331. The bewildered counselor
Lin Jin sat in her mother's car with a helpless face, yawning, leaning her head against the window, and fell asleep again in just a few minutes.
The time to lie down yesterday was quite early, but because of the black cat's words, Lin Jin's head was full of words: Do you want to be a woman? Otherwise, it's not right? What will the psychiatrist ask tomorrow? Why don't you just wait for surgery later?
Anyway, these questions kept spinning in his head one by one, and Lin Jin was dizzy, and he felt sleepy when he was lying down, but after lying down for half an hour, he became more and more sober because his head kept thinking about things.
In the end, Lin Jin didn't fall asleep until more than two o'clock in the evening, thinking that his mother might not wake him up too early, but he didn't care much, but he was woken up at eight o'clock in the morning, saying that he had made an appointment with the doctor and would pass at nine o'clock.
Make an appointment, why do you make it so early?
Lin Jin was full of resentment, and kept yawning without love, and his upper and lower eyelids seemed to be glued together, as long as he closed his eyes, he didn't want to open them.
"Hold on, I'll be back at about ten o'clock, and then I'll have lunch after a sleep." The mother sensed Lin Jin's sleepiness and said comfortingly, "That doctor is very fast and professional, my friend's son is too rebellious, so he will go over there to change it." ”
"It's like it's a great thing."
The car drove slowly to a commercial street, and my mother drove the car to the parking lot of a high-rise building opposite a large shopping mall, and then beckoned Lin Jin to get out of the car.
She took out the phone and asked for a detailed address, while Lin Jin looked around a little confused.
Didn't you say see a psychiatrist? How did you get here? Don't go to the hospital?
Could it be that there is something wrong with my understanding?
"On the eleventh floor, the doctor came back to pick us up after we went up." Mom hung up the phone, naturally grabbed Lin Jin's arm, with a smile on her face, and asked Lin Jin, "Why didn't you change your clothes?" Didn't take a shower yesterday? ”
"I didn't sweat, and I just changed my clothes yesterday, so I didn't bother to wash them."
Lin Jin usually attaches great importance to her hygiene, she basically takes a bath once a day in summer, but once every two days in winter, not because she is too lazy to wash clothes, she just feels cold.
"If you want to be a girl in the future, you have to take a bath every day, and only boys like it if you are clean." Mom never hesitated to teach Lin Jin the experience of being a sister, "When you speak, be soft, gentle, don't be arrogant every day." ”
"Eun." Although he felt impatient and felt that his mother said that it was completely useless for him, Lin Jin still kept nodding his head, as if he was using it himself.
Mother led Lin Jin into the high-rise building, took the elevator, all the way to the eleventh floor, when the elevator door opened, Lin Jin saw a middle-aged woman with curly hair standing in front of the door.
This woman was dressed in a white coat, and at first glance she looked like a doctor, and she had a pen pinned to her chest, and she seemed to be a very intellectual woman.
"Hello, is it Ms. Wu Juan?" The woman who was suspected to be a doctor smiled and greeted her mother, then looked at Lin Jin beside her and praised, "Your daughter is so beautiful." ”
The mother was a little embarrassed, nodded her head to confirm her identity, and then corrected: "It's my son......"
Lin Jin's face was full of indifference, he put his hands in the pockets of his denim shorts, and kept yawning as if he was a hanger.
The man was stunned for a moment, whose son can be beautiful like this? Didn't you really bring your daughter to tease me?
The two followed the doctor to a room, and before entering the house, Lin Jin found that there was a sign reading "Sunshine Psychological Counseling Studio" hanging on the side of the door.
It turns out that he is not a doctor, but at most he can only be regarded as a psychological counselor, right?
I feel like my mom has been fooled.
The furnishings in the room are very warm, there is a wooden round table next to a floor-to-ceiling window, the psychological counselor boiled a pot of water and poured it for the two of them, with a gentle smile on his face, and asked his mother: "Ms. Wu, on the phone before, you said that your son wanted to consult, right?" ”
"Yes." The mother didn't seem to feel ashamed at all, and said directly, "My son wants to be a woman, and I want you to see what his psychology is like." ”
Lin Jin knew what his mother thought, but he was worried that he was impulsive, so he sat aside and played with his mobile phone silently.
But what's the use of this kind of counselor? It may be useful to solve family conflicts or to relieve people with depressive tendencies, but it is estimated that there is not much experience in men's bodies and women's hearts.
Lin Jin thought that it was the psychiatrist from the tertiary hospital who came to diagnose it, but it turned out to be a psychological counselor, and the psychological gap was so simple, he didn't pay much attention to the counselor with prejudice, and played with his mobile phone by himself, listening to the conversation between her and her mother.
"Okay, I have a general understanding of the situation, Ms. Wu, you go out first, and I'll talk to your son alone." The counselor sent her mother out of the room with a smile, and then looked at Lin Jin, her eyes were full of amazement at Lin Jin, if it wasn't corrected, she couldn't believe that the girl in front of her who looked quite cute was actually a man.
Until now, she was a little skeptical that Lin Jin's mother was teasing her.
"Can you tell me about you?" Although there were doubts in her heart, but after all, the money had already been paid, and the dedicated counselor saw that the water in front of Lin Jin's table was empty, poured another glass, and then looked at Lin Jin with her kind smile, and asked softly, "Why do you want to be a girl?" Although you do look good, being a woman is not as easy as you think. ”
Lin Jin lifted Erlang's legs with a nonchalant face, he yawned, and always felt that he was still sleepy.
The kind counselor frowned secretly, feeling that the character of the girl in front of him did not seem to be very good.
"Then tell me about your family? Or is it an anecdote or something? The counselor regained his extremely friendly smile and asked Lin Jin, "Why don't we listen to a piece of music?" ”
"Whatever you want." Lin Jin shrugged.
So the consultant used the laptop on the table to start playing music, which was a music that Lin Jin sounded a little familiar to, but it wasn't very good.
"Inhale deeply, exhale ......" the counselor's voice began to soften, and she whispered to Lin Jin, "Close your eyes and imagine that you are lying on the bed now, relaxing." ”
Lin Jin unconsciously obeyed her command, took a few deep breaths, closed his eyes, leaned his back on the chair, and hung his head slightly.
"Relax, don't think about anything else, what do you see in your brain?" She said seductively.
The counselor worked hard to guide Lin Jin, and also demonstrated by himself, closed his eyes, and kept hinting to Lin Jin in a soft voice: "Listening to this music, what appears in your mind?" Is it the ocean? Or is it something else? ”
Lin Jin nodded lightly, his hands folded on his lower abdomen, and his body became more and more relaxed. After a moment, I felt like I was sinking into the darkness, I felt like I was surrounded by warm water, and I felt that the whole world was beautiful.
But the consultant found that Lin Jin in front of him was actually asleep!
(End of chapter)