Chapter 660: This Life, Doomed Destination
Zhao Xiaotian smiled indifferently and still didn't speak.
stared at her lonely and sad face with pear blossoms and rain, but her expression suddenly became playful.
"I've never told you the story of me and the boy whose name I don't even know!" After a while, Ye Qingqing choked up and muttered, "For so many years, I have been thinking about him. Whenever it was quiet at night, I took out the jade pendant, and I always felt that he was always by my side and had been silently protecting me. How many times have I dreamed that I met him, he is still so simple and honest, still so sunny and warm, holding my hand and gently holding me in his arms, I am so happy, but when I wake up from the dream, I cry a lot......"
"I also know that after so many years, maybe he has already married a wife and had children, and he has already had a beloved woman, and he has already had a woman who is more beautiful and better than me, accompanying him and loving him. Perhaps, he has long forgotten that he once made a promise to a girl......"
"To be honest, I don't know how I'm going to deal with him even if I meet him again one day. I don't know what kind of emotion I have for him. Is it love? Or is it just a touch, an obsession? β
"Maybe this has never been just a dream in the heart of a girl who is just beginning to fall in love. And I've never lived in a dream and didn't want to wake up......"
Zhao Xiaotian was still silent, his expression calm.
Ye Qingqing also smiled, but the smile was sad and sad, "I remember that night, under the help of my grandfather, you had to accompany me to purchase daily necessities for moving to a new house, and accompanied me on the street all night." β
"I also saw the bright peach blossoms in the square......"
"In order to make me happy, you held my hand and shook the peach blossoms for me, I was really touched......"
"I confess that at that moment, I even had a hallucination that I felt as if I had met him again. Even instinctively wishing that you were him. So, he is still so naΓ―ve and ridiculous, trying to find out his information from your mouth. β
Unconsciously, two tears rolled out, "You're right, emotionally, I've always been an idiot!" β
"That night, it was precisely because of my actions and thoughts that you were very angry and completely disappointed in me!"
"I also know that from that moment on, in your eyes, I am no longer worthy to be your wife. In this life, you will never treat me like a wife again......"
Zhao Xiaotian still couldn't smile, and the little hand holding her tighter.
"Actually, you don't know, for a long time, you have been as far away from me as possible, treating me as a friend, especially when my grandfather told me that you had solemnly proposed to him to dissolve the marriage contract, I always felt very special in my heart!" For a long time, Ye muttered lightly and hoarsely, "I don't know why, I always feel empty in my heart, as if I have lost something......"
Later, I went to the square again and went to see the peach blossoms. But for some reason, my mind is always thinking about your figure, thinking that night, you shook the peach blossoms all over the tree for me! β
"I stood alone in the square, cried for a long time, and thought a lot. I hate myself, why I can't forget that boy, and I hate myself, why was I so idiotic in the first place, making you angry and disappointing you. β
"When I turned around, I just saw your car driving by, gradually moving away. I wanted to call you, but I didn't dare! I know that you must have seen me standing there with the jade pendant that the boy gave me, so you were even more disappointed in me, so you left without even saying hello to me! β
Zhao Xiaotian still didn't speak, just stretched out his hand and gently wiped her face with tears.
"Two days ago, you asked me what my attitude is towards the marriage contract between us...... "After a while, Ye Qingqing sighed faintly, "I answer you, I am willing to respect your decision!" β
"In fact, at that moment, I felt really uncomfortable and painful! But I am self-aware, I am not qualified to ask you for anything, and I am not qualified to tell you that I want to be your qualified wife. I'm afraid that I'll be looked down upon by you, and I'm even more afraid that from now on, I won't be able to be friends with you, and I'll become a complete stranger......"
After a short silence, he forced himself to squeeze out a smile, but the smile was too reluctant and too difficult.
The voice became even more trembling and lonely, "Zhao ...... Zhao Gongzi, I also understand that when the conflict with the Tang Sect has a final result, and when many things are settled, that is, when you officially negotiate with our Ye family and dissolve our marriage contract. β
"Don't worry, at that time, I will go to negotiate with my grandfather and get him to agree! In this way, you will be freed from the dilemma, and hopefully, we will be good friends from now on! β
But as he spoke, the crystal tears rolled out again like beads with broken threads.
It's just that at this time, in order not to let this man worry and feel sorry for her, she didn't say it, and after the marriage contract is dissolved, no matter whether she meets the boy in her heart for many years, she will not fall in love and get married again!
can be married to this man, and I can stay by his side every inch in the past few days, feeling his tenderness and pampering, I am already satisfied, and I dare not expect anything else.
With regret and sadness, she will die alone, which may be her destined destination in this life!
In an instant, Zhao Xiaotian looked stunned!
stared at her in a daze, and in his eyes, there was an indescribable complexity.
After a while, she said something she didn't understand, "Ye Qingqing, in many ways, you have always been an idiot!" Could it be that in terms of personality and feelings, he has always been so cowardly? β
Immediately after, Yun smiled lightly, "Okay, the matter of dissolving the marriage contract, I'm afraid I will really trouble you at that time, defend it in front of the old man, I thank you first......"
He didn't say anything more, just carefully covered the quilt for her, got up from the edge of the bed, brought a small chair and sat in front of the bed, and no longer held her little hand tightly as just now.
In the following time, the two didn't say anything more, and the atmosphere was always a little silent.
It's just that this night, Zhao Xiaotian is no longer like last night in her house in Huahai City, sitting next to her on the bed, holding her hand and accompanying her!
In the end, I just took out a quilt and spent the night on the sofa in the living room outside.
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The next day, Zhao Xiaotian woke up, it was nine o'clock in the morning!
Ye Qingqing naturally woke up a long time ago, and even supported his weak body, and went to the bathroom to wash up briefly.
However, when Zhao Xiaotian finished washing up, he was about to take Ye Qingqing to the restaurant downstairs for breakfast, and just opened the door of the suite, the scene in front of him made him stunned instantly!
I saw that at this time, "Zhou Mould God" was standing at the door like a wooden stake, covered in blood!
(End of chapter)