Chapter 415: Similar Behavior and Cowardice
"Speaking of which, this is my first time in Huaxia."
"Me ...... too"
"Really?"
"Then after this time the matter is dealt with, let's stop by and play here for a while, shall we? Of course, all the expenses are up to Luo Jun. ”
"What? Why? ”
"Aren't you the host? And, are you going to let us do your day work? Evil exploiters! ”
“......”
Although what you say seems to make a lot of sense...... But do you think I'll agree with it so easily!
The three people who had just left the airport were chattering meaninglessly while casually flagging down a taxi and heading for the predetermined "preparation site".
Originally, according to Luo Jinyan's arrangement, although Luo Tianshu came back "secretly" this time, it should have been received with a certain degree of specifications.
However, because both father and son know it, they still try to keep a low profile in a "quiet" attitude on the surface.
Luo Tianshu would never believe that his father would suddenly wake up and take the initiative to do things like making things easier for him, so even if he sent someone to pick him up, he wouldn't pay attention to it.
On the other hand, Luo Jinyan knew that Luo Tianshu would not easily believe in himself, so he didn't bother to do superfluous things.
Under the wonderful tacit understanding, Luo Tianshu "secretly" returned to his own country, although in fact, except for his grandfather, he didn't seem to hide it from the rest of the family when he went home this time.
But it doesn't matter, although both of them are blatantly violating the semblance rules of the game, but for their own purposes, they both ignore each other's foul behavior.
"Now, Luo Jun, what will you arrange next?"
Although in this operation, Yang Nai's status is as the team's "think tank", but when she goes to a place where she is not familiar with life, it is impossible for her to do everything herself.
There are some things that are obviously not within her ability, and she naturally has no need to meddle.
"Find a hotel and rest for the night, and then go to that old house tomorrow...... My dad. ”
“......”
"What's wrong?"
Yang Nai's strange gaze made Luo Tianshu uncomfortable, as if he had discovered something interesting, he looked Luo Tianshu up and down, and Yang Nai opened his mouth to explain:
"No, I just think it's a lot like it, Rokun and Yukino-chan."
"Me and Yukino?"
Hearing this, Luo Tianshu was stunned, and for a while he didn't know what Yang Nai meant.
"Huh."
Seeing Luo Tianshu's thoughtful expression, Yang Nai couldn't help but laugh out loud, seeing that the other party's expression was becoming more and more weird, she hurriedly waved her hand.
"Don't be so sensitive, Luo Jun, what I just said is just literal."
Lowering his flamboyant eyes, Yang Nai's eyes revealed a bit of nostalgia:
"Once, when Yukino-chan came home, it was the same, even though his home was next to him, but he had to live in a hotel, and he felt like an awkward child."
“......”
Luo Tianshu was silent, not because although Yang Naina was not ironic, but actually poked his sore place, it was just that he was a little surprised that he would do the same thing with him under the snow.
This is not the fear of the faint-hearted.
Nor is it the rebellion of an immature person.
This is simply relying on one's own primitive perception, based on one's own perception of danger, and instinctively reacting.
A home without a sense of security and belonging, for Luo Tianshu, is not even as warm as an outside hotel.
Yono once asked him why he didn't go and ask his father about his mother in person.
At that time, Luo Tianshu did not answer her directly, but just told her that her previous self may have had this kind of consideration, so she did not choose to do so.
But in fact, only Luo Tianshu himself knew that this was a big lie, and he just did it to preserve those boring self-esteem in front of Yang Nai.
Even in the face of Yangnai, he has a side that he doesn't want to show.
Even if it was the ugly struggle, the ugly heart, and the distorted character, exposing these filthy things in front of her, Luo Tianshu didn't feel any shame.
Because they are the same.
He who believes in her will inevitably be believed by her.
This is a tacit agreement that does not need words, as if it were a vow that exists by nature.
But even so, there is one thing, only one thing, he doesn't want to, he doesn't want to, and he can't show it in front of Yang Nai.
That is their own cowardice.
That person, his father, the head of the Luo family, Luo Jinyan.
That was at the age when Luo Tianshu was not afraid, did not know the severity, and did whatever he wanted with his heart, and was the only existence that he did not dare to look at directly.
It's not that he's harsh, it's not how hard he's to communicate, and it's not how terrible he's to be.
It's just that in that world where everyone looks at themselves with colored eyes, only this person won't do this, he won't even look at himself, because every time he meets that deep gaze, Luo Tianshu doesn't feel the love surrounded by warmth.
It's a kind of coldness that is seen through.
It's literal see-through.
Luo Tianshu felt countless times that his father was not looking at him, but saw someone else through him, and all that was left for him was the traces left by that gaze.
It's just a greeting without temperature.
He couldn't escape from the shadow of that sight, no matter what he did, his courage and determination would disappear without a trace in front of those eyes.
Whether it is joy or sorrow, it will become worthless under the gaze of that smile.
Luo Tianshu felt like a selfless puppet in front of that person, and this feeling frightened him and made him angry at the same time.
But no matter how much he resisted, he couldn't do anything to the man.
Luo Tianshu felt that his father felt like an unshakable mountain to him, but unfortunately, the feeling that this mountain brought him was not reassuring and reliable, but an irresistible heaviness.
He used to think that this was because of his immaturity and because he was still young, but as the pace of time kept moving forward, he grew from a little ghost who could only play pranks at home to a gentleman who dared to be unscrupulous outside.
But when it came time to face that person, he still couldn't do anything, and it still seemed that he was still the same as before.
He felt scared, he felt powerless, and at the same time, he also felt bored.
Since there is no escape in front of him, it is better to leave him.
That was the first time he chose to escape.
Even though he knew that the result of doing so might be to live in the shadow of that person for the rest of his life, he did it anyway.
Luo Tianshu used the simplest way to solve his urgent need.
He fled from his father's side, far away, from the initial psychological alienation, to the physical alienation at the end.
Until now, he still had an unreal feeling in his heart, and he didn't know if he was crazy.
Obviously, he managed to escape from that person's side at the beginning, and now he will actually try to return to that place.