Chapter 16: Criticism
“3:2! In the opening match of La Liga, the star-sturdy Real Madrid defeated Deportivo La Coruna in a thrilling victory! ”
"The stars are shining, and this summer, every signing from Real Madrid reflects their value!"
"There may still be many problems, but the second phase of the Galaxy Battleship, which has set sail again, is worth looking forward to all over the world!"
'Manuel Pellegrini: I'm happy with the result, even though we conceded two goals and exposed some of our defensive problems, but that's what football is, we won and got the three points, so that's enough to get us excited. I believe that time will make us more perfect and stronger. ”
'Van will probably need more time to adjust to his form and he will need to adapt to the way the big clubs play.
"In the whole game, the performance of the Real Madrid soldiers was enough to score 8 points, and it is disappointing that Fan may only be able to get a failing 3 points."
"He almost ruined Real Madrid's first win of the new season!"
"The current Fan seems to have lost his magical powers!"
"The same superstars, Cristiano Ronaldo and Kaka have been impeccable, and Fan, apart from that assist in his own penalty area, most of the time I don't think there is such a person on the field!"
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Soon, post-match reports of the match were in full swing.
The final score of the La Liga opener was fixed at 3:2, and from the score alone, Real Madrid won very thrillingly, in fact. Although the superstars are full of superstars and the lineup is luxurious, due to the lack of time for joint training, Real Madrid obviously cannot be called a complete whole, and more often, it relies on the individual ability of the stars.
Rao is like this, Real Madrid stars have also scored a total of three goals, which shows that Real Madrid's superstar policy still has a great effect, at least when the overall performance is not satisfactory, the individual strength of the stars can also help the team.
Van Bizhuang was sent on after the 80th minute of the game, and after coming on, he showed a lot of hard work, but his own competitive form was still not ideal, and he failed to show his ability in attack, on the contrary, when assisting the team to defend a corner, he cleared the ball in the box, but it was at the feet of Deportivo midfield heart Belleron, who scored a beautiful volley side hook.
The equalization of the score gave Deportivo the hope of taking a point away from the Bernabeu, so in stoppage time, the visitors' counter-attack was more aggressive and resolute, which made Real Madrid's defense suffer a huge test.
But fortunately, Real Madrid finally stubbornly resisted the opponent's counterattack and kept the score of 3:2 until the end.
Although the process is difficult, the ending is always good. The second phase of the Galaxy Battleship received praise and praise from many media after the game, and a group of new signings, such as C. Ronaldo, Kaka and other superstars, received a wave of applause, and C. Ronaldo got the highest score on the field: 8.5 points.
Even new signings such as Alonso and Arbeloa scored not low after the game.
It can be said that most of the new signings have played at their due level, and if this galaxy battleship is given more time, it will definitely become stronger after the run-in period of the team.
All were praised, except Fan Bizhuang.
In the final ten minutes, he came off the bench and performed inactively, with him not visible on the offensive end, but brilliant on the defensive end - his own goal assist led to the team facing a crisis of turning three points into one point in the final moments.
Some newspapers believe that Fan Bizhuang has not adapted to the rhythm of the game of the giant team, and some people feel that Fan Bizhuang has lost the spirituality of the football spirit and is gradually transitioning to mediocrity.
Other newspapers are aimed at the reason why Fan Bizhuang has fallen to this point, they believe that Fan Bizhuang's talent and ability are undoubted, but his personality and fragile psychological endurance have become a roadblock to his development towards a truly great player, if Fan Bizhuang can not quickly get out of the haze and regain his strength, then he will be completely reduced to a role similar to "passerby A".
There are many examples of world football gradually fading out of the green field for one reason or another, such as the former Bayern and German talented midfielder Sebastian. Deisler, whose talent was unanimously recognized by German and European football, was that he would be the heart of German football's midfield for the next decade, but he suffered from depression and eventually chose to retire in '07, ending his short career.
Deisler and Fan Bizhuang have experienced different things, but depending on the development trajectory, there are similarities, Deisler is also playing more and more sinking, and finally chose to retire early, and Fan Bizhuang is now playing more and more silent, and his performance is extremely sluggish, many people are worried that if Fan Bizhuang does not change anything, maybe he will also suffer from depression and ruin his career.
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"Depression? End of career? ”
When Fan Bizhuang saw such news reports, he could only remain silent about the media's groundless conjectures.
He knew very well that his physical and mental state was fine, and the root cause of his abnormal performance in the game was "weakness", and he thought that if he left the town and fled from that place, he would not lose his mind during the race, but it turned out that this was just his overly optimistic self-thinking.
