Chapter 29: The Theory of Isolated Existence and Interests
Sometimes loneliness is more like a temperament than a psychological feeling, sometimes it is manifested as being alone, this loneliness from the outside in, although uncomfortable but not unacceptable, and sometimes it is manifested as being isolated in a group of people, this loneliness cannot be resisted or escaped, and this loneliness often comes from the malice of others.
Loneliness is a kind of temperament, but it is different from affinity, impulsiveness and these social temperaments, although it can also be manifested from the outside, but it is not an active performance, but is discovered by others, lonely people often do not notice their inadvertent temperament, but can be very keen to find people with the same temperament as themselves.
To put it simply, lonely people are always attracted to each other.
"Aren't you going to play with them?"
Luo Tianshu never thinks of himself as a lonely person, but unfortunately, in the comparison of the general environment, he is unexpectedly a person from the loner camp, so he naturally found someone with the same temperament, a member of the primary school camp, obviously in the most active group, but the little girl who was pitifully excluded, like them, was hung far behind, feeling the general way of living in isolation.
"If you don't go, it's not interesting to play with them, after all, they're all children."
"Aren't you also a little ghost, if you don't want to be so unwilling, it's good to go back."
"No, in that case, my mother will be worried, whether she gets along well with her classmates or something."
The girl touched the camera hanging around her neck, which her mother had prepared for her to take pictures of happy memories with her classmates, which now seemed completely useless.
"Really? You're really out of luck. ”
"Xiao Luo! How can you talk to a child like this, it's too much. ”
Luo Tianshu's words naturally got the blame from Lai Bibin, indeed, with Luo Tianshu's age and identity, he should not talk to children so casually, for them, Luo Tianshu's supervisors are actually no different from teachers, they are all "adults", and they need to pay special attention when talking to children who are still in the ignorance period.
But is that really the case? They are indeed children, but children are also different, some children can't say heavy things to them, some children can't say sad words to them, but some children are different, they have long seen the reality, whether it is cruel or cold, even if they don't understand it now, but one day they will understand.
And for the more special, children who are in this cruel reality, just like this little girl, she is a loner, and Luo Tianshu is also a loner, even if there is a gap in age, knowledge, and values between the two, it is undeniable that they are all members of the loners.
Is it possible to be more superior as an "adult"? Could it be that being an "adult" can be more effective in resisting this loneliness? Luo Tianshu doesn't think so, as long as he understands this feeling, everyone, whether adults or children, is no different, and they are essentially loners.
"Yubihama, as long as she doesn't care."
"It doesn't matter, I don't want you to treat me like a child."
A very stubborn child, with a strong sense of sight, the same as someone behind.
"Hear me, Yubihama, she said it herself."
"Really, Xiao Luo, you're always so unserious."
Yubibin complained to Luo Tianshu a few words and then walked to the little girl's side, it seemed that he wanted to get close to her, no, it should be said that he wanted to "save" her.
"What's your name?"
"Before asking someone's name, give it your name."
"Uh......"
"Poof, hahaha."
Looking at the embarrassed Yubi Bin, Luo Tianshu smiled very unconscionably, people like this who are obviously children but don't treat themselves as children are the most troublesome.
"Well, I'm Yui Hihama, what about you?"
"Rumi Tsurumi."
"Rumi-chan, it's not okay to get along with your classmates."
"I'm not interested in that kind of thing, what's your name?"
Liumei directly perfunctory Yubihama's question and set her sights on Luo Tianshu.
"I'm Luo Tianshu, I'm a very troublesome kid when I see you, don't look for me if you have any questions, just look for the handsome blonde guy in front."
"Xiao Luo, I'm talking about you!"
"Ah, I know, I know, it's just a joke."
"Really."
"Ah, by the way, although the incident just now is a joke, but it is also a sincere suggestion, don't look for the three people here if you have a problem, believe me, it is definitely much easier to find you senior Yeshan than us."
"What about her?"
Rumi pointed at Yubihama for the first time, Luo Tianshu smiled, he began to feel that this keen little ghost was a little interesting.
"She doesn't count, I mean me, and the two behind me."
"Ah, Xiao Luo, what does this mean?"
