Even if there is the emperor's favor, if it is in a lowly position, it is not much better, people do not do it on the surface, but secretly have tricks, the position in the heart?

Thinking about these past events now, she is really embarrassed, if she were now, she would definitely stuff those dishes into those people's mouths and let them enjoy them.

And Heyan talked to her about the position in her heart today, which really made her depressed.

If there were no things in her previous life, maybe she would fall into it for the words "heart" and "love", but Yu Die'er has been a human being in two lives, and she has tasted all kinds of sufferings in her previous life, so in this life, when she talks to her about the position in her heart, she is scornful, let her receive ten taels of silver every month, use tin porcelain, and can't even reward a slave?

But she just thought about it in her heart, after all, she was not qualified to question, she had never shown affection for him, and she also knew that the disparity in their status was already doomed.

Anyway, she is unwilling to fight with many women to grab a man, and if she gets it, she is afraid that one day she will be robbed by others, this kind of day is really not what she wants, she hates this kind of palace life, if it is not for revenge, she will not want to enter the palace again, so for the prince, there may be some admiration, and he is also moved by some good for herself, but she really never wanted to marry him.

And her purpose in the palace is only that one, and when she wishes one day, she is ready to smear oil on the soles of her feet. How can you add a concern in this palace?

So she hesitated for a while, but only said lightly: "I don't want to surpass anyone, and I don't want to be overtaken by anyone, if the prince wants me to be good, let me go, we are the difference between cloud and mud, even if you put me in your heart, you will be poached by life." It's better to let go, it's best for you and me. ”

He Yan was stunned for a moment, and his heart panicked slightly.

After a long time, he said bitterly: "Die'er, don't blame me, although I am a prince and high, but I am walking on the tip of a knife, and everything is like walking on thin ice, because there are too many people staring at my position, hoping that I will make a mistake, and my mother has told me so since I was a child, so I have always been deferful and humble, and I hope to do everything thoughtfully, so that people can't find thorns." Sometimes I feel very tired, pretending to be tired, but I can't let go of the burden of picking up the halfway, so I can only bury all my rebellion and true thoughts in my heart. ”

He seemed to have made up his mind and said: "Until you appear, I found that for you, I can still put aside my disguise without hesitation, look directly into my heart, and dare to be hostile to anyone regardless of the consequences, including the imperial power! ”

"If you would say that I don't have to think about these responsibilities, I think I might really be presumptuous in my own heart, even if it is to the ends of the earth. Heyan's eyes lit up, and he said earnestly: "But, are you willing to say?" she never seemed to say.

Yu Die'er didn't dare to answer, she knew that Heyan wanted her to make a promise, but she didn't know what to say, and what the result would be if she did.

Seeing that she didn't answer, he breathed a sigh of relief, as if he had unloaded some burden. Maybe Yu Die'er said it, but it made him embarrassed.

The next moment, the corners of his mouth rose, "Fortunately, you are still in this palace, maybe it's okay, you will not be bullied if you have a grade, I can rest assured, but I also want to ask you, if one day I inherit the throne, are you still willing to continue to be the imperial lady?"

Yu Die'er raised her head and said, "If you need it, I am naturally willing." "That need is if Hebi is still alive at that time. If you chase her, you won't leave, if you have already stabbed the enemy, then there is no need.

These words made Heyan feel a little relieved, as if all the bitterness and sorrow were about to dissipate like a thick fog meeting daylight. It's always good to have hope, it's not always as desperate as heartbreaking.

Yu Die'er glanced into the distance and found that at the gate of the back garden, there was a crimson figure standing, and she was clearly sure that it was the lord of Linlang.

It turned out that the two of them came together, Yu Die'er didn't know why Heyan didn't let the county lord come with him, and let her wait in the distance? Was it for fear that they would quarrel again? Or did he feel that there was a gap between them, and he would hate the county lord, so he didn't want the county lord to annoy him? Or if the county lord was around, he had something to say?

In short, she saw the anticipation of the county lord in the distance, so she said: "I'm going back to the palace, if there is nothing else, the prince should also go back, don't let the county lord wait for trouble." After speaking, he wore a lotus-colored skirt and stepped in the direction of the courtyard gate.

Heyan followed in a few steps and walked with her, and neither of them said anything more, but just walked together.

He glanced at her from time to time, and when he saw that she walked with her head bowed, and without saying a word, he bowed his head too, and saw a pair of embroidered shoes of soft satin at her feet, on which the pattern was not a rich flower, nor a bird or the like, but a few green leaves and grass. It's as thin as his heart at the moment, and there is no brilliant color at all.

When she swept past Linlang and was about to step out of the garden gate, she was unexpectedly stopped by Linlang.

The county lord of Linlang looked arrogant and proud, and said to her: "Aren't you promoted to female official, why are you still here and not leaving?"

"Dog mouse!" Yu Butterfly spat out a few words from between her lips.

