Maybe I'm still too soft-hearted and too young, and I think that since I am a person who has been together seriously, even if I want to say goodbye in the end, I should say that sentence face-to-face and never see you again. I don't believe in a sequel like being friends after a breakup, people who have really loved each other can't accept the result of continuing to be friends, and meeting again will always be a reminder of the past, but it's just an embarrassing situation between the two, what's the point.

My ex-boyfriend and I have been to the coffee shop in front of the school countless times, but the difference is that we have come here because we don't know where to go on a date, so it is good for the two of us to sit together and quietly flip through books, watch movies, chat, or pick up our mobile phones and play black games together. There are not many people here, and most of the students like to run to the bustling business district, which is quite quiet.

On the day I promised to see him, I packed my backpack in advance and walked to the school gate with professional books. When I entered the door, I accidentally saw a notice posted on the glass door of the coffee shop: Due to the poor management of the store, we have decided to close in a week, thank you for your continued support! We apologize for any inconvenience caused.

I secretly said that it was a coincidence that I broke up with him, and the coffee shop was going to say goodbye to us.

I saw his familiar back sitting by the window where we used to sit every time, and as I walked over he stood up and stared at me intensely, as if that way he could read through my thoughts.

"You're here."

"Hmm." I wanted to keep my words to a minimum, and I wanted this goodbye to end quickly.

"This is a snack made by my mother, and she asked me to bring it to you." Nervously, he pushed a box of snacks in front of me.

"We've all broken up, it's not appropriate for me to accept your things like this." I knew I couldn't accept the gift, and even if he moved out of his mom I should make my attitude clear, so it's good for both of us.

I glanced up at him and saw that he was pursing his lips and thinking about something, which was his usual movement when he was nervous.

"Yueyue, I know that I have a lot of problems. But, you see, we've been together for so long, and we're all about to get engaged. Can you just forgive me once? His tone was very sincere, but I already knew from the bottom of my heart that the two of us were really inappropriate, not only the little problem in front of us, but also before we got married, and I am afraid that after we get married, it will be even more uncontrollable.

I had to reply lightly, "I'm sorry." "At times like this, the more you talk, the more you get wrong.

"I really regret it, Yueyue, I shouldn't have done those things and said those things, I promise I will never do this again in the future! It's really not good, you beat me, you beat me to relieve my anger. As he spoke, he took my hand and hit him in the face, and I was startled and quickly clenched my hand into a fist and pulled it back.

"You let go of me, there's someone else here." There weren't many customers in the café, but the few tables that were a little loud at the table turned their heads to look.

"Oh. I'm sorry. He bowed his head apologetically.

I rubbed my wrist, which had been pulled red, and started to get a little angry.

"Actually, I'm here today just to say goodbye to you officially, and the two of us really can only end here, when I broke up with you, it wasn't just because of the few things that happened during the summer vacation, but I gradually found that there are still many problems between us. I'm also sorry for the trouble I have caused you and your family, but in order not to cause even more irreparable consequences, separating now is indeed the best option. I patiently explained to him, and then politely stood up to say goodbye.

"Thank you so much for taking care of me for so long, if there is anything I can help in the future I will do my best. I'll have something to do in a while, so I'll go back first. ”

He didn't say anything more until I left the coffee shop. I thought this was the final goodbye.

I didn't go back to my dorm room, but sat in the cafeteria and ate a bowl of jajangmyeon, and I wanted to tell myself that I was fine, that I was going to say goodbye to the past, and that I should start a new life. While eating, tears still slid down my cheeks and fell into the bowl. Shouldn't the person who said goodbye first be a little more chic and fearless?

I landed in the game with a black face, and even though no one else could see my facial expressions on the screen, I still felt like my character was walking with a sense of rage. There is a group of wild boar monsters in a field in the novice village, and if I am in a bad mood, I like to poke them, fan them and pour one after another, until all the wild boars in the grass are slaughtered, and then wait for the refresh.

Under Li Shaoqing: Yueyue, do your daily life?

Su Yue is like smoke: I am in a bad mood and don't do it. ‘’

Under Li Shaoqing: What happened?

Su Yue Ruyan: Something happened in reality, it's quite complicated, in short, it's just unhappy.

I thought about the causes and consequences of this matter, it was too complicated, and I didn't bother to talk about it, although I did have a good impression of Li Shaoqing, but no matter how close this relationship was, it was just a netizen playing games together, and there was no need to involve too many realistic things.

Under Li Shaoqing: Why don't I take you to the battlefield, the new gameplay has come out recently.

Su Yue Ruyan: Okay.

Recently, the game has launched a new gameplay called Fantasy Battlefield, which is a bit like LOL's tower pushing game, except that the heroes to choose from have become NPCs with higher popularity and more appearance rates in the game's plot. I chose a Baicaotang NPC Nianhe who can add blood, and followed behind the pirate king chosen by Li Shaoqing, his character was dressed in tatters, and he was carrying a coffin board and a big hook, and he was ugly to death.