"It's just that you are very likable to children, and I want to find you more when I have something."
"Really? Am I that good? ”
Yubihama looked a little happy.
I'm sorry, Yubihama, but it's a bit of an exaggeration, but it's good that you didn't hear my voiceover.
"Little ghost, how did you know at once that there was no Yubihama among the three people I said?"
"Don't call me a ghost, I have a name."
It's rare to see this uncute little ghost show his childish side, puffing up his face to express his dissatisfaction, so it seems a little different from someone, at least that guy wouldn't make such a cute move.
"Okay, Tsurumi, is that okay?"
"Are you really an adult?"
Looking at Luo Tianshu's vindictive practice of only calling his surname, Liumei complained in disbelief.
"Sure enough, it's a little ghost, and there will be such boring fantasies, hahaha."
"Forget it, it's all the same anyway."
Rumi felt a little weak and kicked the pebble under her feet to vent her dissatisfaction, and was silent for a while before opening her mouth to explain the reason.
"It's just that I feel, I feel like you're a little different from that big sister."
"That's right."
It seems that the theory of the loner is valid.,It's impossible for such a little ghost to understand what it is.,But you can clearly feel the difference between these.,Sure enough,It's not cute at all.。
"You're a foreigner?"
"Huaxia people."
"Why did you come to Japan?"
There was a hint of sadness in Liumei's eyes when she asked this.
“...... Don't look at me with that kind of look, I didn't go abroad because I was excluded by my classmates, how could that kind of thing happen to me, don't be too rich in your imagination. ”
"So it's not, so why don't you go to the front."
"You mean to let me get along with those imps? Impossible. ”
"It's obviously similar to that Hayama senior, why don't you go? Does it feel bad to be adored by elementary school students? ”
Hey, little ghost, you've poked me in the sore spot, where am I similar to that guy in Hayama, tell me clearly, I'll change it right away!
"Because there is no benefit, even if I am worshipped as a god by that group of imps, my campus life will not change at all, I understand, the so-called adults are such a realistic existence."
"Please don't sum up all adults in terms of your pathetic values, okay? Lori controls bad classmates. ”
Maybe he finally couldn't listen to Luo Tianshu's fallacy, and the snow interrupted him.
"Let's not mention what's going on with that terrible title, under the snow, it's not a problem with my values, but the truth of society."
"It's obviously a NEET that doesn't even want to go out of the house, but it actually discusses social issues with me, don't you think there's anything wrong? Squatting classmates at home. ”
Hmm, damn Shizuna Hiratsuka, did you leak my information to Yukishita again!
"Please don't confuse me with Bikiya, okay? Besides, why can't you discuss social issues as a NEET? I'm also a serious social person. ”
"I don't remember when NEET became a member of society, and even if it did, it wouldn't be the basis for your self-consolation."
"Am I wrong? This world is like this, benefits do not necessarily have to be translated into concrete things such as money and goods, and more abstract explanations are also possible, fame, interests, other people's impressions, isn't everyone for these things? ”
“...... Do you have to turn everyone into slaves to profit? I do not deny the existence of such people, nor do I deny their correctness, but there are also people who live with a non-selfish attitude. ”
"If the psychology of self-satisfaction is also summarized as one of the benefits, then there is no problem."
"You're a strong-tongued, purely self-righteous idea."
"Let's just take it as it is."
Luo Tianshu doesn't care whether this kind of statement is correct or not, and the same is true under the snow, this kind of self-perception similar to values only determines how a person views the world from what perspective, even if he can change himself, he can't affect others.
Just like Hayama, he uses his own methods to help Liumei, but no matter what he does, Liumei will never be able to escape from the fate of being isolated, which can't be said that Hayama's idea is wrong, everyone knows that the way to stay away from loneliness is to integrate into the group, but what about the specific approach?
Hayama may know that his approach is ineffective, but he still does it, this may be a way of survival, Hayama's way of survival, or the survival of the campus prince Hayato, always uses a positive method to deal with problems, even if the effect is little or even non-existent, he will do it.
You say it's gentleness? Yes, that's right, gentleness, Hayama Hayato's gentleness, Hayama Hayato's gentleness to himself!