What will happen if you confess, have you thought about it?

The voice in her heart suddenly remembered, but she didn't show a trace of fear. When she came back to her senses, she saw that the bustling streets had disappeared in the daylight, and the layers of buildings and the inner structure of the planet were painted with a bright color like a thin film.

The red-haired girl took out the sunglasses she had just bought and put them on slowly.

"I'm back."

An hour later, a cramped two-bedroom apartment. She stood at the door of the second bedroom and said to the old man sitting cross-legged in the room.

The old man slowly opened his eyes, and the depths of his eyes shone with a completely different light from the past.

Because it was a cloudy day, the room was darker than expected, as dim as all the old people's dwellings.

The light imprinted her shadow on the wooden floor of the room.

"It's good to be back." The voice of vicissitudes came out of the old man's mouth.

"Master, before I begin, I can ...... Have some drink? ”

The old man's voice was calm and much warmer, "Even in the middle, you have freedom of movement. This is already your own business, I will change the incense and send you food, and other needs will be ......"

"Looking back now...... she shook her head against the doorframe, "I was just looking for warmth, but the temperature didn't come back in the end." ”

The voice was as clear as that of a god or Buddha, much like praying for something.

In fact...... Let's start from the beginning. Like all dreams. It's like all people don't exist.

It's like a world away.

Then she took off her sunglasses and raised her arm.

"Bang!"

The old man didn't respond, her eyes widening.

Fiftyfold magic bullets, glowing objects like large-caliber cannonballs, pierced from the void to the ground, and flew through the walls and into the sky with the traction of her fingers.

"It's back again, this feeling, but it's ridiculous."

She didn't expect that she would lose her accuracy when she returned to the nuclear source state, and in an instant she was a little excited to hide a lot of things from many people, but she was disappointed to realize that the palm was still delicate and white.

The old man watched from afar as her smoky hand slowly drooped down, as if she were carrying a heavy box, and her arm suddenly fell off the moment it fell.

"Ah, that's too hard."

The part below the elbow joint fell to the ground, scattering into red particles, and the missing part slowly condensed.

In fact, the scene was much more bloody, but the blood also turned into particles of light and disappeared in an instant. She touched the part that had grown back and stared at the disintegration of the severed arm beneath her feet. The floor had been burned through a hole, and it was glowing red, and no one knew where the hole led.

In order to stop the apprentice's erratic behavior, the old man stood up and came over to look at her. The girl thought he wanted to rebuke something, but it wasn't.

From his slight sigh, the girl seemed to know what he wanted to say. She just nodded in response, and the old man was already pacing out the door, "What do you want to eat?" ”

She smiled mischievously, "If you want to eat chicken, can Master go buy it?" Then the brain-filled vegetable sellers looked stunned.

The old man did not answer, smiled slightly, went to the table to retrieve his wallet, and closed the door.

In short, both the master and apprentice were in a state of retirement, she walked out of the window to see the master's back, held her breath, and suddenly leaned weakly on the window, and looked at the gloomy sky again.

Hearing the burning sound that was gradually boiling in her body, a feeling that made her want to cry hit her.

The path to the strongest combat power is precisely the voice that makes people lose their will to live.

But this exhilarating power comes from the abandonment of love.

"Hey, stupid."

Bye.

Whispered to the dead boy in his mind.

Prajnaparamita.

Observe and examine, always be present in your own heart, and sweep away delusions.

The mind is natural, the mind is kept, and it is not moved by the outside.

Is empty or false, non-empty is not false. There is yes and no, and there is no none.

Sweep away delusion and look at the body and mind. From the heart, the light is fleeting.

Like the image in the mirror, like the moon in the water. Like the wind passing through the trees, like clouds in the sky.

This is true on the outside, but it is false on the inside. The intention is restrained, and the absence of the heart is empty.

The mood is forgotten, and the mood can be discarded.

Nirvana. The other side.

She slowly closed her eyes, and before she knew it, she was sitting cross-legged on the floor, her hands already sealed.

Knock knock.

"Master?"

She opened her eyes, slowly stood still, and went to open the door again.

"I'm sorry, I'm afraid you'll come back early so soon."

"You didn't have a key, did you?"

"yes......"

The bright happiness of the past came back to her.

Affected by this happiness, she had a little thought after sending her master away.

