140 - Confession
Lin Yuhao didn't speak, just stared at Xia Yan who turned around quietly, his eyes were as calm as water.
Xia Yan, who couldn't get a response, didn't speak, but stared at Lin Yuhao a little stubbornly, the eyes of the two looked at each other, and they could even see their own figures from each other's eyes.
In the end, Xia Yan couldn't resist the pressure in his heart, and put aside his gaze from Lin Yuhao, and the smile on his face suddenly collapsed, and his expression became extremely sad.
"You didn't do anything wrong, on the contrary, you have done well enough, if it weren't for you, the fleet would have ceased to exist long ago, and if you hadn't stopped those unexpected zergs, our casualties would have been far more than they are now." Lin Yuhao still looked at Xia Yan who turned his head away, but his eyes were no longer oppressive, but with a little tenderness.
"But... If I hadn't insisted on attacking the Queen of Worms, they wouldn't have been..."
Xia Yan, whose expression was very gloomy, muttered softly.
"Fool~ Why do you have to take all the blame on yourself." Lin Yuhao's voice suddenly became extremely gentle, and said: "Ye Liu, they secretly came to see me during the confinement, I asked them about it, and they said that this decision was collectively voted on by all of them, and it was not finalized by you. What's more, with the current situation of the fleet, I am afraid that there is no other way than to capture a resource planet as soon as possible to be self-sufficient. ”
"Moreover, in recent years, it has been a period of poverty to explore resource planets, and there are very few planets that have not been occupied or explored, and even if there are, they have long been snatched away by other fleets with strong family foundations, and you have no choice but to involve the murderous stars. On the one hand, you are facing the crisis of disbanding the fleet at any time, and on the other hand, you are desperately fighting for a chance to survive, and I will choose the latter as well, which is no wonder to you. ”
"But ······"
Despite Lin Yuhao's advice, Xia Yan still couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, and his expression was distressing.
And just when she wanted to continue to blame herself for something, Lin Yuhao stepped forward in vain and hugged Xia Yan into his arms without saying a word.
The unexpected hug not only smoothly interrupted Xia Yan's words, but also made her eyes widen in shock, her eyes were full of incredible brilliance, the original expression on her face changed suddenly, and her body was as stiff as a log.
"You, you... What are you doing! ”
Xia Yan, who was stunned for a while, immediately reacted, her pretty face instantly rose into a rare flush, her expression was flustered, and she exclaimed at a loss.
Don't look at her usual big grin, she looks like a big sister, but in this case, she inevitably shows the reaction that an ordinary girl should have, after all, no matter how strong she is, it is the first time she has experienced such a thing, and she is completely unprepared.
Lin Yuhao hugged Xia Yan, who was different from the past, and said, "Okay, don't blame yourself anymore." In the past few years, you have independently supported the entire fleet, and everyone has seen the hardships in it, in order to protect them, you have offended many people, and even at the cost of ruining your future, you can only be tied to the fleet for the rest of your life. Really, you've done enough. ”
"They won't blame you, they will only thank you, it is you who have held up a piece of the sky for them, and they will do their best to protect and protect this hard-won sky, so that they will fight to the end without fear of death."
"They don't do that for themselves, but for you who survive, they want you to live better and live happily, and for this reason they are ready to die. And the way you are now, do you want to veto the consciousness they have gained at the cost of their lives? ”
The words of comfort made Xia Yan push Lin Yuhao's hands suddenly, and his whole body trembled lightly in Lin Yuhao's arms, and his eyes looked at the void in distraction.
"Now that the planet has been conquered, everything will be fine, and if they had known about it, they wouldn't want you to be depressed and decadent like this, you have to know that you have many other sisters who need you. I promise you, this will never happen again, absolutely! ”
"So, take the burden off your shoulders, and from now on, I'll carry it all."
The oath was clearly spit out from Lin Yuhao's mouth at this time, and some were just solemn and sincere.
Xia Yan didn't reply immediately, but after hesitating for a while, he said faintly: "Why...... Why are you doing this?! ”
“······”
"Why!?" Lin Yuhao muttered a sentence, and his eyes began to blur, as if he was recalling something.
"I used to be very depressed for a while, just like you are now, at that time I felt very helpless, I felt that the whole world was out of place with me, as if I didn't belong to this world at all, no friends, no relatives. Everything is completely different from what I imagined, and I even think that I shouldn't be in this world at all. ”
"Until a girl came into my sight, on the Internet, of course. Her appearance made my whole body light up, it was an indescribable feeling, even though it was the first time I saw her, but when I saw her, I felt that all the irritability in my heart was swept away, and I was very relieved. What's that called... That's right, cure! I was healed by her! ”
"Since then, I have gradually come to terms with everything that is unfamiliar around me and changed my state of mind. I was very concerned about any information about that girl, even though I knew that she was so different from me that there would be no results, and even that she would never know that there was a little person like me watching her, I couldn't help but care. ”
"Even now, I can't forget the feeling I had when I first met her, the feeling that the whole world had changed. I once swore secretly at some point that if I had the privilege of meeting her in this life, I would protect her forever, no matter what the cost. If you don't have a chance in this life, then silently bless her on the other side of the starry sky. It was wishful thinking, but I persisted. ”
At this point, Lin Yuhao stopped, and he clearly felt the strong heartbeat of the person in his arms, and he was also beating his heart.
"Don't you want to know the reason, well, let me tell you, I like her, like you~ you!"
Although he had a vague answer in his heart, when Lin Yuhao said it, Xia Yan still couldn't help but widen his eyes in shock, his head became blank with a buzz, his body bones were agitated, and his heart, which was still beating vigorously and vigorously just now, suddenly stagnated, as if he had been shot by something.
"Do you accept this reason?"
Lin Yuhao grabbed Xia Yan's shoulder, gently pushed her in front of him and said, his eyes looking directly into the other party's eyes.
“······”
The air was quiet for a while.
"Very bad reason."
Xia Yan's expression was very calm, even a little cold, and there was no ordinary girl's demeanor in the face of a sudden confession of the opposite sex. This made Lin Yuhao's heart, which was still swollen a moment ago, suddenly cold a lot, and a bitter smile loomed on his lips.
"Still, it's not like I can't give you a chance."
A bright look suddenly radiated from Lin Yuhao's eyes, which had gradually dimmed, and he didn't know if it was an illusion, but for a moment he caught a sly smile in Xia Yan's eyes.