Chapter 44: The Turning Point
My face remained as calm as ever, but in essence, I was confused and speechless. It seems that after knowing everything www.biquge.info, there is no need for continued communication, or even motivation, for communication.
Karegos also realized that I might need to continue meditating here, so he turned his head away and faded out of view. For the departure of this last friend, which means that no one will disturb my current purity today, Faric and the others accepted Prodmoore's invitation, and Gianna, as the daughter of the host, will definitely attend their banquet, or even if there is no party, I don't think Gianna will have a reason to come to see me at this time.
I don't know whether I should hope or dislike this result, although I want to be quiet, but my lonely heart always wants to find someone to talk about her feelings, such as her better appear in front of me now, but this is tantamount to delusion. And it's not just tonight, I'm afraid that Gianna will also be afraid of this curse in the future and restrain the emotions between us. Although she had sworn to me that she would not reject me, who knows when she would inadvertently do something against my will, after all, she is still the kind of woman who is very independent, not a submissive little sheep, and that's what attracted me to her. And I know that sooner or later she will reject me of her own will.
This means that it will always happen.
Perhaps there is a solution ---- never see each other again until we die, so that the curse is not triggered. I think that's how Gianna hesitated when she just left. Maybe she has silently chosen to leave me at this time...
But for such a result, if she was not by my side, I would rather choose to die.
I slammed my fist to the floor, and after the anger passed, I began to regret my actions a little sober, because I still had the ring that Khadgar gave me on my right index finger, and I didn't want to let the archmage leave me any damage, after all, this not only represented his sustenance for me, but also had a deeper meaning, a unique attribute, but who knows if I would be able to avoid that ending after taking off this ring? I don't know and I don't want to admit it.....
I struggled inwardly on this issue, as if the last time I felt such anger was the same when their expeditionary force was destroyed.
Thinking of this, the experience of the mage with a tragic fate couldn't help but enter my mind again, this mage who knew that he was going to be tragic still chose after all, and obeyed the final arrangement given to him by fate for the sake of the entire alliance, as if his greatness could bring me a trace of courage to face difficulties.
It was these false encouragements that made me continue to meditate, or what could be a better solution, but in the end I found that I could not find any way to work other than the unacceptable outcome of leaving Gianna, and my impatience had overwhelmed my anger and finally made me cry out my heart.
"But how can I accept that I end up facing the Alliance!"
But no one responded to my voice, and no one even knew I was here.
Eventually, lonely and exhausted, I left the place and went back to my room, where I collapsed on my beloved bed to forget about this damn ansom for a while.
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Many times, when I look outside the circle, I tend to have a more comprehensive understanding, or when I am truly at peace, I can only have a real understanding of myself, and now it will be fulfilled in me.
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When I have regained my peace with a lot of forgetting my worries, and after opening my eyes and becoming conscious, it is hard for me to imagine that I can still remain calm, that I am no longer in my bed, not even behind my bedroom, but in a strange and extradimensional world.
The external scene is constantly changing strange scenery, and the images I see at first are very vague, or just images of my own subconscious experiences or some inadvertent realizations of myself. However, as soon as the images converge, everything seems to flow smoothly. I think this state of wakefulness and sleep may have been influenced by some spell or some powerful will. Especially when I realized that a very familiar white-haired old man with a strong glow was standing in front of me, I resolutely realized that everything was arranged in this way, because the person was wearing the same ring as mine, and the location was changed to the rooftop that I did not often go to, and was never entered.
"Long time no see, Arthas. ”
"Khadgar?" After the man affectionately called out my name, I was equally excited to call out the figure I once thought I would never see again. "Are you still alive?" I couldn't resist the urge to run to him, only to find that he was merely a soul and no substance, and my brief smile came to an abrupt end.
"It can also be said that I am now an existence that is free from life and death. Whitebeard's Khadgar smiled a kind smile I had never seen before. "It's been a long time since we've seen each other. ”
"Yes. "Although I was glad that he had this attitude towards me, I was still not happy, but my face became conscious in my sleep. The mood is also even lower because I slowly recall the events of the day. "Quite a long time ago..."
"Are you still worried about the curse of fate? ”
"The latter is a bit more of a least. In the face of his somewhat sarcastic inquiry, I immediately replied frankly to his speculation. And when he heard my result, his smiling face immediately became solemn. Or I shouldn't have overshadowed her importance over my status to the league as a whole. But in fact, I am telling the truth, and her place in my heart is indispensable. I couldn't help but laugh at myself, "I guess you're going to be very disappointed in me." ”
"No, we're all the same," Khadgar shook his head, then recounted his truest thoughts, "Actually, before she changes, I want to leave my responsibilities behind and fly away with the girl I like." ”
"You're talking about Garona, the orc. ”
"Who else could it be but her. Khadgar smiled wryly again at my question. "Isn't it disgusting?"
"All I can say is that you have been tricked by fate. ”
I tactfully expressed my incomprehension, but at this moment I seem to have forgotten what I know about ourselves.
"Then what about you? ”
"Yes....." When he said so. I couldn't help but bow my head again. Or maybe I laughed at him inwardly at this idea, but I realized that I had no qualifications, Garona was a shameless assassin and a spy in the eyes of the Alliance, and it was true that Khadgar could have such feelings for him that would make any member of the Alliance sneer at him. But after a few years, I became even worse. If she could still have the same feelings for me, the whole world would probably laugh at Gianna's stupidity and naivety even more, and perhaps Khadgar still has the same emotions as Gianna did back then. In this regard, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: "We are all played by fate." ”
"Do you remember the warning you gave me when we first met?" Khadgar smiled, and took what I had said to him. "Seeing the shadow of the future is not just a curse, it's also a gift. ”
"Why do you say that?" I vaguely remembered saying this, but now I couldn't help but feel ashamed that I didn't understand that I had said something ignorant, so I prevaricated, "The tragic fate cannot be changed." ”
"Are you still afraid of death?"
"I'm afraid of death, I won't rush to the front in that orc decisive battle to accept the orc's butcher's knife or the arcane art behind you, and I'll gladly accept either outcome. And even more so now. I glared at him at him for knowing that I was greedy for life. "You might as well not be afraid of me at that time, so that I can still be glorified like you. ”
"I see. Khadgar nodded with a slight smile. "It seems that my life is not the saddest. ”
"You're not here to laugh at me. ”
"Of course, I'm trying to tell you that some can be changed. Khadgar sighed silently in the face of my anger, "Someone has already helped you find the key to your destiny." ”
"You're saying it could change my outcome. ”
"No," Khadgar shook his head. "I mean it won't be too bad for you.
"Like ending my fate now. ”
"You are wrong, Arthas. He sighed and continued, "Don't sigh at your own tragedy, there is always someone to bear this fate. And you're probably the best candidate for the league, so I'm hopeful for you, kid. ”
"I see. "Hearing this, my heart was comforted, yes, if a natural disaster ravages the whole world, there must be someone to control it, although it will be despised by the whole world, this can be regarded as a kind of contribution, a value, another glorious sacrifice..."But I don't want to lose myself when I become that way. ”
"Maybe she can do it!"
"You mean Gianna?"
"You are already at a turning point in your fate. Instead of answering my question head-on, Khadgar told me what he wanted to tell. Just as I wondered what it meant, Khadgar's shadow faded away, and the environment replayed as if it had first appeared, until my consciousness was blurred again.....