50 - The meaning of existence (ask for collection)

"Good morning, Boris, Ollie." Will stretched out and came outside the room refreshed.

"The weather was so nice today. Isn't it? ”

Boris stood next to Will, and looked at Will's relaxed expression in surprise, completely different from the feeling he had suppressed yesterday.

"Vere? You... You okay? ”

"I, I'm fine, what can I do, you went out yesterday, and I was bored by myself, so I fell asleep there."

Vere stretched and snorted comfortably, "And then it's this morning, you know, I've been back from the beach for the past two days." ”

He stretched his arms and legs again, "It's been a long time since I've slept so comfortably, well, it's really comfortable." ”

"You, Wiel...... What's wrong? ”

"I already thought about it yesterday, it looks like it's impossible for me to go back in a short time, instead of feeling sorry for myself, it's better to go with the flow, don't you say?" Will smiled and said these words, which made Boris feel bad.

"Since I came to this world, I have to live well, and it's not like there is no hope of going back, just follow the steps."

"You, it's really, really good that you can think like that." Boris was relieved to see that Ver was not in a state of insanity.

Ollie on the ground screamed softly, rubbed Wille affectionately, and fell asleep again.

"The little guy has been able to sleep lately, I'm a little hungry, do you have any ingredients to eat, this time I don't use magic, I will make some food for you with my own hands, let you taste my craft."

"Yes, I'll bring it."

With that, the two walked towards the stone pot by the river.

…………

Last night, Wiel had been sitting quietly on the stone chair for a long time, and the room was eerily quiet, until at last, Wiel moved his fingers and clenched his fists, and blood flowed from his fingernails.

Suddenly, his hand was released again, and he stood up in a bit of a distraction, and staggered forward two steps. Dazed at the door. It's as if there is a familiar world behind the door.

Will, who didn't know why he was moving forward, stretched out his hand as if to touch the lost void in his heart, as if there was a poignant bubble in front of him, and there was his fantasy of going home.

The touch of his fingers felt like a tingling, and the sand of the stone was cold to his hands. Then, Vere trembled, and the foam in front of her shattered.

The hometown in front of me originally thought that it was so close, but now Weier really felt the gap between the two worlds.

There was nothing around them, nothing around, just like in Will's heart now, empty, only trembling with uneasiness.

Poof, Weier fell to his knees and slammed his hands on the ground, "Ah~ah~!" He tried to shout loudly, but choked into a dull whimper in his throat.

"I'm sorry...... Mom and Dad, I can't go back, I can't let you enjoy it. …… Xiaomei, I still haven't been able to keep our agreement...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I want to go home, but I can't...... I can't go back. ”

Snot, saliva, and large tears fell to the ground, whirling with the dirt into a sad form.

The people of the earth are so embarrassed, so helpless and miserable.

Wiel buried his head deep in his arms, his back trembling for a long time, but the room was quiet, and only by listening carefully could he hear the whimper that was stuck deep in his throat.

Eventually, Ver looked up at the portrait of the sacred tree in the dim stone house. The hesitant eyes gradually calmed down.

These months, whether it's spiders, spider kings, poisonous snakes and being in unfamiliar environments. Didn't make Weiel's mentality change, didn't make Weier feel scared or panicked, no matter what he encountered, although he had no experience and knowledge, he could calmly try to survive.

Just for the one goal in my heart: to go back, to return to Earth. Especially after seeing the portal, this feeling became more and more intense.

This was the only reason for Ver to persist for these months, and it was also the reason why he wanted to live no matter what, and when this reason suddenly became vague and insignificant, this obsession also became a nightmare in his heart.

But it wasn't until he passed through the gate of light and stepped on the beach that the nightmare in his heart that he didn't want to accept reality finally tortured Will's mind.

Will he be able to go back? The short question word became a hurdle in Will's heart that was difficult to overcome.

To go back, or not to go back, that's the question.

And in the answer just now, I got a not ruthless, but absolutely cruel answer.

But Wiel knew, or already knew when he walked out into the beach.

The portal of this world may only be able to teleport to the world within this world, but not to the world outside this world.

If that's the case, wouldn't you really be able to survive in this world for the rest of your life?

So, instead of speaking, Wille quietly began to think about the meaning of his existence, whether to be a lost traveler or a part of this world.

If you don't come to this world to go back, not to reunite with her family, not to catch up with her fiancΓ©e.

So what are you here for? Why yourself?

Looking at the lines on the back of his right hand, and everything he had encountered since he came here, Boreth, the sacred tree, and Ollie who was sleeping outside, Wille asked himself.

Do you really have no connection to the world at all? Is he really just a stranger to this world?

Or, is it really as Boris said, that his arrival is a fateful arrangement?

Vere thought about it for a long time, and felt that the meaning of his coming here was definitely not to burrow into a portal, as if fleeing for his life, and return to Earth.

