Ladies and gentlemen, see the words as they are.

I'd like to talk to you today.

First of all, I failed the third exam today, and my mentality exploded. My skills are okay, the addition and subtraction of gears are smooth, and the straight line is not biased, I can only say that it is not a crime of war, and Kesan is really lucky.

And then there's the stuff that comes out of it.

The main reason is that the plan is disrupted, it takes more than ten days to make up the exam, and I don't know what to do in these ten days, so I will go back to Chengdu tomorrow to adjust, deal with the things that should be handled, and then go back to my hometown to make up the exam.

I don't know what to do, and it's almost the main state of these two months.

I didn't feel that I lived alone before, even if the day and night were reversed, and I didn't leave the house, maybe no one said a word for two or three days, knowing that it was very unhealthy, but the days passed easily. In the past two months at his parents' house, a thirty-year-old man has lived a life of eating and opening his mouth, except for coding words on the computer every day and going to the driving school to learn to drive, and there is no other focus in life, and the sense of sinking has been magnified.

In addition to asking for leave, I probably rarely open a single chapter.,Everyone knows that crying children have milk.,But I've never looked down on the kind of children who cry.,I've never asked for a recommendation ticket or a monthly pass or anything after it's on the shelves.,I just hope to have a fate with everyone.,I don't dare to send a single chapter to talk about my heart.,There will be a suspicion of selling miserably.。

But today I want to talk about it.

The reason why the plan is disrupted is because there is a plan, and there should be nothing wrong with this sentence.

The original plan was that the book would be finished within a month, and then I would get my driver's license smoothly, and then I would drive outside and walk two steps outside, thinking about the new book in the middle, and it would be seamless and perfect.

I don't particularly want to go anywhere, and I don't know where to go, I just want to change my current living situation, just like when I quit my job last year, I didn't think about what to do at that time, I just felt that I had to change it first and take that step, so I quit and didn't care about his mortgage.

I want to go on a trip to see some scenery, meet some people, drive, chat, the wind in my ears, listen to their stories, it's very freehand, or look at fate.

I want to struggle before drowning, probably.

We all need this ritual a lot of times.

Back to this book, this book is a stone-throwing work to enter the industry, and rookie writers can only take the sword if they want to gain a foothold, so they have determined the selling point and the overall idea (it is dry goods, not dog food!). Looking back now, it should be considered that those who stepped into this industry. The results of this book are not very good, but they are not bad, with their own readers, the number of book friends is okay, although a group of people is not usually very bubbling.

The story of Mr. Bao is almost over, and when I first wrote it, I expected it to be about 1.2 million to 2 million words, and I wrote it this way when I signed the contract, and the span was a bit large, but I couldn't get it. It seems that there is also a feeling that the power system is not set up well, and the party is almost invincible...... Several side characters explained clearly, and the last game was done, almost.

The book was originally intended to be about alternate worlds, but it soon became clear that I needed to add a bit of fun to the games and characters that existed in real life. Because of a completely fictional game, it is difficult to write a game that makes everyone feel that this game is fun, and this is cool.

It is also for this reason that its biggest flaw is in the story, and I have thought about this problem, but in the face of those characters and events that exist in reality, and they are not historical figures, and they are often seen in the news, I feel that I have no way to shape them into other personalities and arrange other fates for them.

For example, it is so difficult to write the boss of XX company as an evil character, and to do it against Mr. Dang. The relevant departments should not be embarrassed everywhere and create conflicts and contradictions, sensitive, very sensitive.

This could also be my personal reason.

I won't write that in the next book.

Like most other online writers, what I originally wanted to write was people and stories, and this book failed to meet this demand.

I also want to write about grievances and hatreds, about the emotional entanglements between people, about the will of God, and about the torrent of history that does not change due to personal will.

I want to write about the lack of love in my life, and if you give him a little care, he will repay you with his life, but he is always played tricks by fate.

I want to write about Mr. Tree, who doesn't fit in with the environment he lives in, and doesn't know where to put his hand, let alone where he should put himself.

I want to write about the soldiers on the battlefield, entrusting my life to the other party's blood that will help me live, and I also want to write about the loneliness in the valley of the sword when I look for an opponent all my life and can't get it, so I can only bury it in the valley of the sword.

I want to write about conspiracy, betrayal, revenge, exploration, friendship, also dog food, chase, and banishment.

The things I want to write can only be put in the next book. I will make a worldview that no one can guess, and then polish the fate of the characters in it.

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In fact, after talking for a long time, the point is that there is no update today......