Simplicity
It was really nice to be treated especially by someone.
When it was my turn to hand out candy to everyone, I smiled and took out a piece of strawberry candy, "I know you like strawberry flavor, so I specially left it for you, just this one"
Friends get together to drink and say that you won't get drunk or not, but you block all the wine handed to me, and shout as if you were drunk, "Her mission tonight is not to drink, but to send me home...... I'll drink all the wine for her."
Friends went shopping together, he went to buy drinks, a few bottles of mineral water and a bottle of Fanta, the friend wanted Fanta, he said "no, if you want to drink it, buy it, this bottle is for her, I know she loves to drink Fanta"
Enough care is special enough. To millions of people, I am just a speck of dust among all living beings, but to you, I am a shining star that you hold in your hands.
It is these moments of being favored that make me feel that although I am an ordinary person, I am a special existence in the hearts of special people. And this feeling is enough for me to regain my courage later when I am devastated and frustrated, and even despair of life.
In fact, a large part of people's sense of security does not come from love, but from preference, and they can only feel at ease when they are sure that they are the exception.
All I wanted was preference.
I can't remember where I saw this passage.
In this world, there is really a kind of person who can look down on life and death, don't care about the future, and live a muddy life without half a hope.
Hello, my name is Qing Jian, Qing Qing, simple Jane.
The girl I like, surnamed Li, will call her Miss Li.
We've been separated for a long time, and we've all started to remember each other for a long time, but we can't be together.
Miss Li is not doing well, and I am very heartbroken.
It's like a sentence I read on NetEase Cloud, I hope you can be happy and loved, but I'm afraid that you will live too well, so that you can no longer think of me, at this time I think that you are not doing well, so I can think more about me who was once so good in this boring day of life.
It's a pity that I think about it and forget it, I'm afraid you're not doing well, I feel distressed when I see it, and I want to come back and hug you.
This is probably really loving someone to the extreme.
I don't know if I'm good at Miss Li.
Jane is not a clean, clear boy.
I come from the rivers and lakes, and naturally I have the spirit of the rivers and lakes.
Young and frivolous, high-spirited, I have a lot of stories, I have a lot of brilliance, in this world of shocking boys, eyebrows and eyes are low, how willing to bow down to people, I admit that I am a tsundere, cold and arrogant person.
Why am I arrogant? Because I am basically not afraid of things, I dare to swing my sword at myself, but many people do not dare, so I only make friends and brothers with those who dare, and look down on those who dare not.
It can be a pathology, or a sadness.
But I don't know much about that.
She told me not to be too nice to her, because if I was too good to her, I was afraid that she would think everyone was not as good as me, and that she would not find a boyfriend.
I was actually very bitter in my heart, but I smiled and replied to some ordinary truths.
- You will always meet you who are better than I am to you, or who are as good to you as I am.
In fact, compared to these, I want to say, if everyone is not as good as me, why don't you come back, I can accompany you slowly.
But I don't have the courage, I'm afraid of being rejected by you, I'm afraid of being embarrassed, I'm afraid of being estranged.
I said that in this world, there are many people who can't love, and we are not the only ones.
I don't know what Miss Li's heart is, but I'm sad anyway.
Yes, there are many people who can't love it, why should we have us.
I've been through a lot of things, and many brothers have turned against each other and got along.
Every time I quarreled with Miss Li, it was like a nail nailed to a wooden board, and after the quarrel was settled, the traces of pulling it out are still there.
If the problem is not solved, the problem remains.
It's like a cloth that has broken a hole, when we are dissatisfied with each other, we always hold back, and the more we accumulate, the resentment in our hearts becomes deeper and deeper, and the hole is torn into a hole, and there is a barrier.
Every time there is a problem that echoes the estrangement, the dislike and disgust in our hearts emerges, and love becomes tricky, mean, and sharp, hurting you and hurting me.
I want you to change for me, and you want me to change for you.
In the end, I lost you, I didn't change, you lost yourself, you changed.
