Chapter 41: Du Ming

"Now, Xia Li, you say, where do people go when they die?"

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, just ask. "Holding my knees and bowing my head, I thought about my life.

"Yes...... When people die, they probably go to a very beautiful place. ”

"Really?" I looked up at Xia Li's bright eyes.

"Fake. Xia Li's lips moved slightly, and a smile appeared on her face. It was a touching smile that I will never forget in this life.

"Don't be so frustrated. Xia Li touched my head like a big sister. In terms of age, Xia Li is more than a year younger than me.

"We don't know where people go when they die, but we can trust that it must be a peaceful and peaceful world. ”

"Hearing you say that, I think it's a good thing for a patient in pain to stop and die - hey, it hurts, it hurts, Xia Li, don't pinch my face......"

"Du Ming," Xia Li said solemnly, "As a doctor, this kind of thing must not be spoken. No, I can't even think about it!"

I covered my hot cheeks and looked at Xia Li to apologize to her.

"You shouldn't apologize to me. Instead of apologizing, you should make a vow and prove to the heavens that you are determined to save lives. ”

On that day, Xia Li and I swore to God: As long as we live, we will not die without help. The vows of others are the vows of love, and our vows are also the vows of love, but the content is different.

"Guilt? Guilt is inevitable. ”

I sat on the ground leaning against the wall. Zhang Jian saw that I was alone in a daze, so he came over to accompany me.

"Aren't you going to take a look?"

"Unforgettable. It's okay not to look at it, but it's like a knife to see it. Let those crazy people clean it up, my Xia Li is already dead anyway. I replied with my head bowed.

Zhang Jian sighed and said, "This ward will make people crazy. I'm afraid I'm going to be one of those crazy people a long time ago. ”

I can't reply to Jian Zhang.

"I am glad because there are still people among us who do not forget their hearts. ”

"Hmph," I said with a sneer, "we're all the same, as doctors, we don't save people, we study the dead here." ”

"No, we're not the same. Du Ming, you think so, it's just different from us. "Look up at Zhang Jian next to me, he was leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette that came from nowhere.

"Smoking is prohibited in the hospital. ”

"Not mine. Zhang Jian smiled mischievously.

Thinking that there was no point in banning smoking and smoking at this time, I shut up and stopped talking.

Zhang Jian took a puff and exhaled a puff of smoke, choking on the taste. I don't smoke, and I can't smell smoke, so I said to Zhang Jian: "Smoking is bad for your health." ”

"The slogan says every day that there are very few people who actually quit smoking. ”

"As your colleague and friend, I can't let you smoke and be decadent. After speaking, I pulled out the cigarette butt in Zhang Jian's hand, threw it into the beaker, and doused it with medicine.

"It's good to have spirit. Jian Zhang watched me sit back on the ground.

Remembering one thing, I asked Zhang Jian, "Are you a non-smoker?"

"No, I don't smoke. ”

"Then why smoke this cigarette?"

Zhang Jian looked up at the ceiling and said, "I am even more worried about using wine to eliminate my sorrows." ”

The two were silent, leaning side by side against the cold wall and looking at the lamp on the ceiling. On the other side of the wall is the hospital passage filled with the living dead.

"Drink water?"

"There is not much water. A dozen collected canned beers were poured in the medicine cabinet. But just in case, it's still ......"

"Then I won't drink it. I wouldn't have been drinking. I got up and sat back on the floor.

Jian stayed for a while after I sat down, then got up to get a beer and came back. He pulled back the seal and handed me the wine.

"No, I don't. ”

"Not for you, for Xia Li. ”

"People are dead, their bodies are all gone, what's the use. ”

Zhang Jian took back the wine, took a sip and said, "I like Xia Li." ”

Shocked, I looked at Zhang Jian.

"I like Xia Li, to the extent that I love her. She was in the same school as me, and after getting the certificate, she also went to work in the same place with me, as if it was a godsend. Xia Li originally had a love for me, but unexpectedly killed a Cheng bite gold halfway. I can't forget the guilty look on the day she confessed to me. She knew I loved her, but she already had someone in her heart who would never marry. I didn't keep her because I knew it was the happiest thing for her. It's really depressing, what is good about that man that she likes. ”

"Nothing is good, some are bad. I muttered in the sound of mosquitoes.

