Chapter 35: I Look at Me
The quilt is a little thin, far less thick than his own, Xu Han frowned and slept extremely unwell, and every other cup of tea always had to turn over and adjust his sleeping position before he could barely continue to sleep.
The endless darkness in the nightmare tormented the helpless Xu Han, who was in a land of chaos in all directions, and it was difficult to discern the way back.......
Like a remnant soul, Xu Han wandered alone in this unknowable place, he wandered aimlessly, cried, angry, roared, depressed, wantonly poured out the gloom and depression in the depths of his heart, trying to suddenly appear in front of him with a divine or other thing that flashed white fairy light to save him from this dark ocean, but he found that this endless darkness was so real, and the white holy light was just his boring imagination.......
In the end, Xu Han looked directly into his heart and realized that it was not this darkness that was insurmountable, but that he wanted to explore this unfathomable confusion, but he was just willing to pour in the darkness.......
What a boring truth, Xu Han laughed at himself and took another step. A path darker than this darkness appeared at his feet, as if it had always been there, but he had never discovered it. Xu Han looked into the distance, and the end of the road seemed to ........ There seems to be light?
Is it a way to live? Actually, it doesn't matter, he just needs a way to go on, a road that can never be walked to the end, if one day there is hope at the end of the road........ Or the abyss, it's just a dead end........
"It's so good~" Xu Han said, but unfortunately there was no voice in this nothingness, and his whisper could only sound in his heart, "The lonely darkness turned out to be so warm. ”
Walking~Walking~ The Xuanguang is gradually flourishing, and the majesty is gradually born.
"Is it reincarnation?" he guessed,
"Is it a new journey again......" Xu Han looked back at the road, and the faces of He Nu, Xu Shan, Xiao Xiying, the old ancestor and the villagers flashed one by one in the void, which made people sad..... , "What a nonsensical life!" Putting down the disguise of being a child, Xu Han was a little tired and lay halfway through. Anyway, if you're not in a hurry to be reincarnated, why do you have to go so fast?
Nothingness is also boundless, but unfortunately it is not a starry sky. How pleasant would it be to have stars shining on such a dark night?
By the way, Xu Han suddenly sat up and looked back, "I forgot about someone....... Where is she?" He smiled bitterly, "I thought it was a fairy fate between two lives, but I didn't think it would be a plot of separation and eternal life....... "Xu Han has no intention at this time, if there is, he must still be heartbroken......
Do you have any regrets? I wonder if I will be so lucky to preserve my memories in the next life, but what can I do if I keep them? It only adds to my sorrows....... Xu Han sighed and continued to walk forward. The things contained in the Xuanguang gradually became clear, and it seemed to be a bronze door with no ceiling.......
"Is reincarnation a door? This time it's a dead one!" he strode forward with a smile on his face, then...... What will happen in the next life?
The irresistible force dragged Xu Han to float, and in just a few breaths, the faint light disappeared from his eyes and disappeared into nothingness. Xu Han was stunned, and then relieved, "It turns out that the story hasn't been finished yet......"
Ha, I broke the threshold of life and death, and I still returned as a teenager!
Xu Han opened his eyes quietly, as naturally as breathing. The crowd outside the house was very noisy, the word noisy in this indisputable paradise is rare for many years, the young man was curious and got up with his arms propped up, and then turned back to push the window open to breathe, and when his fingers touched the cold and solid wall, the stiff brain could react. He looked at the room suspiciously, his eyes swept over the bed beneath him, the sloping stove, the wooden table and wooden stools, the flat floor, and the slightly swinging chaise longue.......
The recliner made the boy stunned. After looking at the room again, he breathed a sigh of relief, it was in the ancestor's house.
"Strange, why am I in the ancestor's house, I didn't go into the mountains to find ........" In an instant, countless images flashed in Xu Han's mind, and finally froze at the scene where the crescent-shaped golden rays swept over his body!
Xu Han suddenly lifted the quilt and looked at his upper body and lower abdomen through the flickering fire outside the house, "I wasn't cut into two pieces, how did I recover! Could it be that the old ancestor gave me a helping hand?" Xu Han was shocked, "This must be the case, otherwise who can have the ability to save me from being broken in two!"
"In that case, father, they should return safely, but what about mother, why isn't she here to take care of me?"
