Chapter 252: How lonely it is to be invincible
"Hey, it's a pity I didn't get drunk!" Lying in bed, Yamazaki can't sleep, what a pity!
"Heh...... what else can Xiao Wai say? This guy's mind is full of filth, if he doesn't talk about those XXX things, maybe he really succeeds, but what's the matter with what he says, how dare Kuaidou drink too much? Wouldn't that be a disguised admission that he didn't have any abilities that needed to be replenished with some wine?
Two o'clock ......
"After reading another ......" silently turned off the mobile phone, only feeling that I didn't know what kind of emotion it was in my heart
"How lonely it is to be invincible
How empty it is to be invincible
Alone at the peak, the cold wind kept blowing
My loneliness who can understand me
How lonely it is to be invincible
How empty it is to be invincible
She can't listen to me when she's hiding in the sky
My loneliness is endless~"
Perhaps, this is an invincible emptiness?
Whether it was in a previous life or now, I felt that I was fearless, as if I had lost my direction
Even if there is still that unknown force doing things in secret, he still feels bored, is there anything interesting in this world?
As long as he wants to, he can destroy everything, as long as the virus is allowed to spread, will there still be life left on the earth?
In my previous life, the reason why I started watching anime was also an invincible emptiness, right?
Only the strongest creature can be used as a direction to pursue, although it is true that he promised to come down, but for him, it is just to let himself have a goal of living, so that he does not want to die
As the main body, he didn't even need to think too much in his previous life, like a salted fish in a fat house, waiting for clones to study, waiting for results, boring time......
Now, just after reviewing a series, I just feel that I have no motivation in my body, and it seems that it's not bad to die?
Shake your head and shake off all these messy negative emotions
"What do you think? My life is good now, with Kuaito, Aoko, Conan, and Xiao Wai...... It's a tie-in, but it's also a kind of fun, right? That's going to be interesting, and there's an endless universe waiting for me to explore! "In order to give himself the motivation to live, he must change his mind, change his personality, and integrate himself into life, just as a clone changes his personality consciousness......
He has long passed the unclear and confused memories that he just crossed over, and his personality is no longer Yamazaki, but Zhong Wudeok!
But he still forced himself to become Kikuzaburo Yamazaki, to become a bear child, he didn't want to lose his current thoughts, he didn't want to become a creature who was insensitive to everything, if he regained his previous personality, what else could interest him?
Kaito and Aoko, a pair of cute enemies? What if you die? Zhong Wude has no feelings, he jumps out, he can play, but his heart is difficult to make waves, he will like some things, but it is not deep, everything is just like this
Conan, little mourning?
It's just a skin-wrapped skeleton, cut it open, cut the meat off piece by piece, it's all the same!
There are bones, there are intestines, there are stomachs, there are kidneys, cells...... The essence is the same......
Everything is a sense of powerlessness to seek death......
Watch anime to find the meaning of life, and when there is nothing left to watch, then commit suicide and let a clone take the throne at random, and the clone on the upper position will naturally abandon the previous personality and repeat his own practices until the world is bored, and then replace people......
Until the entire universe, there is nothing to pursue......
"Perhaps, crossing is also a good thing, and if you live again, you have to change something...... My personality! ”
Somehow, this lyric was sung over and over again......
"How lonely it is to be invincible
How empty it is to be invincible
Alone at the peak, the cold wind kept blowing
My loneliness who can understand me
How lonely it is to be invincible
How empty it is to be invincible
She can't listen to me when she's hiding in the sky
My loneliness is endless loneliness......"
Over and over again, they have fallen into a state of selflessness, drinking the mellow half of the bottle of Moutai one by one
Compared with cheap blended alcohol, this liquor is not too spicy, nor does it have a strong industrial alcohol flavor......
A means of paralyzing oneself, forcibly changing one's mind, personality, hypnosis, used on oneself......
As everyone knows, Xiao Ai has been watching him silently
"Brain...... What's wrong? Could it be that there are too many memories to be integrated? He rolled his eyes and sighed
"Poor, pathetic man! Playing with others, despising everything, and ending up driving yourself crazy......"
……
Peng......
Suddenly, there was a loud bang
"Looks like it's next door?" Yamazaki woke up and got up
The two rooms next door, one of which is Kaito and Aoko, and the other one is unknown
"I guess something happened, right?" Xiao Ai wondered
"Well, it should!" Yamazaki smiled deliberately to make himself look normal: "Conan's Heavenly Evil has committed it again, I guess it's a dead person, right?" ”
"Perhaps!" Xiao Ai put down the phone, and his face was flat, and he was not surprised
Except for that trip to the United States, there has not been a time when people go out without dying, there is a world-class terrorist sitting next to him, a hidden target wanted by the whole world, a madman who has killed more than 100 billion people, and it is not so difficult to accept a few people who go out and die......
"Do you want to see it?" Xiao Ai asked, she is also casual, there is such a thing as a case, it doesn't matter with or without Yamazaki, Conan can also solve it alone!
"Whatever~" Yamazaki leaned on the bed, took out his mobile phone, looked at the time, half past two!
"Then forget it......" The two glanced at each other, not knowing what they were thinking, they all looked at each other and smiled, didn't say anything, and continued to play with themselves
It's not bad to let Conan sauce show off occasionally, but to put it bluntly, it's lazy cancer, just like some unscrupulous authors who have a lot of time, but are too lazy to update and indulge in eating chicken
"I don't know if there is a ...... out of that part"
"It's said that another good bag has come out......"
The two of them were cool, but they didn't know that Uncle Maori next door looked confused, and woke up to find that he was suspected of being a murderer, what was going on?
Is there such a pit? He's just drunk, and he doesn't know anything about it!
It's also drunk, but Kuaito is much more sober
Embarrassing!
Lonely men and widows in the same room, he didn't know what to do, he knew he should drink more, and then, hehe.................. Sleep, sleep with your head covered and don't know anything is perfect!
He remembered what Yamazaki had said, and then, embarrassed......
Should he be a beast? Or is it a gentleman who is not as good as a beast?
The two of them each held their mobile phones, did not speak, and faced each other's eyes and did not dare to look at each other......
The atmosphere is subtle!