"Do I still remember?" Wu Yu raised his head and glanced at him, and there was a little more confusion in his eyes, "I... I can't find her..."

"What?" Hearing Wu Yu's words, the Beastmaster was slightly stunned, and some didn't understand. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"I can't find her, I don't know who she is, I can't find her anyway, I don't know why, I don't even know what I'm looking for, but what I know is that it's by my side, and all I have left is something related to her, even if I want to hide, I can't hide at all, because no matter where I run, all I have around me is just a piece of memory, I don't even know who I am in my dreams, I don't know who I'm looking for, but I can't find it, I really couldn't find anything, even though I tried desperately to find everything, but I found that I couldn't find anything. ”

"I hate the feeling that you're desperate trying to find something, but all you find is one memory after another, and those memories are lingering in your head, desperately trying to keep you looking, but you find more memories."

Wu Yu took a deep breath and leaned against the wall on the side of the road, "That feeling, for the first time, I felt what despair was, and that kind of despair made me unable to find the slightest hope even if I tried my best." ”

The Beastmaster stood beside him, frowning slightly, that feeling? Maybe you have experienced this yourself at that time, you look at everything you are familiar with, everything around you has memories related to her, smells related to her, those things you desperately want to forget, but you can't forget them anyway, maybe when you really forget the moment, you will still feel afraid, you are afraid to forget, because those memories are what you have, and finally something related to her.

He understood that despair, and even now he still exists in it, and has never escaped. Perhaps, I also thought about it at that time, if I hadn't chosen that way at the beginning, I wouldn't have experienced everything, if I hadn't experienced everything, then my current self may really be as Wu Yu thought, I am still with her, they can live a comfortable life, and the current Dasha may also be a person with a mother.

"I understand." Finally, the Beastmaster nodded slowly, "Really, this time, it was the first time that you made me not know how to refute you, and even once I thought that your decision was right, even now, I thought you were right, and I never even felt that your idea was wrong." ”

Wu Yu glanced at the Beastmaster with some surprise, Wu Yu had never asked about his past, but he looked at Dasha, looked at him, and naturally understood what was missing from these two people, the one who was missing, he wouldn't ask, because he knew these things, if the latter wanted to tell him, then one day he would know, even if he didn't need to ask at all, the latter would definitely tell him.

"It turns out that you've experienced it too." Wu Yu raised his head and looked at the Beastmaster, and a smile appeared on his face again, of course, the bitterness in this smile can only be understood by the Beastmaster, because Wu Yu's face is full of that kind of loss and a kind of longing.

"yes, I've been there, too." The beastmaster nodded, looking at the big fool who had already beckoned the two of them to continue walking, "Let's go, let's talk while walking, in fact, when I see you now, I also want to persuade you, but what do you really ask me to persuade you, but I don't know how I should persuade you." ”

"Then don't persuade me." Wu Yu shrugged his shoulders, "Maybe instead of persuading me, you might as well find me a place, I'll ask Lao Song to sell me a house, or we can build a house ourselves, if I'm happy, maybe I'll invite you to live with Dasha in the past." ”

"That's a good idea." The Beastmaster smiled and nodded, "But unfortunately, all this is just a fantasy in the end, there are some things that you and I can't stop, even if it's the god you said, he can't stop it at all." ”

"Oh, really?" Wu Yu shrugged his shoulders, a little unconvinced, "You have to know that I am a person who does not believe in fate, so if you tell me that fate is doomed, I will never believe it, and if I really decide, then no one in this world will be able to stop me, even if the world is going to be destroyed in the next second, and I am the only person in this world who has the ability to organize this destruction, but if there is only one second left in her life, then I will definitely choose to hold her, as for this world, Now that it's so dirty, what's the point of you saving the world? ”

"Perhaps." The Beastmaster sighed deeply, "Of course, if it is possible, I also hope to be able to live with you everything, in the little house you said, if she is still in the world I believe, she must be very happy." ”

The beastmaster walked slowly, and his face also showed a hint of longing, "However, some things can't be as you imagined after all, some things, since there is already a beginning, you want to quit halfway but can't quit anyway, it's like your fate, when the door belonging to fate has been pushed open, you want to go back and close the door, but you will find that you can't find the way back, because the road is gone, and you can't find it at all." ”

"Are you talking about me?" Wu Yu stretched his waist and looked at the beautiful girls on the side of the road showing their beautiful figures, "The times make heroes, but if the heroes choose to quit, then who else will perform in this huge stage scene?" ”

"They don't have a protagonist anymore, just with a male number two, can they still support this beautiful stage play, believe me impossible."

"Turns out, you really want to quit." Listening to Wu Yu's rebuttal, the Beastmaster looked at Wu Yu, the latter's face was still the same, with a beautiful but awkward smile, which made people unable to find fault with it, but at the same time, you couldn't see any expression that belonged to him.

"yes, otherwise I'd tell you so much." Wu Yu rolled his eyes and looked at the Beastmaster, "Do you think I'm just joking with you?" ”

"Maybe, maybe?" The Beastmaster shrugged his shoulders as well, "But believe me, I always feel this way, you can't run away this time, because the moment the door is pushed open, there is no chance that it will be closed again." ”

"Because of this kind of thing, even if you don't believe it, but it's still called fate."