night

Seaside castle office

A sumptuous dinner fills the low table in the center of the room, the fragrance mingling with each other in the bright light overhead.

Ji Qi sat on the sofa and looked at the girl in front of him who was not sad or happy, his face under the long black hair was extremely cold, and his inky pupils stared straight at him, with indifference and sadness in his eyes.

"Are you going to leave tomorrow?" Yamato spoke softly, his voice trembling slightly.

She looked down at the sumptuous dinner on the table, and knew that this was the last company that the other party left for her. Because today is the last date they agreed upon, and time has come to an end in silence. As he said to himself, there is no such thing as a feast, and this is the final separating supper. From tomorrow he will be the Admiral, and he will only stand in the deep sea opposite him, not the Yamato he once favored.

"Hmm," Jiqi nodded silently, without denying it. He looked at the depressed girl and smiled and said, "That's why I made you such a rich dinner today, you see that there is your favorite takoyaki here, or you can taste it while it is hot now, and I have specially sprinkled a lot of wasabi on it." ”

He originally wanted to use this dinner party to make Yamato forget that today was the last date, but he didn't expect that the other party was not moved at all, and he didn't even glance at the food on the table, and even her favorite takoyaki on weekdays couldn't attract her attention.

"Don't say any more, okay?" Yamato held his head high and took a deep breath, his delicate face wrinkled like a piece of crumpled rice paper.

She didn't know why her heart hurt so much, and she didn't know why the fragrant dinner in front of her didn't make her feel the joy and happiness of the past at all, only endless sadness, like leaves falling in the autumn wind, only dry and fragile.

"Why, why can't you stay? Can't you stay for me? She blinked at Jiqi, her inky eyes rippling with layers of water.

Jiqi hung his head, not having the courage to look directly at her. Indeed, as she said, her heart seems to have been occupied by her figure in this short month, and the time with her every day is always filled with laughter and warm sunshine. Especially the day before yesterday, her kiss made Jiqi know very clearly that he seemed to have fallen in love with this girl named Yamato, because he couldn't deceive his reluctance and nostalgia for her in his heart.

If only she weren't a deep sea, just an ordinary girl. This is the thought that often pops up in the mind of Jiqi in the past two days, and every time it is filled with helplessness and regret. But he understands very well that all this is his own imagination, the deep sea is the deep sea, even if she learns the complex emotion of love like humans, she can't abandon everything because of her existence, especially the ship girls waiting in the town guard mansion, compared to Yamato, they need themselves more.

You are a Admiral, an Admiral who should take responsibility. This is a phrase that Jiqi would say to himself every night, because he was afraid that he would gradually get lost in this beauty, so that he would forget what he should do.

He was silent for a few seconds, sighing and muttering. "We said yes, it's only one month, and I'll be gone in a month. And today is the time we agreed, after which I will still be my admiral, and you will still be ...... Yamato, a deep-sea perch. Originally, in his heart, the other party was never a notorious deep sea, nor was it synonymous with cruelty and ferocity, just a girl who had an agreement with him - Yamato.

But now he had to say such hurtful and true words, both as a warning to her and to himself.

"Deep Sea Habitat Yamato?" The girl repeated in a trembling voice, and tears slipped down her face. "Have I always been like this in your heart? What you said to me before was a lie to me? ”

"Yes, it's all a lie, it's just because of this agreement." Jiqi bit his lip and replied softly, he closed his eyes in pain, and said insincere words ruthlessly. "You've always been in my heart...... The deep-sea dwelling is never ...... Yamato. ”

I'm sorry Yamato, for the sake of my ship girls, I have to say these cruel words to lie to you, if I wasn't a commander, and I didn't have the ship girl I loved, just an ordinary person, how good it would be. That way you can always ...... Be with you until I walk towards the end of my life.

However, I am the Admiral, the Admiral who destroyed the deep sea, and you are the Yamato of the Deep Sea. Just like two lines that are incomparably close but never intersect, there is always an insurmountable distance there, and they can't be together. Jiqi was weakly sad in his heart, he closed his eyes and sighed, bitter tears dripping from the corners of his eyes and hitting the translucent marble under his feet, mottled with light and shadow.

"You've never loved me? It's also a lie to say that you want me to be your wedding ship, right? Yamato continued to ask, tears dripping down the food on the table, lowering the temperature on it little by little until it was cold.

"yes, it's all a lie." Ji Qi replied with a smile, "Do you think it's possible for you to be my wedding ship in the deep sea?" These words are all lies to make you fall in love with me, and they are all said to fulfill your damn agreement, and only a fool of you would believe the nonsense of me, the Admiral. Anyway, today is the last moment we are together, anyway, I and you have managed to fall in love with me under my step-by-step plan, and I don't mind telling you all the truth, what I have said and done to you, it is all false! None of ...... It's true. He looked up and laughed maniacally, tears streaming down his anguished face.

In order to make the stupid girl in front of him die, he had to say these heartless words with a hard heart, and he had to play a complete liar. Because he knows that as long as he shows a little hesitation and weakness, the other party will not stop. , only by completely severing the connection between the two like now can this stupid girl completely despair of herself.

Girls are very stupid, once you have identified a person, then you will not hesitate to give him everything you have, so as a commander, if you meet the ship's lady you like and she also likes you, you must not deceive her, because no matter what you say, she will believe unconditionally, because ...... That's a deep love for you.

At this moment, Ji Qi finally understood the meaning of the words written on the title page of "The Love between the Admiral and the Ship's Mother", and also understood what kind of heavy emotions were revealed in the other party's pitiful eyes at this moment.

But he couldn't. I can't tell her that I like the smell of cherry blossoms on her body very much, I can't tell her that everything I say to her and everything I do is an expression of true feelings, not a scene in his mouth, I can't tell her that I want her to be my own wedding ship is also true, and I can't tell her that I really love her.

Because Jiqi knew that he was not a young man who could think about nothing, but the admiral of the town guard. The gap between the identities of the two is destined to each other and cannot be embraced.

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