Who wins this relationship?
If there has to be a win or loss in the relationship, then I'd rather I lose and you win.
My Miss Li, if you don't love yourself well like this, I will feel distressed, I will come back to you, I will want to protect you and regain possession of you.
But I'm afraid that I will repeat the mistakes of the past.
It seems that you have become the former me, and I have become the later you.
What is love, I am also very confused, and I have not found the answer so far.
How did two people who love each other get to where they are today, I haven't found an answer.
I always like to see the scenery, like the stars and the moon.
There were many soft clouds floating in the dark night sky, and those clouds walked very slowly in the wind, as if there was something nostalgic in the world.
The stars and the moon were also bright, and their bright light was like mercury, clean and pure.
Such cleanliness and purity, I can only think of you, the most beautiful of you.
You look good when you laugh, showing a mouthful of very white white teeth, which is very sweet.
At that moment, it was as if a person was warmed by all the love and ate the sweetest sugar in the world.
It turns out that happiness can also be very simple, just you smile.
It's always the best thing to lose, that's what you told me.
I remember when we were together, we always used time as water in a sponge to squeeze out to accompany each other, and you expressed a problem, I always misunderstood you.
In fact, it's not that you have a problem with your expression, the main thing is that we think differently, so we use the wrong way to get along.
I want to go back to the beginning, in fact, I don't have such a bad temper, you will always be gentle, right?
I didn't treat you badly, I just couldn't suppress my character and irritability, but I also gave you the only tenderness I had.
Hope you're confident.
It's like the song, "I want to shine a light on you and fill your life with sunshine." ”
When I am able to shine a light on other people's lives, to give others sunshine, I am all lies and deceptions, masks of hypocrisy, saying things against my will, sentence after sentence, and others are convinced.
This world is a stage, life is a big drama, I just want to be a clown, perform on the stage, laugh at the audience, but cry myself.
I love the pomp and circumstance.
What's the point of life if it's not pompous and exciting.
Pomp and excitement are actually just a sense of ritual in life, and many people don't understand these and won't understand this, but I understand.
There is no sense of ritual in life, and girls will not like you, let alone marry you.
Everyone is sending flowers, so the one who gives the ring must be more pleasing than the one who sends the flowers.
If everyone is giving rings, you will be more pleasing if you give something special.
Love is like a battlefield, and people are often full of interest in new and unknown things, but there are also fears.
If you can arouse a girl's interest and curiosity, you are already halfway there, all that remains is to give her enough security and a future, and that's it.
I don't like Bundy, I prefer to sit in the bar and listen to a few music, drink a few glasses of wine, and then talk and joke with my friends and play your game, not noisy or noisy, not because I have no money, but I like that mood.
How to say it, Qing Jian is a rich second generation, and he spends a lot of money in the slow shake bar, and every time he goes, it is thousands, and he is tired of it.
I'm tired of that feeling and feel cheesy.
Many girls are still chasing the boys, they never know that some of the boys have gone to play more upscale.
I prefer to be a gentle gentleman to those ostentatious, arrogant little rascals.
When the girl is angry, I can comfort her gently, I can say gentle words, and then squat down to tie her shoes, polite and gentle.
That's what I want to do when I want to meet Miss Lee.
It's a pity that people like me seem to be too difficult to change the ruffian spirit and ruthlessness in their bones.
Those years were like a dream,
The passers-by did not stop, the water was rushing,
Time didn't wait for me, it was you who forgot to take me away.
The left hand is an unforgettable firefly, and the right hand is a long search for ten years.
Actually, I was in high school and was in the same school as Miss Li.
Getting into the best high school in the county was actually an accident.
At that time, Qingjian was wandering outside, and my family thought that I was not a way to do this, and they were afraid that I would get into trouble one day, so they asked me to study.
I don't really feel like I'm studying or wandering outside, I just think that life just needs to be interesting.
So I started to find out which school to go to.
Later, Xiao Chao was in the best high school in the county, and he said that it must be interesting to go there with them, so I went there.
