1659 Respective Fears

Xia Xin suddenly understood, he understood why he felt that Xia Wanwan's tone was strange just now.

Xia Wanwan's tone on the phone just now was too different from usual, and Xia Xin noticed it.

A little uneasy, a little unconfident, like something was going to happen.

Xia Xin just subconsciously thought about changing the topic, but now that he thinks about it, he realizes that something is wrong.

"Xia Xin, Xia Xin ......"

Su Xiaohan saw that Xia Xin was a little distracted, and he didn't know if he was listening, so he called out twice tentatively.

"Ah, I'm here."

Xia Xin came back to his senses and hurriedly responded twice.

found that Su Xiaohan still looked guilty, like a child who admitted his mistakes, standing in front of him blankly, lowering his little face, waiting for punishment, which made Xia Xin feel quite funny.

"Forget it."

Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "Anyway, it's nothing, except for ...... I don't feel anything other than being a little hotter, just think it's rock candy, and don't do it again. ”

Xia Xin didn't want to worry about eating and drinking every day, whether someone would order something.

"No, no, absolutely not."

Su Xiaohan waved her hand again and again, saying that there would never be a next time, she already knew that she was wrong.

"However, if you don't scold me and beat me, I will be very uneasy, and I will wonder if you still hold a grudge or something in your heart......"

Su Xiaohan glanced at Xia Xin cautiously as she spoke, for fear that Xia Xin would be angry.

is like that kind of good child, who always feels that if he does something wrong, he should be criticized, otherwise he can't stand it and he can't forgive himself.

"Am I that stingy?"

Xia Xin was helpless, "Okay, I'll punish you...... Tomorrow I will clean the living room and kitchen, and I remember that it seems like I haven't cleaned it for a long time. ”

"Can this also be called a punishment?" Su Xiaohan was a little unacceptable, she felt that cleaning the room was very common.

"Of course it's a punishment, it's to be cleaned spotlessly, it's very clean, it's not dirty at all, it's very hard."

"Oh oh......" Su Xiaohan nodded stunned.

Because Xia Xin thought about it for a long time, he couldn't think of any punishment, only this one.

Moreover, nothing happened in the first place.

He didn't think it was Su Xiaohan's fault, a simple, simple girl like Xiaohan, he really couldn't bear to say a word about her, if he wanted to blame it, he would blame Li Yanran.

"Alright, it's late, let's go to bed."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Oh. ”

Seeing that Su Xiaohan didn't move, Xia Xin urged again, "Go, remember to clean up tomorrow." ”

"Hmm."

Su Xiaohan nodded heavily.

Then he hesitated, stepped lightly on his little feet, opened his little mouth, wanted to say something, but immediately closed it again, and finally nodded and whispered, "That...... Good night. ”

"Good night."

Only then did he walk out of the door with a gentle pace and gently close the door of the room.

Xia Xin took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and finally found Li Yanran's phone, and dialed it with a call.

She guessed that the other party must not have slept, waiting for the result.

Sure enough, the phone was picked up as soon as it rang.

"I said you, don't teach people anything weird, you know."

"Something weird."

Li Yanran came up and wanted to pretend to be stupid first, but Xia Xin directly pointed out the matter.

"Xiaohan has turned himself in, what do you think?"

"Cut, it's really useless, in vain I helped her so much, and it actually withered again at the end of the day."

"Xiaohan is innocent to naΓ―ve, and she can even be said to be a naturally stupid girl, unlike you, don't bring me bad her, I really don't know where you got that medicine from a girl, serious girls won't buy this kind of thing."

Li Yanran explained, "It was from a person who wanted to drug me. ”

"Okay, you're amazing, in short, thank you for being true friends with Xiaohan, but please don't encourage her to do stupid things, she's too simple, everyone believes her."

"That's right, Xiaohan is really cute, very sincere, hum, but ah, it's wrong for you to think of her as a white lotus, of course she wants to be a lady in front of you, well-behaved, and it's usually very exciting to chat with us."

"I know."

Xia Xin smiled, "She belongs to the person who agrees with the environment, and she is afraid of being rejected by others, so in order to keep up with your chat, she will follow along, even if she doesn't want to say it." ”

Otherwise, there wouldn't have been the love letter in the first place.

Su Xiaohan was simply afraid of being abandoned and ridiculed, and worked hard to make himself conform to the environment.

"You know her well, eh, I don't understand, you really don't like her? Where is our family Xiaohan bad, silly, white and sweet, obedient and well-behaved, is a school flower, is a big anchor, has no black history in feelings, there is no stain on his body, and his feelings are as pure as white paper, which has been looking for you thousands of miles ago. ”

"Don't you know that the boys chasing him in Zhejiang University can fill the playground, so you don't have any ideas? No erotic thoughts at all? ”

Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "Sister, I'll take care of your own love history first." ”

"I'm very good," Li Yanran replied generously, "I said, you won't still hold a grudge against the junior high school incident, let you be scolded for three years, didn't she confess in the class group later, although ...... It doesn't seem to be believed, but do you know how hard it is for her? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I said, no matter how stingy I am, I can't still care about it, I don't care much about it, and I don't think there's anything wrong with Xiaohan protecting herself, she's a girl, I'm a boy, what's the matter with saying a few words to someone, and not losing a piece of meat,...... If you don't tell me, I'll have forgotten about it a long time ago. ”

"That doesn't make sense,...... Eh, Xia Xin, do you have something wrong with that? Don't feel inferior, let alone be discouraged, I know an old Chinese medicine doctor in this area, specializing in the treatment of yang x early x, to ensure that the medicine is eliminated, so that you can be a man again......"

