Chapter 23: The Desperate Girl
Under the blue sky, a fire phoenix fluttered with golden feathers and suddenly appeared in the picturesque sky. It pierced through the blue curtain, shattering the clouds and blocking the winds that passed by.
At this moment, on Tianhuang's back, the girl Nangong Jiu'er woke up leisurely.
When she woke up, she immediately fell silent in the sea of knowledge, and then she shouted loudly, calling out the most affectionate title to her.
"Sister, sister, my dear sister, where are you? Ninety-two wants to see you......"
But Nangong Jiu'er has been looking for a long time here, and she has been shouting for a long time, but the wonderful person who worries her the most has not appeared.
Yes, she is gone, like the boy of yesteryear, like a gust of wind.
However, she was also different from the young man. She won't and will never come back.
Once upon a time, they talked and laughed, they lived and died together, and they told the same dream......
But now, when the year is cold, the closest people are no longer there - it turns out that when this wind blows, Nangong Jiu'er will feel cold, and the sun shining on her body will only make her feel colder!
......
The girl was immersed in a sad world and couldn't help herself, she squatted down and hugged herself in distress, she trembled gently, she could no longer feel that kind of warmth in this sea space.
"Sister, do you know? When Jiu'er saw you for the first time, I thought you were my dear mother. ”
Nangong Jiu'er said to herself, her face showing the glory of memory.
"Because you are as beautiful as your mother, Jiu'er became very fond of you at that time. But Jiu'er knows that she is a drag oil bottle, and my existence will only affect my sister. I'm so scared, so scared...... I'm afraid that my sister won't like me and will hate me. ”
With that, she hugged herself tighter, and her voice became choked.
After a while, she muttered again: "Until that time, Jiu'er selfishly wanted to commit suicide, sister, you appeared again, gave me warmth when I was most desperate, and told me that you are not alone, and you care so much about me." At that time, I was so happy, it turned out that my sister never hated me, she always loved me......"
"I thought that we would live happily and happily in the future, but why did reality bring this all back to square one? I would rather that none of this ever happened, and that my sister would have always hated me, so that I wouldn't be as heartbroken as I am now......"
In the sea of knowledge, Nangong Jiu'er curled up in a ball, but even so, she still didn't feel any temperature.
"It's all Jiu'er useless, I can only watch my sister's soul die, I hate my current self so much. I'm good-for-nothing, how can I get you back...... I really want to go back to the original, you and I first saw each other ten years ago. At that time, I would still be the stupid, crying, weak, and naughty skinned child, and my sister would still be the beautiful fairy who didn't eat the fireworks of the world......"
"Boom!"
With a loud phoenix roar, Nangong Jiu'er woke up from the whirlpool of memories. She's back to reality again, and she's broken her head countless times to escape from it.
Nangong Jiu'er held her heart down desperately, she really felt that her heart hurt, like a silver needle stained with poison pierced deeply.
"Woo ......"
She cried, in fact, she had always been vulnerable, she was not strong at all. It was all in her disguise, she was just forcing a smile.
"Jiu'er, what's wrong with you?"
Tianhuang had been paying attention to Nangong Jiu'er, and it couldn't help but turn around and ask after hearing her cry.
"Sister, I really want to go down with you. Then I can still see my mother, my mother, and I can see Mo Bai'......" she murmured, her eyes becoming extremely empty again.
When the Celestial Phoenix heard this, it was so startled that it almost fell from the air, becoming the first Divine Fire Phoenix to fall to its death in history.
Of course, it's just a true spirit, unless the host dies......
"Jiu'er, don't talk nonsense! Have you forgotten what your master said to you so quickly? She wants you to continue to live strongly!"
Speaking of this, Tianhuang's two huge eyes shone with a humanized point of light. It has a soul of its own, how could it not understand the mind of its master.
It is precisely because it understands that it will definitely do its best to protect Nangong Jiu'er and regard her as a continuation of the master's life!
"Jiu'er, you must understand that you are not only living for yourself, but also for your master! For her, you are her life and her soul!"
Tianhuang said seriously, it would never allow Nangong Jiu'er to say such irresponsible words again!
"I ...... But I'm so sad and lonely...... I'll never see her again. ”
Nangong Jiu'er wrote all her sadness on her face, she is really the person who doesn't know how to hide her feelings.
"No, you still have me, I will accompany you. I will protect you well and protect you like a master. Tianhuang replied in the affirmative.
Hearing this, Nangong Jiu'er's whimpering stopped, and she nodded as if she understood something.
Her life was saved by her sister, she will try to live strongly, and then ...... She still has to kill back to Tianhuang City to avenge them!
"Sister, dear mother, and Mo Bai......" she muttered distractedly.
After a long time, Nangong Jiu'er stood up calmly. It's just that compared to before, her eyes have become a little cold, like a sharp knife!
This look of hers is not aimed at anyone, she just disguises all her emotions, disguises herself as a hedgehog, whoever dares to touch her, she will stab whom!
She thought she wouldn't get hurt anymore by disguising herself like this, she thought she wouldn't get hurt anymore, she thought ......
But that's all she thought.
Tianhuang noticed the change in Nangong Jiu'er at this moment, and it understood that the girl in front of her was finally desperate after suffering a series of blows.
Her despair was distressing, she should have been a dream-like elf, but she would never smile again......
After many days passed, Tianhuang reluctantly carried Nangong Jiu'er down into a misty jungle.
It originally wanted to take Nangong Jiu'er to another prosperous ancient city, but the latter insisted on doing so, she wanted to hone her combat experience in the fight to the death!
"Jiu'er, don't be too strong, cultivation is something that can't be rushed, you need to take it step by step. ”
Tianhuang was afraid that Nangong Jiu'er would fall into the extreme, and would go to the outer path of evil demons on the way to cultivation, and eventually become a witch.
"I know. In this regard, Nangong Jiu'er just nodded her delicate chin.
Yes, as she says, she will never be greedy for merit. She also wanted to practice the Divine Phoenix Immortal Technique to the sixth layer or beyond, and then try to get her hard-working sister back.
That's right, she just planned to get Nangong Qingyan back! Because according to Nangong Qingyan's in-depth analysis of the Divine Phoenix Immortal Technique, when cultivating it to the sixth layer, the cultivator could use the Divine Phoenix True Qi in his body to perform a secret method of soul rebirth.
So, she told Tianhuang her thoughts.
"Babble, how did I forget this. Tianhuang was immediately excited, and let out a "babbling" cry.
"Has that sister ever used this secret method before?" Nangong Jiu'er asked uncertainly.
"Yes, the owner used to have a younger sister, her name is Feng Qingwan. However, she died too early, and by the time her master cultivated to the sixth layer, Feng Qingwan's soul mark had already disappeared from heaven and earth. So, that's the regret of the owner's life......"
Nangong Jiu'er immediately felt uncomfortable after hearing this, she could feel that emotion, just like she had lost Nangong Qingyan.
"By the way, what was my sister's name before?" she asked curiously.
"Boom!"
Tianhuang couldn't help but let out a loud phoenix roar, and then replied, "Master, she used to ...... Her name is Feng Qingyan!"
Nangong Jiu'er immediately showed a shocked expression, with a look of astonishment.
She stammered, "Sister...... Sister she ......"
"Babble, babble, isn't the master the former first empress? ”