Well, that's it.

When I wrote 10,000 words a day, I was from 3 a.m. to 10 p.m., and I only took a break during meals.

But this is not the time when I am the most tired, the most tired time, I can't write a word for three days.

The longer I sit in front of the computer, the more I feel that I am wasting my life, and this feeling is so tormented that I can't sleep at night, and I can't write by myself, even if I can't write, staying up late will lead to a state of decline the next day.

The feeling of not being able to write is like taking out the soul and rolling it on a stone mill, rolling it into powder without a drop of water, and the body is full of holes, and I want to die immediately.

If you are moving bricks, you can at least touch every brick you move; If you're a programmer, you can at least see the bugs in the program you write; But you have absolutely no idea what will happen to you.

You don't know if you'll finish writing, you don't know when your inspiration will run out, you don't know if anyone will like it, how it will be evaluated, whether someone will buy it.

It feels like gambling, like taking an exam that you haven't reviewed.

The scariest thing is that when you don't have money, you can't write when you don't have money, and when you don't have money in your pocket, every piece of rice you eat while writing is filled with guilt.

Because you may not be able to make money for a long time. You don't see a reward for the act of writing, and it's hard to stick to it. In the face of the sweat of your parents, it is difficult for you to use such things as ideals as shields.

Relatives are watching you, neighbors are waiting for you to make a fool of yourself. Writing is a noble job, but it's never accepted by your neighbors.

The most fearful thing is that someone will come up to you and ask: What are you doing?

How can you answer "I'm writing"? When you are young, you don't go out to look for a job, and you play with the computer at home. I want to die.

Well, under such pressure, mentally fragile people can easily collapse, like me.

If you're a person who has high requirements for your words, it's likely that you'll write only one paragraph in the morning, only to delete two paragraphs in the afternoon.

If you're a writer with inconsistent quality and output, you'll be caught up in the editor's coercion and self-blame.

If you're someone who cares about reader feedback, a bad review is enough to pierce your armor.

Not to mention the unbearable pain in my lower back and shoulders after a long time of high-intensity writing.

In order to ensure that you are energetic, you must insist on sufficient exercise, and in order to ensure that you are inspired, you must set aside time for yourself to relax, but this kind of writing time is not enough!

In short, writing is a physical job, not something that ordinary people can do; Writing is tiring, not only the waist, but also the heart.

I worked the night shift and just woke up! Codeword.....

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