Xu Han was puzzled, with the temperament of a He girl, he would definitely guard him every step of the way when he saw him like this, but now he was not around, which made Xu Han a little uneasy
"Could it be that I was cut in two and fainted?"
The boy's heart sank. didn't delay anything, groped around on the bed, and found a set of clean new clothes, only with fine stitches Xu Han was just a dress made by his mother for herself, and it should not be able to hand it over to herself.
pursed his lips, Xu Han gasped slightly and stood on the ground and was about to get dressed, but he didn't want to fall to the ground as soon as his legs and feet were weak, but fortunately, he held on to the bed when his eyes were about to fall, so as to avoid bad luck.
The light of the fire outside the house jumped suddenly, and the flickering light shone obliquely into the dark room, causing a moment of light in the room, and the boy stared at his arm in a daze, and he tried to blink a little confused eyes in disbelief what he had just seen.
Xu Han lifted his palm and sent it to his eyes to stare silently, and then stroked his whole body with both hands, ankles, calves, thighs, waist, chest..........
In the end, in the quiet and dim room, Xu Han stood quietly by the bed alone for a long, long time..............
The old man looked at the night with his hands behind his back and there was no joy or sorrow, how many years later, whenever Xu Han recalled this old man, such a picture would always pop up in his mind.
The old ancestor looked back at Xu Han, who was standing in the shadows inside the door, hesitated, smiled and beckoned, "Don't worry, your father and mother are fine, they are cooking spirit beasts over there with the rest of the people, I think it should be almost good, you woke up in time......"
Xu Han hesitated for a while, but still mustered up the courage to hold on to the wall and walked out of the door slightly, the well-fitting clothes were about to be put on his body like a costume at this time, and the whole person looked like a cowering monkey. He peeked at the old ancestor, and when he saw that the old man's expression was the same, he relaxed a little. The old man stretched out his hand and supported the young man as Xu Han helped him in the past, and the two stood side by side.
At the other end of the village, the flames rose into the sky, and the red flames were mixed with colorful glow, reflecting one side, as wonderful as the aurora. The vitality of heaven and earth rippled, slowly encompassing the village, and the starlight dotted on the Xuanxing stone road was a few points in full bloom, although it could not compete with the bright moon, but it was also worthy of the light of the candle.
The clouds and flowers beside the stone road are swaying, pure as people's hearts, and the honeysuckle-like fragrance exudes a little coolness! The weeds that grow in the middle of the road and the giant trees that shade the houses are also green at this time
Verdant.
It's like they were born with all things, but it has only now been truly endowed with wisdom.
Xu Han unconsciously swallowed his saliva and took a step forward. But after noticing that the old ancestor was still in place, he showed a little shyness, and retreated without a trace. It's just that he still looks at Chu Mu Yuanqi with an amazed gaze, showing all kinds of miraculous creatures!
"The outside world is so exciting, if you want to go out, it's just a matter of idleness....."
Xu Han was taken aback, he didn't seem to understand what the old ancestor meant, and he took a few breaths before he was shocked: "Old ancestor, don't be joking, our ancient village is an unchaotic and unopened place on three sides, and there are a few insurmountable peaks in front of me, I want to take everyone out, but unfortunately I can't find a way!"
"Ho ho, they can't get out with Xiaoshan, but if you're alone, there's still a way to try, isn't it?" The old man's smile was as kind as ever, but at this time, it made Xu Han's heart palpitate for some reason.
He wanted to grin and continue to joke with the ancestor, but he couldn't breathe like a boulder in his heart, and he couldn't say half a word.
The old man was silent again, but Xu Han was uneasy at this time, and his brows were tangled together. After a long time, he opened his mouth, and his tone was slightly angry: "I'm doing well here, why do you have to go out?"
The old man sighed, his rickety body made people feel sad when he saw it, "All the answers are in your heart, there is no need to ask outsiders" and then the old ancestor gently touched the young man's shrunken palm on his right arm, and said the last sentence, "Many times......... The ....... we could choose from"
After speaking, the old man muttered a few words in a low voice like a child, as if he was saying something with the will to say something, what could not hold Yunyun, and then walked away in the darkness with difficulty.
The young man looked at the back of the old ancestor and was silent for a long time, then looked back at the mountain peaks under the night, and lowered his head and muttered,
"Why is it all ........?"