After reading online articles for so many years, I have always watched other authors write "testimonials on the shelves...... Well, you can probably guess what I'm going to do.

On the shelves, there is no testimonial, but I feel that I am not good enough to write, and the grades are not good enough, and it seems that the shelves are ...... Alas, now 310,000 words, recalling the excitement and enthusiasm of the first few days of the code, it seems that I can't find it. I'm most afraid that everyone will blame you for writing it like this and putting it on the shelves??

But there is really no way, whether it is at home or in all aspects, I am not very optimistic about my writing, I don't know if you have a brother who has just graduated can understand my teaching by parents, relatives and elders. To be honest, it's stressful.

In fact, I can choose the path they want, and like almost everyone else, I can either go to an internship unit or train for the civil service exam. But I still always believe that interest is the best teacher, and the happiest thing in life is to be able to support myself with the things I like.

My family agreed that I would stay until the end of the year, so I really needed a little bit of accomplishment to encourage myself and prove to them that I was someone who could persevere. I believe that many years from now, I can still be proud to write today.

But the reality is so, I'm afraid that next year I'll change into the same version of myself that drifts with the crowd...... Do a job you don't like, deal with people you don't like, learn to be sophisticated, learn to be hypocritical, and then find someone who doesn't know whether to love or not...... To pay off the mortgage, car loan, for the children to go to school, for the trivial things in life, just to live and live.

I am indeed a novice in writing essays, and I am still exploring how to write interesting, how not to be boring, how to write logically, and how to write so that everyone can accept and love it.

Thank you for your company and encouragement!

Special thanks to the [Spiritual Will,] boss for his continued encouragement.

I will continue to work hard after it is put on the shelves, and I will aim for the full attendance award!

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