By the way, the two of us also brought Brother Xingchen with him, because he kept shouting in the gang channel that he was bored and had to drag us to play a dungeon, so he came to the battlefield with us. The figure he chose was a big fat man with a double hammer and a pigtail. He had to say that this character was not an ordinary person in terms of physiognomy.

Li Shaoqing said that he can hook the other party under the tower, I am responsible for making the bait and rushing forward, he is responsible for standing behind the hook, we pretend to be invincible to the other party and deliberately retreat, it just so happened that one of the other party chose the same pigtail as Brother Xingchen Brother Hammer and we are in the middle of the road, we spent a lot of effort to make this game, Li Shaoqing finally threw out the hook, but did not hook back the hammer brother. I put a question mark in the team channel.

Under Li Shaoqing: Maybe he's too heavy...... I really tried my best......

For the sake of the great god playing this battlefield for the first time, what else can I do? Choosing to forgive him, of course.

The battle situation in our first game is also very intense, as a Baicaotang who can add blood, is generally the first to be knocked out in team battles, so I run fast under my feet, although Li Shaoqing is not familiar with the characters, but after playing for a while, I can be regarded as finding a feeling, Brother Xingchen's hammer level failed to rise and was suppressed by the other side, so this wave of team battles can basically be said to be the result of losing both, seeing a group of little nurses with residual blood suddenly showing their fangs and flying forward to harvest a wave of heads. 1,2,3,4Huh? Where did the missing one go?

When the word "failure" popped up on the screen, I realized that the invisible killer had infiltrated our high ground and successfully attacked. However, as a handicapped little nurse, I am still very happy to harvest the head~

Under Li Shaoqing: Yueyue is amazing!

Suyue is like smoke: Concessions and concessions are all paved by seniors, and juniors enjoy the shade.

The first little red hand in the universe: I don't understand, someone else hammered me to a pulp, and if I hammered someone else, it turned into a small fist to hammer your chest?

Although I didn't win, but I played and chatted with them, I was not so sad, I was going to go offline early to rest, so I lost the account to Li Shaoqing, and excused myself and said that I had something to go offline today, and if he had time, he would do it for me.

Lying on the bed alone looking at the white bedroom wall in a daze, I don't know what I'm thinking, and I don't seem to think about anything. The mobile phone screen "ding" lit up, which was the live broadcast prompt information of the white night walk. I rolled over and got up, found a pair of headphones, and lay back down, clicking into his live broadcast room.

[System] passer-by fan - Su Yue Ruyan entered the live broadcast room.

Bai Yexing, who had just started broadcasting, had not yet sung, and while adjusting the microphone and reading the name of every fan who entered the live broadcast room with a warm voice, I heard him say "Welcome Suyue like smoke, welcome home." "This warm feeling seems to be able to heal the emotional pain in my heart, and my mood instantly improved a lot, although I felt a little distressed about the gold coin, but I still gave a rose.

Yes, this fairy didn't resist recharging the gold coins later, and I don't plan to report this to you in my story in the future. Over。

I'm not the kind of little fan who is very active and likes to type and talk to the anchor on the public screen, and later Ah Yao told me that my behavior is called "black listening" in their "jargon". I was interested in asking her what about the kind of people who just chat and don't give gifts? She told me it was called "white prostitution." I suddenly sighed, and sure enough, the professional terms in each circle are really 666.

I hid on this side of the phone screen and listened to the song silently for a long time, accidentally fell asleep, and I didn't know when the white night walk was broadcast, and when I woke up again, the lights in the bedroom had been turned off, and the roommates seemed to have fallen asleep. I pressed my phone and found it was one o'clock in the middle of the night. I turned over and tried to continue sleeping, but I felt that I couldn't sleep. I simply pulled the quilt up, took out my mobile phone and flipped through it casually.

White Night Walking should have been playing this live broadcast software for a long time.,A boy who doesn't like to post news.,At least more than 100 dynamics on the homepage.,I slowly looked at it.,Most of them are talking about the songs they like to listen to recently.,What movies I watched.,Or share the funny jokes you see.。 I almost laughed out loud in the middle of the night watching these funny jokes in the bed, for fear that the other girls in the dormitory would find out that it was very hard to endure. Finally read all the more than 100 dynamics.,It's like feeling that I'm closer to him.,But I didn't find the legendary news announcing the relationship.,Maybe it was deleted after the breakup.。 I went through all the updates, and there was only one that looked like it was related to a relationship, like it was posted during a breakup.

He said: Everyone has their own way to go, and no one should be a burden to anyone.

Suddenly I felt a little heart-wrenching to read, I thought about it for a long time and clicked on the private message box on his homepage, and typed a line of words: I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, I looked through all your news messages, I just broke up with my ex-boyfriend, although I mentioned it, but I really don't think two people are suitable for a lifetime. I feel like I'm very hypocritical, and I feel uncomfortable when I mention breaking up, and I want to get some comfort. I sent this message because I felt that you would receive too many private messages from fans every day, and you would probably not have time to read or reply to them, and there were some words that you would only dare to say to strangers.

I put down my phone and looked at the dormitory in the dark of night, wondering exactly when I fell asleep.