..。

She quietly closed the door, carved the glowing words into the air, and then nudged them to float in the air, swaying around her like rhyming notes, and she returned to the floor of the master bedroom, closed her eyes and sat cross-legged.

I don't know how long later, the siren suddenly sounded from far and near, and outside the street, firefighters in red uniforms connected water pipes to fire hydrants and sprayed, and nearby residents gathered around.

He continued to swim in the void with his eyes closed, and he didn't realize what was happening until his center of gravity suddenly lost, the sky spun around, and the water jet sprayed in.

"Oops, it's troublesome again."

The police cordoned off the entire area and found a girl jumping off the balcony on the tenth floor sunk to the second floor, patted her skirt, stood aside indifferently, and smiled with unknown intentions.

The old man had just come back from grocery shopping to talk to the officers, and she walked over and shrugged her shoulders, but the old man patted her on the shoulder and looked very happy.

But the buildings and screaming residents who slowly sink into the lava pool don't think so.

"I didn't expect it to be completely completed in half an hour, so your cultivation has come to a successful end."

The old man smiled calmly, as if he was cheering her on, and also showed an expression of "the next step is completely vacation and daily life".

"If I don't mess around, Master, can I meditate for two hours a day from now on? I want to do something else the rest of the time. ”

"It's up to you."

Then, under the jaw-dropping gaze of the crowd, the old man waved his hand, and the building rose from the magma pool again. It wasn't long before everything was back to its intact state, and the air and the earth were gradually cooling.

The old man was grabbed by her arm, and the two slowly paced past the crowd they had frightened away and entered the elevator.

"In addition, Senior Sister may come to visit me once a week, will Master mind?"

"Then you can go out and stay." The old man smiled in a broken word.

"I hate it."

"Will the boy survive these days," said the old man, "will the boy get through it?" ”

"Trust them."

The old man suddenly pretended to be surprised, "I heard that he is a demon, you should be careful." ”

"Thank you so much for the reminder." She gave the old man a shallow look.

"Can you buy me a car?" The old man said suddenly.

"Cars? Bicycle? ”

"Car, I want to try driving and take you for a ride."

"Aren't you tired? Want to be vulgar? ”

"When did the old man come out?"

"Oh, Master, don't be like this, okay? I don't want to talk to you about history. I'm finally able to sleep peacefully. ”

The old man neither nodded nor shook his head, but burned her words in his heart.

"Actually, I also agreed with Mr. Gu at the beginning, so that the child could become a body that could not be crystallized for a lifetime."

She narrowed her eyes, and the old man nodded vigorously for the first time.

"It was your father who convinced us."

"But we have to pay the price, don't we?" She tried to add.

But in the end, I ended up physically and mentally emaciated, and I was the one who paid the price, didn't I? Whispering, she smiled and watched the old man go to the kitchen.

In her past life, it was impossible to bear the blame of others.

As Aesop described, like the tragedy of ten years ago, like Yu Xiao, she is the source of all terror. In order to prevent this demon from overflowing, she could only talk to Sister Xiu while following the old man's instructions to cultivate her mind with Buddhism, and finally became neutral.

But now everything is suddenly clear, and the disgust for myself slowly disappears at some point, and the long-standing memories, all the love and hatred, sadness and joy, have long since unconsciously melted into this warmth.

Pacing to the room, looking at the darkening sky above the city, thinking about what he could and should do.

Under the dim sky, the high-rise buildings everywhere are gradually lit up.

The dark red night sky is about to appear, the torment of fate will continue in the city, and the evil and hope will continue to increase, and the souls will continue to be devoured by us, presumably so that the final dawn will come.

Pull out the chair and turn on the lamp, lift the delivery box on the floor to the table, cut open the package, take out the newly bought laptop from it, plug it in and press the button.

No matter how the outside world changes, she just wants to be herself.

This is true even in today's reclusive life.

This is what I can do now, and it is also the most important thing to do at the moment.

He looked up at the reddening night sky and smiled with bright eyes.

"Stupid ......"

Memory freeze or something, you really believe it.

I'm going to have to write it down to really forget about you.

But.

It's just three days of dating, what's there to be reluctant to?

But I always feel that a lot of time has passed, and a lot of thought has been put into it, and in the end I still end up alone.

Lying on the table and laughing at himself, the rain was getting heavier.

There is no point in the future without Su Meng, and there is no future for you to feel heartache and entanglement.

So, I will pay for our frivolity.

I don't know how long it took, but I exhaled slowly.