Everyone says that the reputation for being low-key is not obvious.
Maybe it's because junior high school is too dazzling, but when I first went to high school, I was a little celebrity, because most of the little hooligans they knew out there had followed me when I was in junior high school.
In fact, it may be because the family has a background, connections, and money.
Since I was a child, I have been a person who is not afraid of heaven and earth, and I can drink and eat at the same table with many celebrities in the rivers and lakes, and they always call me Xiao Qingjian with a smile and tell me some interesting things.
Jianghu is really a very wonderful world, where the ups and downs are full of color, tickling the blood of the young hearts of the teenagers and provoking their irritable hearts.
I like the rivers and lakes, but I don't like many things in the rivers and lakes.
I come from the rivers and lakes, but I don't have many things in the rivers and lakes.
As the saying goes, I bought a sword and was about to step into the rivers and lakes, when I happened to meet you at the next table drinking, and since then my heart has been gone.
One day when I entered high school, I met a very good-looking girl, so let's call her Wenwen.
When I took the high school entrance examination, I only went once, because I was more playful, and I didn't like to be restrained, so I ran away because I felt bored after taking the exam, and now I think about it at that time.
Wenwen sat right in front of me, a very good-looking girl, the kind of girl who has a perfect face and is clean and delicate.
I never thought I would meet Wenwen in such an environment.
I don't know where Wenwen took a fancy to me, so she took the initiative to change her seat to sit next to me and play with me.
I had a great chat with him, but if I had that kind of mind, I would have been able to catch up.
It's a pity that I just don't, I think many things in life are much more interesting than love, I just like waves.
In fact, I also had a lot of opportunities to get a lot of girls, but they were all delayed by my brother.
The brothers around Qing Jian are all waste machines for bad things, and I really envy you who are full of wingmen by your side.
When I was in college, I was especially debauched, and I could change a girlfriend in two days, and at that time it was really the kind of night game that I saw every day, and I never saw each other.
So I was a little tired of night clubs.
Let's talk about Miss Zhao, a particularly interesting and good-looking little girl.
When I was in college, she always loved me for drinking and jumping, and I didn't like the people around her, so I didn't flirt, and we were still in a circle, so it was difficult to start.
Later, I gradually got in touch and asked me to borrow money to go to Bundi a few times, but I didn't pay it back, so I didn't borrow again.
I thought that borrowing money would increase the goodwill between men and women, but then I realized that girls who like you will not borrow money from you.
So now I meet a girl borrowing money, and I just delete it.
Because it's really disgusting, I'm sorry she won't have a crush on you again, and she'll use you as a spare tire.
I'm afraid that the person I care about the most will feel distressed, in fact, I don't care about anyone, the only one is Miss Li, she is not good, so I want to hug her.
I remember that I used to collect a lot of words for her.
She said she was not confident, had low self-esteem, and felt that she was not good at anything.
At that time, I said, I remember a sentence.
Everybody can say hello, everybody says you're bad, as long as I think you're good, you're the best.
As long as I love you, you are the best, the most worthy in the world.
We don't know what to start with, we still believe in love, but we don't believe that love will belong to us.
I've met people who are very scumbags, just as scumbag as myself, but I've also met good girls who like me.
But I just don't like them that much, that's all.
Many people say that he will choose to love him rather than what he loves.
And I'm different from everyone else, I will only choose what I love, not what loves me.
This world is very big, it is not easy for two people to know each other, it is even more difficult to fall in love with a person and have feelings for a person, and the urge to marry a person is even more rare, but two people like each other and want to get married and grow old together, how can that be fate, then these two people are still separated, what a pity.
That's the case with Miss Li and me.
I never know how much I cried at night and how many times tears wet my pillow during the time she left me.
I never knew that one night I would finally feel less sad and feel as if I had died and come back to life.
Qing Jian seems to have come back from one night, and he is no longer the original boy who is dedicated to love, but a ghost. ntent
The invincible little prince