Chapter 105: Apologies

"I'm talking about the facts, what happened to Odingenan, he, as the owner of this territory, did not do what he was supposed to do. Let the thieves slaughter the villagers, let the mad church poison the land, and indulge a 'nobleman' who doesn't seem to be doing anything wrong and is so proud that he only cares about his own. Or do you nobles never care about the lives of ordinary people? ”

Oran felt that he was not wrong.

"Oran, I confess that it is not only my father who is responsible for this, but also me. I should have left in the first place, and it would have been stupid to go back and save you. I shouldn't have accompanied you to that damn banquet, I should have just come back here and take my men to Odingenam and settle everything by force, wouldn't I? ”

Lillian was visibly angry, and confronted Orlan in a self-deprecating tone. After all, she is also one of those "nobles" in Orlan's mouth. And she wasn't done yet.

"You yourself are also only concerned with your own business, and you only think about revenge. Even if you killed that undead bandit in the first place, you never thought that it was to avenge the villagers in your mouth, right? And the things you have been doing for the villagers, in fact, are just for your peace of mind, I don't know what you agreed with the old hunter at the beginning, I think if it weren't for him, you would be an out-and-out monster now! A completely impersonal monster. ”

Lilian was right, Oran was expressionless, he was such an indifferent person. His questioning of the Marquis of Sutton Lear was nothing more than an attempt to find someone who would continue to "pay" for the old hunter's death, and he didn't even realize it.

It stands to reason that his revenge has been avenged, but he doesn't feel any relief, as if he is still looking forward to the deeper inside story hidden behind the original "siege". There is an even more insidious and vicious person who is manipulating all this, and is still waiting for him to defeat such a "person" with his own hands.

But the truth seems to be so clear and simple, and this matter has nothing to do with the "faceless god" who hides his head and tail. At this moment, Orlan has almost killed all the sinners whose hands are stained with the blood of the old hunters, and he has not been relieved, or has he not killed enough?

Orlan seemed to have been born as a machine that only existed to end his life, as if he had learned those masterful, ruthless, efficient, and even cruel killing techniques in his previous life, and any knowledge about combat could be easily grasped in his eyes, even touching, as if those things had been engraved in his bones.

And it was the old hunter Morgan who prevented Orland from eventually becoming like that, and it can be said that he saved Orlan at the cost of his life. It was he who set Oran on another path, the one to live for himself and for those he loved.

It's just a pity that the old hunter died before he could finish teaching, and Orlan still has a lot to learn.

It seems a little ridiculous to say that a person who was raised to be a killer from a "bad church" was about to "find his conscience" when his blood-stained career for most of his life was about to end, and it can even be said that he gave up most of his life's faith to "save" a white-haired little monster who had nothing to do with him.

The incident itself was incredible, but he did it anyway and has no regrets. As the one-eyed owl said at the end, could it be that the old hunter was cast some demagogic magic by this white-haired boy.

Or is it fate, so that Orlan met Morgan Sr.

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"Lillian!" Yulia saw that the situation was a little wrong, and drank Lilian, who was getting more and more angry as she talked, she knew that Lilian didn't mean to open Oran's wounds, she just cared too much about him. Lillian also noticed her gaffe, and she looked at Orlan with red eyes.

Orlan straightened up, but to Lilian's and Julia's surprise, Orlan didn't feel sad, angry, or even more aloof.

He only smiled lightly, and he walked up to Lilian, and then hugged Lilian in his arms. It's suffocating, at least suffocating, and what does this hug mean by surprise? If it were a normal person, would it do the same?

If Oran reprimanded her, and even told her that he wanted to break up with her, would she be able to understand it, or did it mean that Oran admitted his mistake and wanted to ask for her forgiveness?

Well, who knows what strange ideas the old hunter had instilled in Orlan in the first place, especially when it came to the treatment of ladies. Don't...... Approximately:

Old Hunter: "When you want an angry lady to forgive you, remember that nothing is good now, not even those shining gems." But you can first let her guard down with a charming smile, and then you look at her with the most affectionate eyes......"

Young Oran: "What are the affectionate eyes, are they the big eyes of a monster, where are we going to kill them?" ”

Old Hunter: "Don't interrupt, bear boy, you'll understand later!" Ahem...... Then, the moment her heart is softened by you, you have to hold her in your arms and let her feel your love. Whisper that sentence in her ear, I ......"

However, before the old hunter could finish speaking, he had already fallen headlong on the table, and he had drunk too much wine to do anything.

Young Orlan didn't have the opportunity to hear the old hunter finish his words, he scratched his head, wrote it down, and then skillfully cleaned up the mess......

Of course, it was fortunate that the old hunter didn't finish speaking, otherwise I wouldn't have imagined that it would have been a beautiful scene when Orlan hugged Lillian without saying anything, and then whispered "I love you" instead of "I'm sorry" in her ear!

"Hmph, you...... You let me go first, where did you learn this method of apologizing? Are you aware that you are doing something wrong? Lillian's face was flushed, but her body didn't listen to anything, and it was clear that she could easily break free.

"Oh, then you're accepting my apology, aren't you? I've been a bit out of shape these days. But allow me to formally thank you, my friend Sir Liliane. ”

I have to say that it is really not too funny to see Orlan twisting her body and posing with the gift she learned from the butler, although Lilian is not angry for a long time.

But Yulia, who was "ignored" by two people on the side, was "angry", which was obviously showing friendship in front of her! Obviously, she came first, and became Oran's friend first. According to ordinary people, she is Orlan's childhood sweetheart.

Hum! Yulia, who was very unconvinced, pouted, stared at Oran, stretched out her hands and said, "I'm also angry now, and I need your apology!" ”

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…… I'm sorry everyone, I wanted to make up for yesterday's two changes today, but I really can't squeeze anything out of my head.

I can't calm down at home. Last night's leave was supposed to have more than 1,000 words, but I thought about it and deleted it, it was all my own negative emotional catharsis.

Probably about my father, I can't judge him, it just makes me sad, I can doubt life.

Since childhood, I have been afraid of him because of his capricious and long-lasting "cold violence". Of course, I know that he is not entirely to blame, no one is perfect.

It can be said that after returning home, I will dream from time to time, all of which are dreams of arguing with him, sad and sad dreams.

As written in this chapter, Oran is called a "monster", which can be said to be a portrayal of myself to a large extent, but the "old hunter" has become the existence of protecting Oran, but I don't have an old hunter.

My father scolded me for being a monster back then, and I remember it for the rest of my life, why? I just didn't want to show him my essays in junior high school.

Yesterday I slammed the door again like when I graduated from the college entrance examination. That? After the college entrance examination, the score came down, I was afraid that the score was too bad and lied that I forgot the password to check the score, and asked the teacher to inform me, this time he was "hot and violent", which made me dizzy.

Yesterday, because I didn't bring the meal to the table at twelve o'clock at noon, he came home and rebuked me, glaring at me indifferently and viciously, just like in a dream, a true portrayal. I know he was in a bad mood yesterday, so he was just right to get angry with me.

I'm not afraid of everyone's jokes, it's been two months since I graduated, and I didn't have a job and cooked at home for two months, like waste.

Unconsciously nagged this nonsense again, I'm sorry everyone, please forgive me.