"Perhaps. However, I'm afraid she took a fancy to the disadvantages of that man, so she wanted to be with him. After all, if a man is not worse than any other man, then what reason does a woman have to reject such a man?"

"What a tongue-twisting thing you say. I muttered.

It was her answer, one that left me speechless. Zhang Jian took a sip of beer.

"She's such a person. I said.

"She's such a person. Zhang Jian said.

I understand that Zhang Jian is still in love with Xia Li, but I didn't ask him straight to the point.

"How, take a bite?"

"Unhygienic. But ...... "I took the beer in Zhang Jian's hand and held it up in remembrance under the baptism of tears."

"Jing Xia Li, the woman I love. Zhang Jian said.

"Respect Xia Li, I ......" is poor.

Zhang Jian patted me on the shoulder and said for me: "Jing Xia Li, a woman who only belongs to Du Ming in her life." ”

The wine has not been drunk, and the heart is drunk. It's a good thing to be so intoxicated, but how can the cruelty of the world make people blindly intoxicated?

"Zhang Jian, spit it out, spit out the medicine!"

Due to our miscalculations, monsters poured into the secret base. Zhang Jian and I stayed in a room with a small amount of food, and we were going to look for an opportunity to break through and escape, but Zhang Jian swallowed a large amount of medicine to kill himself.

"Spit it out, spit it out...... I couldn't cry, I felt very helpless.

"It's useless...... It's hopeless...... Zhang Jian coughed a few times, and the blood came out, "Listen, Du Ming...... The two of us...... Can't live together...... I'll give you the chance. ”

"I don't want your chance. Please, spit out the medicine - I just want you to live with me......"

"I hate you...... Didn't tell you...... monsters, they will ...... at some point Cease the action. Took...... Get out ......"

"Zhang Jian, I don't care if you hate me or not. Well, well, you hate me, you take all your anger out on me. So, so you don't die. Don't you hate me, then don't die. ”

Zhang Jian grinned, and then died in my arms.

When he opened his eyes, Zhang Jian realized what I had done.

"Why?" Zhang Jian asked me.

With tears streaming down my face, I replied to him with an unbearable countenance: "I have already lost Xia Li, and I don't want to lose another important person." Zhang Jian, you can beat me and scold me, I just beg you not to die. ”

"But, as you and I know, I don't live more than twenty-four hours. ”

"Maybe, maybe you are different from Wang Liang, you can live. Yes, it must be. Miracles are bound to happen!"

Zhang Jian stared at me with wide eyes, then lowered his head and said, "Providence." God has given me these short twenty-four hours, perhaps to help you escape from this sick room. ”

Twenty-four hours, every second counts.

"Du Ming, do you still have any potions?" Zhang Jian asked me as he was about to break through the corpse group after sorting out his belongings.

"No more. According to your father, this potion is best used bottle by bottle. Our hospital's own research did not produce significant results, so I injected you with a whole bottle of medicine as your father said, just like Wang Liang did at that time. ”

When the time came, Zhang Jian and I opened the door and rushed out. As Zhang Jian said, the monsters stopped moving. I stopped past the operating room. Knowing the reason for my stop, Zhang Jian patted me on the shoulder and reminded me that I had to hurry.

Leaving the secret base, we'll go downstairs to identify a new safe spot. Zhang Jian said that he didn't need a new safety point, and that this safety point was purely for me. After listening to his words, I felt very uncomfortable. The safety point of the lower five floors was established, and the upper five floors were decisively abandoned.

"First of all, you have to have enough food so that you don't survive when I die. Zhang Jian said and led me to the commissary on the first floor.

"Zhang Jian, don't always say that you are dead, how unlucky. ”

"There's no way around it. It's good if I survive, of course, but if I can't, at least I can do something for you in this limited time. ”

"Whether it's you or Xia Li, you are all so dedicated to thinking about others. And I, who have always been entangled in my own duties, are really different from you. ”

Sensing a crowd of rotting corpses blocking our path, we reversed course and went downstairs.

"Don't belittle yourself. You're much better than me when it comes to relationships. ”

"I just ran into Xia Li, the peach blossom. In two years, I'll be thirty. Seriously, if Xia Li doesn't agree to my marriage proposal again, my parents should kick me out of the house. ”

Zhang Jian smiled and did not speak.

"What's wrong?"

