throw up.
In the end, I slept on my own under the pretext of drinking too much.
Yanmei often has to work, and her room is very empty, so Xia Xin came to sleep.
And even if Yanmei comes back, she will never force Xia Xin to do that kind of thing, usually, she just sleeps and talks with Xia Xin.
The two of them sleep just sleeping.
At most, in the evening, it means whispering, making jokes, and talking about what you usually encounter.
Yanmei will not force Xia Xin to do anything, and Xia Xin is also very relieved to sleep in her room, because here, no matter how long he sleeps, no one will come to disturb him and spoil his "good thing".
He could also feel the warmth of other people's body temperatures, just like ...... I used to always sleep with summer nights, and alone, he really couldn't sleep.
I can't sleep after tossing and turning.
Only if there is someone next to him, it will not make him feel uncomfortable, and let him feel that the world has not abandoned him.
Of course, the other rich second generations definitely don't see it that way.
Xia Xin walked into the room, threw himself on the bed, covered his forehead with his hand, and pretended to rest.
After a while, Yanmei came back, glanced at Xia Xin on the bed, went to pour Xia Xin a glass of wine, added some ice, and put it on the bedside table next to her, and then looked at Xia Xin and smiled.
Xia Xin has long been used to her smiling look, very stupid.
Xia Xin didn't know why she was always staring at herself and smiling like this, was she so funny?
"Tired?" Yanmei sat down next to Xia Xin, her soft body fell a graceful arc on the bed, and then stretched out Qianqian's fine hand, put her on Xia Xin's shoulder, and gently kneaded, "Miss Chen's business?" ”
"It's not." Xia Xin shook his head.
"That's the secretary's business, and you have a look on your face again?" Yanmei continued.
Xia Xin didn't have a good breath and said, "That's a stupid girl, she can't even tell the situation, and she dares to threaten me, and she hasn't sold it to anyone so far, even if his father sees it tightly." ”
Yanmei smiled, "You can find a chance to sell her." ”
“…… It makes sense, or you're right, if she provokes me again, I'll make her look good. ”
"I'll just tell you, you are willing to do it, people are big beauties, it's a pity to sell it."
"Nonsense, how can she be as beautiful as you."
Xia Xin said these words naturally, and then reached out and pinched Yanmei's little face and said, "She has a problem with her brain, and she can't sell it for much money, think about it, it's better to sell you, you are smart, you can sell it for a good price." ”
"Nasty."
Yan Mei glared at Xia Xin with disgust, then handed over the wine glass and stuffed the straw into Xia Xin's mouth, without Xia Xin's hands at all.
Yanmei looked at Xia Xin happily and whispered, "I thought you wouldn't come today." ”
She was a little surprised.
"Why?"
Xia Xin was puzzled.
"Today is the 31st, shouldn't tomorrow be the first day of school?"
“……”
These words made Xia Xin stunned.
After a pause, he reached out and wanted to take out his mobile phone, but Yanmei took it out for him very intimately.
Xia Xin changed to a gold-plated mobile phone, and the date displayed on it reminded him that everyone should have arrived at school in the past few days, and it should be class tomorrow.
"Already, two months, I thought, only a week."
I really don't have any idea of how much time has passed.
Xia Xin took it out, and there was another white iphone6 on his body, this phone has been turned off for two months, it has not been charged for two months, and it has not been contacted for two months, and Xia Xin still did not throw it away, and took it with him at any time.
Xia Xin looked at his phone blankly for a while, and a complicated look appeared in his eyes.
He was reluctant to throw away the phone, because it recorded all his past contacts, relatives, friends, friends, comrades-in-arms, teachers, classmates.
However, he didn't dare to open the phone, he was a little afraid.
I don't dare to let others see myself like this, I seem to be ...... Fallen into the abyss of darkness.
After a long while, Xia Xin got up, stretched, looked at Yan Mei and said, "I have something to do,...... Take a trip home. ”
Yanmei's eyes showed a look of disappointment, but she immediately covered it up, smiled and nodded, "Yes." ”
She is also not qualified to stay in Xia Xin.
After Xia Xin finished speaking, he went out without looking back, without the slightest nostalgia.
Yanmei kept looking at the empty door for a while before she came back to her senses and muttered in a low voice, "Go back...... Home? ”
This is a long road for Xia Xin.
Xia Xin went all the way, and he thought about it for a long time along the way.
He didn't know if he was qualified to see Leng Xuetong and Yisha now.
Now I'm basically a wasted person.
Or to put it more colloquially, scum, scum!
I've thought I've done all the bad things.
And then, so much time passed.
Even so, Xia Xin still wanted to go to that home and see Yisha and Leng Xuetong again.
He didn't even know why.
I don't know what I should say then, how to explain that I haven't turned on for two months.
And, what's the use of seeing it?
Perhaps, just to meet and say, start school.
Xia Xin didn't know.
He even forgot that he hadn't eaten, so he walked into the garden community at night.
After looking up at a dark room upstairs, he came up the stairs anyway.
Xia Xin first went to a certain room on the second floor to take a look, it was empty, and Xia Shiqi did not come back.
Xia Xin sighed, exited the room, and then came to the third floor, after feeling out the key, and after hesitating for a while, he inserted the key into the keyhole, and with a slight twist, the door opened.
With the opening of the door, a dark interior also met Xia Xin's eyes.
He looked down at his shoes in the hallway.
Not a pair.
The cobwebs on the door reminded him that in two months, no one had been here but him.
It's all dusty here.
Xia Xin walked into the room, closed the door, didn't turn on the light, just took off his shoes, and walked in habitually, he didn't even need to look at the road, walked straight to the sofa, and sat down.
This familiar road has long been engraved in his mind.
Because every morning when I come out of the kitchen, I walk like this.
In this quiet, dark environment, Xia Xin sat quietly for about two hours, and then, he plugged the charging cable into his mobile phone and started charging......
Just sit in this dark environment, wait quietly, listen quietly to your heartbeat......
Only endless darkness and loneliness accompany him......