Xia Xin interrupted her expressionlessly, "I'll hang up if I don't have anything to do." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Wait a minute, Xia Xin, one last word, you may not understand, if a good child does something wrong, if you don't punish her, she will never be able to let go. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Xia Xin knew that what Li Yanran said was not the wrong thing of drugged, but the wrong thing in the past, although he didn't care about it, it was probably a knot in Su Xiaohan's heart.

"I know you're not going to help her."

"You still have to tie the bell to the bell, come on, my sister can only help you get here......"

Li Yanran hung up after speaking, which made Xia Xin very helpless.

Although I let myself untie the bell, I have said 100 times that I don't care, why does no one believe it?

It's useless to explain it.

This made him not know what to say to Su Xiaohan.

She felt that Su Xiaohan might be the type who had a hidden temper, admitted to death, and didn't listen to what she said.

Xia Xin came to the window with a tangled face, and he temporarily put down Su Xiaohan's matter first.

Remembering another thing that worries him...... Xia Wanwan's business.

In his impression, Xia Wanwan has always been an independent, strong and confident girl, her intelligence and knowledge allow her to cope with any difficulties.

But, just a phone call ......

Now that Xia Xin thinks about it, he feels that Xia Wanwan's tone is as if she is about to cry, and she has no confidence and publicity at all.

Could it be...... What happened?

Xia Xin thought of what Su Xiaohan said just now, such as "girl", "child", "sense of security" and "future", and then remembered that Xia Wanwan was driven out of the Xia family alone, helpless, and unaccompanied, so she could only stay here.

Then Wanwan's mood can be imagined.

Xia Xin now thinks about it, and from Xia Wanwan's point of view, he understands Xia Wanwan's mood a little.

He found that he did care too little about Wanwan.

He didn't want to make excuses for himself.

If you don't care, you don't care.

Thinking of what happened after Xia Wanwan came over, he did so many things for himself, from various companies, listed companies, to his interpersonal relationships, social etiquette, to daily life, cooking and cooking, he really couldn't find anything wrong with Xia Wanwan.

Xia Wanwan has always been conscientious.

It saved Xia Xin a lot of trouble, put a lot of effort into it, and gave Xia Xin a lot of help at some very important junctures.

He estimated that Xia Wanwan had never been so tired in her past life, she had always been held by others and taken care of by others before, and she couldn't imagine that she would be here......

Xia Xin recalled little by little, from the first time Xia Wanwan came here, to the time she rushed to Xia's house to bring her out.

Wan Wan has always followed her hard, as if she was really a personal maid.

If you really think of her as a maid, the maid is very wrong, Wanwan's mind, knowledge, talent, talent, are all top-notch, even amateur music, singing has a certain social status, she can actually be bigger than those big ladies.

Just because I am used to Wanwan by my side, it would be a big mistake to ignore her feelings.

Night after night, I must not make a second mistake!

Never!

Xia Xin's eyes showed a bit of memory and looked into the distance, and in his mind, a little bit of the two flashed, and he also recalled that when the two of them were riding horses in the wild, they were so close to the dry firewood, and the day when Wan Wan left with him, the shameful training......

Standing at the window, looking at the bright moonlight in the distance, and looking at the brilliant stars under the starry sky, Xia Xin couldn't help but sigh faintly.

He suddenly felt that he really had no conscience.

Always thinking about his own business, thinking about the future he wants to pursue, but he has never thought about it.

As Su Xiaohan said, a woman's future, marrying a stranger, facing a person she doesn't like every day, and having children for someone she doesn't like, she feels terrible when she thinks about it.

Therefore, even a timid person like Su Xiaohan dared to take drugs for the future he wanted......

You can imagine the fear of the future for her.

Then think of Xia Wanwan.

She has no relatives anymore, and even the only home that raised her, the Xia family, drove her out and wanted to kill her.

She has no relatives, no home, no future.

She has been doing her best to help herself.

Perhaps, today she finally remembered the future......

Xia Xin didn't know.

He just guessed, and then stood in Xia Wanwan's point of view, contacted Su Xiaohan's words, and gradually understood that a homeless girl, helpless fear of the future, and lack of security without any support.

Probably, Wan Wan looks good, no matter how strong she is, she is just an ordinary girl in her heart......

Therefore, just now, I had a feeling that Wan Wan's words were very strange, as if she was going to cry.

Because I felt her feelings.

Xia Xin's mind flashed back to the wild scene in the rainstorm that day, and Wan Wan had said the same thing.

For a long time......

Dead!

Xia Xin finally looked down at the phone, although Wan Wan said that it was best not to contact her and wait for her to contact herself, however, after a slight pause, Xia Xin still clicked Xia Wanwan's name and dialed the phone......