"I think it's normal," Zhang Jian, who instructed me to enter a hospital room to hide from the red-eyed monster, said to me as he closed the door, "talking to you like this, I feel like I'm still alive." ”

"Of course you are alive, a great living man of flesh and blood. ”

With a "pop", the lights in the ward went out, and the ward was in darkness.

"What's wrong?" I stood up and turned on the light.

There was a panting sound of "ha" all around. Sensing that something was around us, I whispered to Jian Zhang, "It's a black-eyed monster." ”

"Hmm. But how can they be...... Du Ming, beware!"

Someone hugged me in the dark.

"Bastard ......"

Zhang Jian picked me up and kicked me open the door of the wardβ€”the whole door was kicked away.

"Let's go!" pulled my Zhang Jian away from the dark ward.

After following Zhang Jian, I saw that Zhang Jian's back was cut with a big cut. What surprised me even more was that the wound was slowly closed, and the big mouth on Zhang Jian's back healed!

"Get out of the way!" I was still confused, and I was pushed away by Zhang Jian.

Standing up in pain, I saw four red-eyed monsters clinging to the ceiling and walls. There was a "clucking" sound in my ears, and I was startled by the fifth red-eyed monster that appeared next to me. So, we are besieged by five red-eyed monsters. The red-eyed monster is the most dangerous monster, not to mention that if five of them appear at the same time, it is not impossible for us to die in a second.

"Woo......" Zhang Jian squatted down and groaned.

"Zhang Jian, you ......" I wanted to go over to check on Zhang Jian's situation, but the red-eyed monster pounced on me and crushed me.

"Leave Du Ming!"

Angry, Zhang Jian grabbed the red-eyed monster in front of me and threw it at the other four. It was so fast, if it weren't for the way I saw Jian throw out the red-eyed monster, I wouldn't have imagined that it would be his doing.

"Woo......"

"Jian Zhang," I ran over to him and asked, "you, what's wrong with you?"

"Body...... It's so uncomfortable......" Zhang Jian clutched his chest in pain.

Five red-eyed monsters "cluck" and crawl to the ceiling to make a comeback.

"Zhang Jian, run, run!" I tugged at Zhang Jian, but he was like he was rooted in the ground - I couldn't move him.

A red-eyed monster pounced on us, and I sat down on the ground in fright.

"Didn't you tell you to stay away from him!"

I felt a gust of wind roll around me, and Zhang Jian grabbed the red-eyed monster's neck like an arrow. He then flung the red-eyed monster onto a red-eyed monster. The other three red-eyed monsters realized that something was wrong and immediately pounced on us. I saw Zhang Jian turn into a fleeting shadow, and all three monsters were knocked away. Just knocking down can't stop the red-eyed monster's action, Zhang Jian knows it. I wanted to remind Jian Zhang, but in a few moments, the five red-eyed monsters all became paralyzed, and they could only "cluck" and scream, and they could no longer attack us.

Zhang Jian ......: "Seeing Zhang Jian destroy five powerful red-eyed monsters with my own eyes, I can't say anything other than calling his name.

"Du Ming," Zhang Jian knelt on the ground and gasped for breath, and after hesitating, I got up to help him up, "I'm probably not human anymore." ”

"Is it the reason for the new drug?"

"Nothing to fuss about. The drug that Bastard Daddy asked to inject Wang Liang was the root cause of the outbreak of the Death Virus. We don't know much about this virus...... Woo-" Zhang Jian fell to the ground, his eyes wide and twitched.

"Zhang Jian, cheer up. Zhang Jian......"

"Woo ......" seemed to recover, Zhang Jian sat up sweating profusely, "The pain has been reduced." There may be time intervals......"

"Why, Wang Liang didn't have this symptom......" After Wang Liang was injected with the new medicine, until he was critically ill and died, he did not show such an exaggerated situation as Zhang Jian.

"It is true that Wang Liang did not have the same symptoms as me, but it is also an indisputable fact that his body is abnormal. Zhang Jian was referring to Wang Liang's physical recovery, "Therefore, it is not surprising that my injuries will heal quickly." ”

I touched Zhang Jian's wound: the wound had fully recovered, and there was not even a scar.

"Without further ado, while I'm back to normal, we'll hurry up to the commissary and collect food for you. ”

I helped Zhang Jian to his feet, and gratitude poured out. Zhang Jian has done so much for me, and I can't do anything for Zhang Jian.

