"Ye Lan."

Fireworks blooming, noisy crowds.

The festive spirit spreads to every corner, except here.

There was an unusually quiet side of the highway in the suburbs.

So it's a matter of course to hear this call.

"Huh?"

Subconsciously let out a questioning sound without any meaning, and then turned his face away.

The boy standing in the night breeze against the backdrop of a gloomy wilderness and a streamlined locomotive is looking serious at the moment.

It's not like I've never seen him serious before, but this time it's different.

If there's one thing that's different, it's a hunch. A premonition that something important is about to happen.

I'm so happy to spend an evening with you, like this. So"

The expression of determination, and the words that had already been expected.

I would like to spend the rest of my time with you. Be my girlfriend, Ye Lan. ”

Spoken.

I said what I had always wanted to say.

Another firework exploded in the night sky in the distance, and a five-colored halo of light was reflected on the side face of the boy and girl.

"I-"

Ye Luo wanted to open his mouth to say it, and said the answer that he deserved to refuse. But what should have been a certain idea is hindered when it is turned into words. What should have been a coherent sentence turned out to be an inconsequential word

'Sorry, it's not a good fit between us. This sentence should be said directly, but

"It's not okay for me to be like this, I use it very heavily unconsciously, and I always care too much, and then it's not stable at a critical time."

The attitude is ambiguous.

Like every time I used to be, I was ambiguous.

Sounds like it's almost like that

"-It's okay, I like all of yours along with all of them."

— as if to suggest that he came to accept these places of his own, to continue to express his affection to himself.

"But but, I'm still making an idol, and then there's no comparison between my family and yours."

I hate this attitude of myself.

But more than this kind of hate, what should be hated more is the self that is complacent because of being praised, accepted, and loved.

It was only at this moment that I suddenly realized that I was complacent.

"That's okay. It's okay not to make it public, and then tell the family when you feel it's convenient."

He must have thought about it a lot. For the sake of the present, and for the sake of the possible future.

The look on his handsome face was full of determination.

A true determination to make a false object like yourself.

"Me"

There was a moment when I wanted to say yes.

I really want to put all my worries behind me and just agree to it for the present.

In order to let him be excellent and dazzling, he belongs to himself, and he agrees to come down in order to have him.

In order to let a fake thing like himself have a true heart, he agreed to come down for this touch.

But—

"I still can't. I can't respond to your heart, so"

It is my last insistence not to let a relationship that is destined to be fruitless for the sake of such selfish desires.

"Why?"

Such a clear answer made a boy like him show a lost expression in an instant. But then it turned into a determination to regroup, which is admirable strength, but at the same time it is also a strength that I must deny.

I really want to just turn around and run away.

It's like asking him, 'What am I not doing well?' Tell me that I'm going to change my serious expression, and I'm trying to make up a reason in my heart, and I really want to turn around and run away.

But it is not okay to turn around and run away. There are too many connections between myself and him, and I have the confidence to throw him off if I turn around and run away, but then I will definitely be found and continue this topic.

"Because we're still too young. This kind of thing should be considered when you are an adult or something."

I thought it was a far-fetched answer. He had already sensed his intentions. If you really care about age, it's long past time to draw a line.

"So if it's an adult, is it okay?"

In the face of this answer, it still remains the same insistence.

"Well, at that time"

If three years have passed, I have been in love with myself until the end of high school. So for his own love, no matter how much he suppresses his heart with reason, too

“”

In order not to affirm his expectations, Ye Luo gritted his teeth and went straight down from the side of the road.

It is more than two meters high from the platform below, which is not a problem for himself, but the down jacket is dirty in a few places.

"You go back first, I can go back myself."

After leaving this sentence to himself, Ye Luo jumped onto the road below. The surrounding citizens did not notice this nimble and beautiful girl, and just reveled in the festive atmosphere to themselves.

Well, no one noticed. Then the next step is to go back

Obviously I have completed what must be done, but I also have an indescribable sense of loss in my heart. Really, give me enough time, obviously I am the one who rejects the other party, and if I want to be lost, the other party will be disappointed

A muffled engine roar.

As soon as I heard it, I knew it was that guy back. No other minions would have come back on a motorcycle at this late hour.

He didn't ask him anything directly, just glanced at a corner from a distance that he couldn't notice. You can tell the result from the look on your face.

It's the result you want.

But it's not what it should be.

Although she always denies it, and then always says that she will refuse, she can see that she is very happy about her pursuit of her distant brother. I don't know what I'm worried about, but since I'm a girl, I'm going to follow my mood and not be bothered by other things.

If you are confessed by that guy in the atmosphere, you can't agree, no, why do you have to promise him directly. It's only appropriate to calmly refuse and then gracefully let him belong to him.

Well, that's the way to do it.

Miss Chen, who was temporarily immersed in the small theater in her mind, nodded vigorously, making the maid who happened to pass by to clean the corridor a little frightened.

Ahem, let's put this kind of thing in the back of my head first. That stupid brother himself has time to comfort, and now he has to think about Ye Lan's side. Since I really want to accept it, the reason for refusal is external reasons, although I feel that it is a pity, but I also have considerations on my side, so I can only do some comfort.

Comfort, what a word that is far away from oneself.

But do it too.

Because it's not just that brother, even she is the person he values.