From time to time, he would think of little Luna, that cute face, and even he would keep looking into the stands, as if little Luna was sitting in a corner above, waving his name enthusiastically.
His psychological state is indeed quite out of the picture, although it is not compatible with depression, but such a state will always shackle him and hinder his normal performance in the game.
Fan Bizhuang tried very hard to change, but with little success, he secretly went to see a psychiatrist, but the doctor did not have a good way to deal with his situation, not that the doctor was not professional enough, in fact, in the doctor's opinion, Fan Bizhuang's situation was not a disease at all, but he drilled the tip of the horns.
The psychiatrist could only enlighten him, but Fan Bizhuang's personality was quite stubborn, and as a result, the helpless doctor could only tell him that he needed more time to heal the "serious injury" this time.
However, no matter how loud and fierce the doubts and criticisms from the outside world are, Fan Bizhuang also ignores them, and now he is in the most difficult and difficult period of his career.
Therefore, he can only suffer, but also persist, burdened with doubts and criticism, serious training and competition, even if the performance is not good, even if countless people are abusing him, he can only endure it - he can't give up, giving up means that everything is over.
When Molina pushed the door in, he saw Fan Bizhuang sitting in silence in the room, with the latest sports newspaper on the table.
"Don't look at these things, there will be nothing substantive on them except for meaningless invective and accusations. They don't even know what you're really thinking. ”
Molina said this, thought about it, and added a sentence of relief that he had said many times, "Fan, I still insist on my own point of view, the deceased is gone, what you should do is to be strong and stand up again, instead of carrying too much self-blame and guilt." Little Luna must have preferred to see that high-spirited Brother Fan. ”
The deceased is gone, and the living should continue to live with hopes and dreams, this truth, Fan Bizhuang has long understood, after all, several months have passed, and it stands to reason that he should also recover from his grief, but self-blame and guilt have put down his psychological condition, which is also a problem he wants to solve now, but can't solve.
"I know. Thank you, Mr. Contrares. Fan Bizhuang nodded, "By the way, is there something wrong?" ”
"The draw for the Champions League group for the new season is about to begin, I want to ask your opinion, we ...... Going to the site? ”
Although the tone is the meaning of inquiry, but Molina is resistant in his heart, Fan Bizhuang is not in good shape now, his performance on the field is not satisfactory, the outside media are all criticizing and questioning him, Molina does not want Fan Bizhuang to appear too much in public, he is worried that too many accusations and criticisms will make Fan Bizhuang sink more and more.
Another point, there has long been news in the market, this time the Champions League awards ceremony, the winner of the most important award will not be Fan Bizhuang, but Barcelona's Messi, last season, Barcelona achieved the Treble of La Liga, the Copa del Rey and the Champions League, which is also the first Treble in the history of La Liga, Barcelona's dream three dynasties can be described as extremely popular, and in this dynasty, Messi undoubtedly played a very key role, his outstanding performance, That's why Barcelona has been so successful.
Even if Fan Bizhuang led Villarreal to the semi-finals of the Champions League, even if Fan Bizhuang dominated the four lists of the Champions League and the league, and defeated Messi in the joint and Champions League scorer lists, becoming the top scorer, but in terms of overall honor, Messi left Fan Bizhuang several streets.
When there is no honor in the international competition, the reference condition for the award is the club's results, in this regard, Messi and Barcelona can be said to be better than Van Bizhuang, and Messi's personal performance is not much inferior to Van Bizhuang, so Messi's call for the award is obviously higher.
Of course, if there had not been such an accident and Van Bizhuang and Villarreal had beaten Manchester United to reach the final, everything could have been different.
But there are no ifs in this world.
The grand prize that should have belonged to Fan Bizhuang was probably the one that was ultimately lost, and the people who fell next to it were still Fan Bizhuang's competitors and the team he "hated" the most, Molina obviously didn't want Fan Bizhuang to go to the scene to watch the "sworn enemies" elated, for Fan Bizhuang, this may be a kind of torment.
When Molina left his words and quietly waited for a reply, Fan Bizhuang fell silent.
After a long time, Fan Bizhuang's resolute voice sounded.
"Go get your ticket ready, Mr. Contrares."
Molina was stunned for a moment, suspecting that there seemed to be something wrong with his ears, he originally thought that Fan Bizhuang was reluctant to go to the scene, but he didn't expect it......
"What did you say, Fan?"
"I said, let's go to the scene."
Fan Bizhuang stood up and nodded.
"Everything has to be faced in the end. I've let everyone down for too long, maybe a lot of people are calling me a coward behind my back, maybe that's true, but I think at least I still have the courage to face it all. ”