"Zhang Jian, thank you, if it weren't for you, I would ......"

"Doctor...... ...... raw," a strange voice interrupted my true feelings.

Instead of responding to the sound, we focus our full attention on the source of the sound.

"Doctor...... Bear...... I'm so weird...... Help me......"

The shadow in the corner took on its form, a deformed monster. However, we can vaguely discern whose face the monster is.

"Wang Liang?" I blurted out the name.

"Big ...... Brother, I'm so ...... Uncomfortable...... "The monster with only one eye left cried to me. Instead of clear tears, a viscous unknown fluid flowed from those huge eyes.

"Du Ming, it's obviously not Wang Liang anymore. "Holding Zhang Jian, I felt his body tremble.

"Brother...... Please...... Help me......"

I couldn't look directly at Wang Liang in front of me, so I turned my head away from him.

"Let's go. With such a large body, we can't get around it. With that, Zhang Jian and I turned around together.

Du Ming...... Brother...... Don't go...... It's you who hurt me...... Such. You...... No...... Abandon me......" Wang Liang's words were heart-wrenching.

"I can't just abandon him. I said to Zhang Jian.

"Du Ming, you-woo, woo-ah......" Zhang Jian knelt on the ground again like just now, "Damn, am I ...... Can't hold it anymore?"

Looking up at Wang Liang, I felt guilty. Looking down at Zhang Jian, I felt powerless. Wang Liang, I couldn't save it, Zhang Jian, I can't help it.

"What kind of doctor am I!" I yelled.

Where the howls were heard. The beast-like voice belongs to the white-eyed monster.

"Du Ming, run away! I can't protect you now!"

"No," I said to him, trying to pick him up, "I can't afford to lose anyone again!"

"Listen, Du Ming. I'm no longer qualified to be a doctor. Zhang Jian gasped and said to me.

"If you're not qualified to be a doctor, then I'm not even qualified to be a human being. ”

Zhang Jian covered his chest and breathed rapidly: "I, I've been thinking about what a doctor is." We're doctors, but we're killing people. Yes, we didn't save Wang Liang, but killed him with our own hands......" Zhang Jian turned his head to look at Wang Liang behind us, and then said to me: "I don't have a chance, but Du Ming, you have." You're alive. As long as you live, you can be a human again. The past is irretrievable, but the future is undecided. Du Ming, you can still choose the path of being a doctor to save lives...... Uhh

Zhang Jian pushed me away, and then spat out a large mouthful of blood.

"Zhang Jian!" I crawled over to hold him up, but he pushed him away again, "Du Ming, leave me quickly!"

"No......"

"Hurry up! Then, for those of us who are destined to die, live......" The strong Zhang Jian shed tears.

"Zhang Jian......"

"Let's go!" the reprimanding roar was actually Zhang Jian's concern for me.

I left Zhang Jian and Wang Liang and ran frantically in the ward. Wailing, roaring, hatred of the living, resentment of the dead. Everything that filled the ward was like a torrent pouring into my brain. I pleaded, I cried out, hoping that the world would be quiet at once, even if it was dead silence.

"Help me...... Help me......"

The toilet is the best place for my kind of garbage.

"Save you, why?" whispered in my ear.

"Please, save me......" Thinking of Zhang Jian's words, I replied to the other party, "I am a doctor, I want to live to save more people......"

"Are you qualified to be a doctor? No, are you qualified to be a human being?"

"I'm going to live, I'm going to live......"

"You don't have the right to live. As a human being, you are not qualified to live, and as a doctor, you are not qualified to live. ”

"Tell me, what the hell am I going to do......"

"Merge with meβ€”no, you're already me, and I'm you. ”

The crying was still, and I took a deep breath. Wiping away tears, I stood up and looked in the mirror in front of me. In the mirror, I was extremely ugly, and my body, which was covered by soft skin, had become a foreign body with a withered appearance.

"Whew, it's disgusting, I'm so ugly. Well, anyway, there are still a lot of living people in the ward, go get some skins. Oh yes, I'll have to deal with those two guys first. The Death Virus is a good thing, it's too wasteful to throw it away in vain, use my power to transform it. Well, the goal is to connect the world. Come on!"100 Plating, "Don't Forget the Former Common Disaster Blessing Claw Book House" The latest chapter is free to read for the first time.