181 On the banks of the Dresam River
Sunset leaned quietly against the door of the piano room of the Freiburg Conservatory, listening to the music flowing from Xia Qian's slender fingertips, sometimes dripping like raindrops, sometimes surging like the tide of the sea.
He has never been seriously involved in more formal music such as piano music, I don't know if he loves the house and Wu, but he is very involved in listening to it, and he feels the sadness, anger, and hope in the music, and many emotions.
Xia Qianqian, who was concentrating on playing, only left him with a straight back and long black hair. On an autumn afternoon, the sunlight pours in through the glass windows of the piano room, plucked by the leaves in the breeze, mottled and swaying in the piano room, sprinkling a layer of golden glow on Xia Qian's shallow figure. Even with the galloping sound of the piano, it still gives Sunset a sense of tranquility and beauty.
Xia Qianqian was also completely immersed in the music, and after the song ended, he sat quietly for a long time before he took a long breath. Gently put away the score, close the key cover, stand up and hold the steel score to his chest, before turning his head.
Then he was startled by the sunset at the door, and then walked up to him with a little surprise on his face. The long eyelashes blinked twice, as if to confirm that it was indeed Sunset, glanced out the door to make sure that there was no one, and then kissed it quickly, before asking:
"Why did you come here all of a sudden, and you didn't tell me, how long have you been here?"
"It didn't take long. I'm glad I came, otherwise I wouldn't have known how much beautiful music and pictures I missed..."
After saying this, Xia Qianqian smiled brightly, and after taking the initiative to offer a hot kiss, he slapped the steel spectrum into Sunset's arms, and then pulled his arm and hugged him in his arms and walked out.
"I didn't expect that I could wait for your rhetoric, I'm happy today, I will give you a face, and I will invite me to dinner and watch a movie today."
As she walked through the Freiburg Conservatory, she was greeted by classmates who asked Sunset who she was.
Whenever this time, Xia Qianqian's tone was cheerful when he introduced him as his boyfriend.
However, most of them were female classmates, and no one recognized him as the protagonist of the stadium not far from the conservatory.
This result also made Xia Qianqian happy:
"Isn't it a special loss, the big stars enjoy family treatment here..."
"No, it feels good. I haven't heard you play the piano before, and you play it awesomely. ”
"That's, who I am and what I do is the best... Actually, I don't like to play the piano very much, I like to dance, when I was a child, I felt so beautiful watching my mother practice dance, but she felt that learning dance was too hard, and she had to ask me to learn music, so I rarely practice, of course you haven't seen it. ”
Saying that, Xia Qianqian suddenly thought of something, so he asked:
"Why didn't you wait for me when you went to the restaurant yesterday, did you go clubbing after eating? It's inconvenient for me to take it with me?"
"No, I was in a bad mood after eating, so I went back to sleep."
Speaking of this, the depression that had just been driven away by music and Xia Qianqian returned to Sunset's heart, and her brows couldn't help frowning.
Xia Qianqian probably knew what was going on, so he took him by the hand and walked to the Dresam River, and said as he walked:
"Don't think about it so much, it has nothing to do with you. My dad too, just take a look, what kind of anger you have..."
"I don't blame my uncle, but I can't get over the hurdles in my heart. It's not just the fans who are depressed, but we who are engaged in football are also depressed. My enlightenment coach is about to retire, and he was angry and argued by others who said a few strange things about football, and finally people said that anyway, whether it is true or not, you have no ability to engage in football, otherwise why can't you play in the World Cup for more than ten years... The old man couldn't refute it, so he went home and fell ill..."
With that, Sunset sighed, found a rock and threw it towards the river, watching as she jumped a few times and finally sank into the water, before clapping her hands and saying:
"I don't know what's going on, reason tells me that I shouldn't get involved in this, it's not good for me, but I can't help but care, to think..."
Xia Qianqian hugged Sunset's arm in pain and whispered:
"Well, I can't understand your feelings, but whatever you want to do, just remember that I'm always there for you..."
The girlfriend's comfort made Sunset feel better, and she continued to say what was in her heart:
"In fact, before I returned to China, I almost entered the Ukelan National Youth, and then I guess I will go to the national youth and national team, so I don't have to be so entangled. But when an accident happens, I always think of going home first, going back to that home that I am no longer familiar with..."
"My entanglement is not in Chinese football, I have no feelings for Chinese football. When I was a kid, I was short, I was tough, and I always liked to pass the ball past other people, and no one else liked it, and the coach didn't like it. The skills are not very good, there are always seven or eight mistakes in ten times, and the coach said that I am not the material for playing football, not my father begging for someone, and he is not willing to teach me..."
"Later, when I came to Uklan, I realized that football can be played like that, it can be passive, it can be adventurous, and you can try out strange ideas. Thinking about a good action and a cooperation every day, I can't sleep all night, looking forward to the dawn to experiment, which is full of fun. I don't feel bitter about practicing anything, but I don't need to be urged by the coach, I want to practice every stop and connection well, and then I can support myself to think of other whimsical ideas during the game..."
"So when I went back to China to play football, I felt that it didn't matter, there was a lot of money, a lot of benefits, a lot of calculations in football, but there was no fun. I had trouble with the coach and the restaurant several times, in addition to not being used to it, there was also the idea that it didn't matter if I played or not. The national junior team or something, let alone asking for money, I didn't even think about getting in..."
At that time, there were a group of friends and classmates such as Nie Lei and Gu Shuo, and they slowly walked out of the shadow of the disaster. I also know that it is not easy for them, and their dedication, I want to start playing hard, at least to help them get a good result, and help them break out of a good environment..."
"When I started to contact the fans, when I knew that I was a player, no matter what level I was, he would encourage me, give me water, drinks, and one big brother was so excited that he ran through most of the stands and handed me a cigarette to smoke... There are also fans who are old and sick, and let their children and grandchildren carry wheelchairs to watch the games. ”
"It is said that the German fans are of high quality and have a good atmosphere, in my opinion, they are all the same, but our fans are still short in time, and we haven't figured out how to express the appropriate way, but there is no difference between high and low feelings."
"I know there's something bad going on there, and I know it's not good for me to get involved, so I've been avoiding it. But what my uncle said is right, not to mention the big truths for the country and the people, just fight for the fans and make them happy for a while..."
The evening breeze of the Dresam River was slow, as if he was worried that a little louder would blow away the low voice of the afterglow, and he could only gently stir Xia's long hair, and the wisps caressed Sunset's face, so that he did not have to immerse himself in negative emotions.
"Actually, it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong, if you choose, you choose, let's just face it together..."