What the hell am I doing!?

Uchiha Kaede couldn't help but scold in her heart, but he still helped her bandage it simply.

But......

It's not good not to get paid.

Thinking so, he held out his hand to Ram, who had fallen to the ground and was powerless......

Here are some of the times......

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It's so small......

Uchiha Kaede complained as he walked, but the expression on his face was still full of aftertaste.

His eyes scanned around, not letting go of the slightest detail, and just like that, Uchiha Kaede chased after Subaru where he had fled.

……

……

……

Subaru carried Emilia on his back, her blank eyes mocking his powerlessness, and he blamed himself.

Closing his eyes, the branches flickered across his face, bringing out one bloody streak after another, but none of this made him uncomfortable with the pain in his heart.

The thighs were like lead blocks, and they were extremely heavy, and it took a lot of effort to lift them up and step out again, and the wheezing sound kept ringing, and the heart seemed to jump out of the body.

However, I didn't dare to stop, I didn't dare to stay.

Someone like that......

Something like that......

That kind of power......

What can I do with my own inability!??

Grasping the arm of the person behind him, the weak body and smooth skin could not ease his anxiety.

Even the softness of the squeeze from behind it didn't make it come to his mind, obviously the person he longed for in his heart, the person he liked, but he was left behind like this, and the ugly state of horror on his face would leak out of contempt no matter who he was, but if he knew that he was struggling for life, then everyone would just be silent, right?

"Why!! Why is this happening!! ”

A roar came from the mouth, but the strength in the legs had reached its limit.

The escaping pace eased a little, and the next moment he fell to the ground like, and Emilia tossed with him, rolling on the ground a few times and stopping at a tree.

"Emilia!!"

The mouth shouted like this, but the swollen legs had no possibility of standing up at all, and a large amount of lactic acid accumulated in the muscle cells, and there was no possibility of decomposition in a short time.

Clenching his fists, he crawled there in a panic, the person he was guarding was in front of him, but the fear in his heart made him tremble, and he kept urging him to leave quickly.

The smile she had had been in the distant distance was out of reach, and even the agreement she had just made with her was no longer possible.

If the ability that he named "Death Returns" is just a flash in the pan, then is he going to die?

As soon as he thought of the possibility of death, Subaru panicked and was extremely uneasy, and stretched out his hand to the cheek, as if grasping something, but the distance was like a heavenly cavity.

Looking at the blank and painful cheeks, he didn't know what happened to the girl in the hallucination, but that look couldn't be something good anyway.

Suddenly, it was dark in front of him, and a figure appeared directly in front of his field of vision.

The back was facing him, even if he didn't turn around, his body was cold on his back, and cold sweat flowed directly down his forehead.

"Uuchiha Kaede ......"

"Oh, I haven't seen you for a few minutes, but you only have the courage to speak?"

The back turned around, and those snowflake-like eyes made his heart beat with horror, and fear permeated his heart.

"Why ......?"

"No why, even if there is a reason, I want to know, after all, I am only a victim."

The face of the person who answered him was only calm, this appearance made Subaru angry, maybe anger can really counteract fear temporarily, he trembled his legs, reluctantly stood up, and asked Uchiha Kaede loudly

"You bastard!! Why!! Isn't everyone happy!! ”

“……”

"Where's Lalam......!?"

Uchiha Kaede raised his eyebrows, as if nothing had happened, and said casually

"Maybe it's dead."

Subaru breathed for a moment, and the words that he was about to blurt out were directly pressed into his throat, and he couldn't open his mouth anyway, those long words about the justice of the world were useless at this time, only his own life was real.

Because he had died so many times, his understanding of death was beyond ordinary people, and he really didn't want to experience it again.

"Is everything in your disguise? Laughing happily with everyone, eating breakfast early, all the things I saw were fake? ”

“……”

"Speak to me!!"

"Maybe..."

This made Subaru's eyes widen, and he took a few steps back in disbelief.

Looking at Subaru with an uncomfortable face, Uchiha Kaede said as if adding

"Maybe only you and Emilia can't see the indifference in my eyes, and everyone else can see it, so ...... me so obvious?"

As he spoke, Uchiha Kaede touched the corner of his eye as if asking himself.

"You're not allowed to talk about her !!"

However, Subaru roared loudly as if he had been pressed on a switch, but this appearance made Uchiha Kaede chuckle, and he turned slightly sideways, leaking out Emilia who had fallen to the ground, and mocked Subaru

"So, are you qualified to talk about her? I don't know anything about her, but I still live so naively, I have unrealistic fantasies, I don't act at all, her efforts, her persistence is just a superficial verbal thing to you. ”

"Not ......"

"If you can, you can always abandon those and impose your own desires on him, so that you are not arrogant. I really don't know why you can stand by this kid so calmly! ”

"It's not!! How could I possibly do that!! ”

"So, do you really know her!? No kidding! Looking at her face, what you are thinking, what you want to do is always reflected in your ugly face! ”

“……”

"Come on! Look at this child's face, you say!! Do you think that everyone else is just a fool and let you behave? Abandon Ram and let her fight alone, looking at you like that, it's really calm, isn't she the senior who got along with you for a few days? ”

"I'm just ......"

"Just what, for this kid? So, what are you doing there? Isn't it next to her? Why is it so far away? ”

Subaru breathed as if someone had pressed the switch, stiffened, lowered his head, the anger on his face disappeared, and he muttered to himself

"Why... Why... Why am I here... Emilia..."