"The meaning of my existence here......"

Ver looked at his surroundings and the portrait of the sacred tree on the stone table.

Boreth's words Ver didn't think about it carefully, but now that he thinks about it, where is the place for the astral spirits?

No, no, and Ver remembered what he had heard the woman say in the Blackstone Realm, and it was clear that there was a great, unknown danger waiting for them.

Moreover, until now, Ver had not seen anything other than Ollie and Boris claiming to be a star spirit.

Ollie is a sapient animal, and Boris can only live in the sacred tree, and only himself, a visitor from the other world, can find and explore.

Moreover, there is not a single Star Spirit in the Star Spirit Town in the Star Spirit Continent. It's a desert island at all, why haven't you ever felt strange before?

All kinds of signs show that the Star Spirit Clan is likely to have encountered an accident, and they didn't even notice it before?!

What happened to Boris during the millennium of sleep, and why did he bring a man from a thousand years ago back to help?!

And what happened after that? Why is the world of the Astral Spirit full of seals and mist? Why are monsters running rampant?

I didn't even think about it!

No, I thought about it, but I was avoided by a sentence in my heart that had nothing to do with me.

I hadn't even talked to Boris in detail, and the topics raised were all about how to get back.

When I got here, I still didn't know the past of this world. And just thinking about himself, the only person who can unlock the secrets of the astral spirit world, how to evade his responsibilities and return to the original world.

"Perhaps, that's my responsibility." It turned out that what he had done before was so selfish.

Veel stared at the dimly lit wall and punched himself hard. The punch was heavy, and the nosebleed came out, but Weir's heart was relieved for no reason.

"I'm not going to run away anymore." After figuring it out, Wille felt a sense of relief. When you come to another world, you shouldn't just blindly isolate yourself, no matter where you are, you have to live a wonderful life.

As soon as his spirit was relaxed, Weier, who had a great ups and downs in his mind, fell to his side on the ground and fell into a deep sleep.

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"Wow! What is it? How can it be so delicious. Boris exclaimed, ignoring his image.

Ollie was now on the side, his two little paws shoving into his mouth, regardless of the heat of the food on the stone plate in front of him.

"This is fried three silks, although the material is not complete, but the material is natural. And magic. Ha ha. But without more ingredients, otherwise I would have been able to make more good things. ”

Will was happy, and looked at the two people in front of him with some embarrassment.

"Eat slowly, there's still something here."

Boris pursed his lips in embarrassment, and said to Vere with some concern, "What do you decide to do later?" ”

"I don't know the specifics, but I will explore this world and restore the sacred tree as much as possible, and if I can find the star spirit alive again, I will try my best to find it. It's not in vain that I came into this world once. Will looked at the sky and said lightly.

"As for the rest...... When the time comes, although I really want to go back, I can't force it to be not. Shrugging his shoulders, Wille quipped.

"Thank you, Will, I'm glad you thought so." But when Boris heard this, he was very excited.

"Why are you so polite all of a sudden, if you don't eat it, it will be cold." Will smiled and turned his back to look at the beauty in front of him.

After eating, the two of them sat down by the river outside the house, and Weir made two large stone bricks and used them as chairs and sat by the river.

"Boris, what is that stone henge at the top of the mountain?"

"There, it's the holy place of Mount Wolan." Boris thought for a moment, "The teleportation array at the top of the mountain can teleport two things of the same origin to each other. Listening to what you said, that spider should have been teleported by you, and it was impossible for you to use the spider breath of the scroll to teleport the spider queen over, and that stone teleported you to that black stone secret realm. ”

"That's why I was sent back there, so it was." Wille was stunned. "I've always wanted to ask...... Well, there's only three of us left on this island? Running his hand over Ollie's fur, it let out a cry of comfort.

"I don't know, but for now, it seems to be so." Borris shook his head and looked at the calm water. "Well, since you haven't figured out what to do, can you help me find the Star Spirits and tell them that there is still a sacred tree here?"

"Okay." "Thank you."

"Well, you're welcome. I should thank you...... How do we find it? ”

"Take a look around the island first, if you don't have one......"

"Then go to sea and look for it." Will interjected suddenly.

Boris looked at Ver in surprise.

"Don't be so surprised, that's what you meant to say. There's nothing to be embarrassed to say. ”

"I also have my thoughts, and it's not impossible to go to sea to find it, and besides, just staying here, you can never find anything. After all, if there were still people, how could they not be here. ”

"Maybe there are other remnants of sacred trees on other islands or land?" Weir smiled lightly, "To be honest, I really haven't seen the world properly. I don't know the story of your astral spirits. ”

"Tell me about it, and maybe you can get some clues from it."

"Clues? By the way, Well, the box you gave me yesterday, I remember how to use it. Boris took out the box out of nowhere.

"Oh? What did you find? ”