Heyan pulled Linlang and tried to stop him, but Linlang didn't buy it, shook him off, and said to Yu Die'er: "Who do you say is a dog? You are not as good as a dog like this! You also want to like Brother Yan with your identity? The toad wants to eat swan meat! Don't pester him again in the future." ”

After she finished speaking, she glanced at Yu Die'er contemptuously and turned her face away.

"Entangled!" Yu Die'er took two steps back and stood in front of her, "You said I was pestering the prince?"

"Isn't it? If you weren't able to treat the emperor, if you beat me, Brother Yan wouldn't spare you, now I'm afraid you would have moved your head a long time ago, Brother Yan is just filial to the emperor, so treat you differently, don't think you have something to do with you. The county lord twisted his head back and looked directly at her.

Yu Die'er stared at her and suddenly smiled.

"What are you laughing at?" The county lord saw that Yu Die'er heard this, not only did he not get angry, but laughed, and he was very puzzled.

"Who told you that. Yu Die'er stopped laughing.

"Linlang, don't say any more, your father may be about to return home, I'll send you over to find him. As he spoke, he pulled her.

"Why don't you say it? This is obviously what you told me, you said that if she hadn't been able to cure the emperor's illness, you wouldn't have kept her in the Chuqing Palace, and you didn't have any other thoughts about her. Linlang stared at her eyes with a confused and innocent expression.

"I'll tell you to stop talking!" Heyan scolded loudly with a pale face.

At this time, Heyan clearly knew that Yu Die'er might never believe in himself again. He did say those words, but it was just to coax Linlang, and he never wanted to leave her in his heart. But will she still believe it?

Eighteen years, only today, only at this time, he felt so sad, panicked, helpless, heartache, coaxing! This is not his original intention, but he also has his responsibility, to his parents, to the world, to the position of the prince.

"What? I said a few words, you reacted so much, you are distressed? Didn't you say that you came to make it clear to her, and you won't let her misunderstand you again, are you lying to me, or did she just say something to make you a fox?"

Yu Die'er glanced at Heyan, her eyes were full of exploration and intriguing, and she didn't expect that he was also a person who was two-faced and coaxed on both sides.

Heyan just shook his head: "Die'er, don't believe her, she's talking nonsense, she's talking nonsense." ”

"I'll move right away! Yu Die'er left a sentence and ignored them, turned around and walked out of the back garden in the direction of the dormitory.

She won't pester him, and she is not qualified to pester him, what is her identity, what is his identity. She couldn't be clearer, she only thought that he would be different, so she would even think more about his words, just afraid of hurting him, but she thought too much.

"You're interested. Linlang said in the back.

Then I heard her say to Heyan: "Brother Yan, how can you say that I am talking nonsense, obviously what I said is what you told me, have you made it clear to him." If it's broken, I won't marry. ”

"You're talking too much. Heyan said in a deep voice.

Even the heart sank with it, always thinking that she could control everything, but why did she feel that she would go far at this time, and she couldn't grasp it.

Yu Die'er didn't want to listen to those disturbing sounds, her steps quickened, her clothes rustled, and the new grass that had just bubbled up made a slight sound under her feet, and the gentle wind blew the hair of her sideburns onto her face, and her skin was itchy, and she didn't bother to pull it away, just walked towards the palace of Youlanxuan.

There is only one thought in my heart, move!

The sunset on the horizon is orange and yellow, shrouding Youlanxuan in a glow. Yu Die'er wore a soft purple dress, lying in the chaise longue under the corridor, the glazed tiles of the eaves of the corridor were shining in the orange sunset, the autumn warbler was circling around her, and she was dizzy, so she lazily said: "Don't dangle it, I am dazzled." ”

"Isn't the slave in a hurry?Why hasn't anyone come here yet, how many hours have it been and hasn't been cleaned yet?" Qiu Ying didn't know why Yu Die'er was in such a hurry to move, but the girl was in a hurry, so she was in a hurry.

When the girl came back from the back garden, she ordered herself to summon the steward of the inner warden, and asked when the Ximian Palace could be occupied, and the steward said that some places were damaged and needed to be repaired, and it would take three or five days, but the girl asked him to arrange the cleaning first, and if she could live in it, she would move in, and she would live in hers, and the repairs would be repaired by themselves. The steward took the command and departed.

It should be a quick cleanup, right? But it's been a long time and there's no callback.

It's no wonder that the emperor sat down under the porch in a hurry and waited. Lord Huangyu, Qiu Ying is still not used to being called, and she still wants to call her a girl.

Until it was dark, the steward came back and said: "My lord, everything has been cleaned up, and some furnishings have been added, my lord will live first, and see if there are any missing instructions, and his subordinates will also speed up the repair progress and strive to complete it as soon as possible." ”

Yu Die'er stood up and said to a few minions, "Then let's start moving." ”