Chapter 130: The Pathetic Self "Sixty-One"
Uchiha Kaede muttered like this, as if he was saying it to Petra, and it was like saying it to himself, but there was a shocking determination in it.
Turning and walking into the distance, step by step, each contact between the soles of the feet and the ground is a huge test of the brain's endurance, but the steps are unwavering and forward.
Immediately after, a voice came from behind
"Sir, you must not be alone, that feeling has been experienced by Petra just now!"
Thinking back to Obito's foolish speech, that kind of hot-blooded and stupid behavior, Kakashi's mocking dialogue, the appearance of drooping eyelids, Rin's innocent smile, amiable voice, and the scenes with Wakaba, those heartfelt sufficiencies, because of this, it is still remembered by himself until now, right? No longer lonely, with companions by your side, isn't it the life you yearn for?
"Ah, it will! It won't be so! ”
Uchiha Kaede waved his arm, and then he remembered that he couldn't see anything in the darkness, and he couldn't help but let out a wry smile, shook his head and walked into the distance.
Although it is highly likely that he will not be able to find Subaru, he is not worried.
Because, these eyes ......
Thinking so, Uchiha Kaede touched the corner of his eye, but in the socket of his eye was a snowflake-like pattern.
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He stood up from the ground in a blur, but he couldn't see everything, and could barely hear the restless sounds of the animals, but this was probably just his own delusion.
It's like watching a fish in water, you don't know whether it's happy or not, but if you're happy, maybe when you look at it, you will feel it swimming happily.
Subaru moved his hands and touched his limbs, his whole body was intact, but he could touch his chest, and the unbearable fear still lingered in it.
What did you say?
He recalled the conversation between the two Uchiha Kaede, but it was only blank, which made him even more self-loathing.
It's so ugly to be alive! Why am I incompetent to this point? Why are people like me still alive!? I don't know anything, but I'm still proud and complacent, and I don't want to work hard at all?
Even if he doesn't know if he can return again, his "return of death" should be something that can be used to gather intelligence, but he can't collect anything, wasted a life in vain, lived for a few days in vain, and laughed all day long.
I don't know why this is the way I am now, and I don't know why Uchiha Kaede did such a thing.
Ha!
Subaru scrambled and walked forward, this time, like the second return of death, his eyes could not see everything, but the difference was that this time his eyes were blinded by Elsa, and this time they were obscured by black smoke.
That's the only thing you get, right?
A hint of mockery lifted the corner of Subaru's mouth.
At that time, the only thing he saw was the black smoke pouring out, and he was blind, whether there was pain in his eyes, it was possible that his vision was just obscured, but this only made him let go of the fear of blindness in his heart.
Walking slowly, step by step, only the real feeling under his feet made him think that I was still alive, and he thought about the direction he had taken when he first started, but even this he did not remember very clearly.
Only by keeping walking ahead, because there is a girl waiting there in front of him, he will never forget this.
The girl who suddenly burst out with incredible power, sending out an overwhelming ice blade, and instantly changing the huge magic power of the celestial phenomena, was also the girl who was directly grabbed and devoured by Antrice, and her safety became the only purpose for Subaru to still falter and walk.
He didn't know what Uchiha Kaede had done to Emilia, but at that time, her dazed pupils could still see something, that kind of appearance, deeply imprinted in his mind, it was something that could not be erased at will, no matter what.
I don't want to see her like this again, isn't it just to save her that I will go to die stupidly again and again, if she even abandons herself, then why did she die so many times? Just to experience the thrill of death? No kidding!!
Moving with a footstep, ignoring the situation ahead, the result is an intimate contact between the cheeks and the ground.
It's really fateful, earth!
Subaru couldn't help but sneer in his heart, but when he touched it back, a cold touch came along with the pain, although the surface was extremely smooth
Gone......
What's missing......
It feels like it's gone......
The feeling of emptiness spread to the cerebral cortex, and the feeling of absence sent a shudder to Subaru's bones, and he trembled as he pinched it with his other intact left hand
Like an electric shock, the two hands got together.
And the mutilation of the right hand, the incomparably clear appearance of the missing half, appeared in his mind, and he could not see the specific appearance, but the fantasy situation in his mind must not be much different from the reality.
Then came an irrepressible feeling of fear, a loud roar of panic, a kick back of the legs and feet, and then a rush of pain came from between the hands.
Missing ......
What's missing......
The moment this feeling appeared, Subaru felt that his left hand was a little heavier, and his left hand could no longer even feel the palm.
Breathing suffocated, the brain went blank for a long time, but time will always soothe the emotions at that time and make it fade, and Subaru gradually accepted this feeling, just
Does Emilia have this power?
Doubts filled his mind, no matter how he thought about it, that feeling was brought to him by the cold ice blade, and if he touched the purple crystal of Uchiha Kaede, it should be a burning sensation, but since there was an ice blade, that is
Just this one area......
Subaru thought silently, but the sense of danger just now made him afraid to act rashly.
If you accidentally step on it, then you can imagine what will happen next.
Even where he had just fallen, he felt a cold wind, and the top of his shoe should have been frozen, but fortunately, his shoe was a few sizes larger, so his toe was not broken......
The football boots I bought two years ago have been worn for two years because I just bought a few sizes larger, but even so, they still look a little big on the feet......
That's miserable......
Cautiously moving on, perhaps luckily or perhaps because of the misfortune of others, Subaru stepped on something again.
At the moment when the soles of his feet touched something, Subaru stepped back sharply, then saw that there was nothing under his feet, and cautiously approached the past.